distortion

Lyrics:
(verse 1)
What if the end is all in my head?
What if it's all okay?
No, no, no

What if my love isn't as tough?
As they always say
Oh, now look how I speak whenever we meet
Gets hard to look away

(pre-chorus)
I feel like I'm dreaming
Believin' my feelings forever
Just whenever I'm down and I'm low It's hard to come back up for air

(chorus)
In my head, I don't think you were in my bed
Things we've said are slowly losing all their sense

(verse 2) (Jusst.Jay)
I constantly overthink everything even though you already said you'd be with me
I can't help but think I got to watch how I move or I could ruin everything

Consistent in security and it won't let me be but I can't push it on to you
Reassuring me through everything that it's not what I think and I hope someday that I can see

(chorus)
In my head, I don't think you were in my bed
Things we've said are slowly losing all their sense

I feel like I'm dreaming
Believin' my feelings forever
Just whenever I'm down and I'm low It's hard to come back up for air

(bridge)
Like, someone told you, like
"Man, this girl doesn't like me, man!"
Like, what would you tell them?
I would just be like
"Man, shoot your shot! What's the worse- What's the worse that can happen? Say no?"
What's the worse that can happen, say no?
Well, wha- what if the worse that can happen is no?
At least you'll know your answer!
You tweakin', bro!

(verse 3)
Take another look, my face is in my hands (My face is in my hands)
Overthinkin’ everything is gonna end (Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
But like baby, damn, what you wanna do
'Cause I’m thinkin’ nothin’s gettin’ you

If she could leave, then I’ll take that chance where I’m not alone (I'll take that chance where I'm not alone)
Screaming at shit and it takes more hits just to feel you, though (Not alone)

Ooh, damn, I just, uh, bam, really can’t stand how my mind be working, shit (Not alone, not alone)

(chorus)
In my head, I don't think you were in my bed
Things we've said are slowly losing all their sense

I feel like I'm dreaming
Believin' my feelings forever
Just whenever I'm down and I'm low It's hard to come back up for air

(outro)
Well, what would you say?
I'd just say
"Man, fuck it, bro"
Uh, no, no, I'd say... I'd say
"Man, just kind of like, just, you know... go for it bro, I mean... what's the worse they can say, no?
Yeah, that is lit- lit- literally what I would say

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Featuring: @jamari-jackson-617880068

Written by Caleb Juarez & Jamari Jackson

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Clean Version: https://soundcloud.com/mrrandomhere499/im-dreaming-ft-jusstjay-clean

i'm dreaming (ft. Jusst.Jay)

i got a headache, lowkey

Lyrics:
[Part One]
How you doing, it’s been long, I’ve just been busy flying high
But I decided to say hi
You remember we’d record ourselves just playin’, tryna fly
Now you're singin’ into your mic

You’re gettin’ tall, you like to ball
You change your hobbies every month
It’s annoyin’, but damn, it sounds just like you
It sounds just like you, ooh

Remember you're loved, I see you want hugs
I see you want love, you do
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to cry too

[Part Two]
La, la, la ,la ,la ,la
La, la, la ,la ,la ,la
La, la, la ,la

Dear big brother, it's been 12 years since you’ve got to see my face
I know that you emotionally will never be the same
Fuck it, even physically you pushin’ every day

Life goes, it spins even after I have left
2025, you’ll be pushin’ past our death
You really gotta trust that I’m happy in my rest
At my best, so stop thinkin’ about me and not stress, uh

Your anxiety makin' you feel crazy
Blood all pumpin’ and your eyes feel grainy
Thinkin’ about mama, these "what ifs" becoming hazy
Dirty ass room, you’re becoming more lazy

But it’s fine, cause I know you’ll push through
You’ve done it without us this far, you know that shit true
Life is going on and we're rarely in your mind
But, shit, we’re not mad cause your pushin’ past time, but

God damn, Caleb, look at me, it ain’t gon get easy, there’s no good to see
There will always be reminders of what happened to me, you’ll always find something, I fucking believe it
Your own fuckin’ mind will leave you scared and defeated
Fuck it, you’ll probably become more deceivin'
Don’t let it, I know that you're scared and you're cold
Just lay in your bed, I’ll be right there to hold, big brother

hugito

CHOICE!

what's the good here anyway

romantic girl

philophobia (interlude)

soft

he might be... (interlude)

jump

stay

teardown boogie!!!

truth (ft. kyle cantrell)

angelina

host

a little break.

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distortion

calebjuarez.