Wash away my sins
In the part of the night
Where our scars never hide
I know they're within you
Take Back your life
Know they're possessing your mind now
I've been trying to get you
To wash away my sins and come back home

To wash away my sins and come back home
Wash away my sins and come back home

Move in silence
I had to stay by myself
You were violent
There was no way I could help

Wash away my sins
In the part of the night
Where our scars never hide
When you had the chance
To pull me back
You push me down again

I've been trying to get you
To wash away my sins and come back home

Maybe I love when you call out my name
Lost in the moment I got lost in the pain

Move in silence
I had to stay by myself
You were violent
There was no way I could help

Toss me to the ground again
I can't get away from it
Tried to get out of my personal hell but I can't
Find my mind
Lost in doubt
Now I can't figure out how
We tried to get by
Dig two graves guess I'll die with my regrets now
Dig two graves guess I'll die with my regrets now

Move in silence
I had to stay by myself
You were violent
There was no way I could help

violent prod. @prodzak_

No, I won't take back words I said
I can't sleep inside my bed
Make me feel fucked up again
I lost all my innocence

Haunting me like a fever dream
These eyes aren't mine I can't really see
A thing
One more pill and I might end up dying
Lying on the floor cause without you I'm crying
Sick of all the bullshit I'm tired of trying
Take another hit I need to feel like I'm flying

I'm Flying without you
Hard to see on my own
I had to fall to make my
Way back home

And now you're on your own
Like how's your life without me?
I cut my wrist to show you
The kind of blood that I bleed

Bleeding out
Bleeding out
Can't stop the pain that's in my chest
Breathing now
I'm breathing now
But somehow I can't forget
These dreams I'm having are fevers
Cold sweats I know I don't need her
Move back I don't need you either
I know that I'll be fine

Haunting me like a fever dream
These eyes aren't mine I can't really see
A thing
One more pill and I might end up dying
Lying on the floor cause without you I'm crying
Sick of all the bullshit I'm tired of trying

Take another hit I need to feel like I'm flying
I'm Flying without you
Hard to see on my own
I had to fall to make my
Way back home

fever dream @prodzak_

Think I need to breathe
I can't feel a thing when you're not next to me
I wonder if you leave
Will I ever have someone to care for me
Thoughts are racing all around me
I can't help but feel this way
I need you to come and find me
I'm not sure if I'm okay
I'm not
Felt alone since high school
I know that I'm not the one for you
I think we could try to move on together
But I don't think that it's going to get better
Move on together but I don't think that it's going to get better
Move on together baby move on together
Focus
I can't sleep
Whose there whose watching me
I think they're watching me but
I'm not sure
Losing my grip on reality
Try to phone home ya but
Nobody's there for me
I don't really know what to do from here
Wish I could just take a fucking bullet maybe
Disappear
Thoughts keep racing all around me
I can't help so ill give in
You tell me I'm disappointing but
Maybe you're right
Ya maybe you're right
Forgetting how to breathe
I'm okay when I'm asleep but
Whenever I wake up I
Make a new mistake again
I'm sick of all these fucking friends
Don't tell me that we were meant to be
When you don't even know me
You don't even know me
I just wish that everyone would listen but
Then I would not be here for you
Tieng up this noose I can't get a grip
You left me alone ya you let me trip
You always said we'd be fine
I always had all these thoughts in my mind
You said the stars would align
You lie
You lie
You lied

i think they're watching me prod. @prodzak_

I'm running out of options
You're the reason you're what caused this
So I'll lie here sitting nauseous with you now
Call out your name but you don't ever come around
You force-fed me lies
And now I'm spitting all them out

I'm running out of options
You're the reason you're what caused this
So I'll lie here sitting nauseous with you now
Ain't got nobody I can turn to

You can't tell me the truth
Cause there's a lie in every word
I sit by myself but it's a gift and it's a curse
I'm sitting here and I'm still feeling like I'm fucked up
You said you need me but I know that this shit is not love
You wanted space so I know it's goodbye good luck
Feel like a zombie taking pills until the suns up
You tell your stories but they're fiction
You tell yourself that you're the victim
I'm rotting deep inside you watch me decompose
Running from you every day
I'm hiding from your lies
Lost inside this spiral now I'm
Now I'm stuck feeling nauseous

I'm running out of options
You're the reason you're what caused this
So I'll lie here sitting nauseous with you now
And now I'm feeling fucked up
Ya told that bitch it's fuck love
I know you felt alone since you lost me
I'm better on my own but I'm aching
Crawling out I'm getting tired of the back-and-forth
Now I'm stuck feeling nauseous
No one's there but when I listen
I still hear your voice
And you're the reason you caused this

you're what caused this PROD. MCX

Hello Again ft. Gunnr (prod.@prodzak_ )

out there (prod. anem0s)

saturate (prod. @prodbyzak_)

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👇 LYRICS BELOW, HOPE YOU ENJOY!

(Baby)

(Intro — synth pulse, breathy)

Soft blue on the window, skyline hums like a drum,

your silhouette a comet, my chest goes numb.

Static on the skin, honey-sweet and electric,

we’re satellites colliding in a room that’s hectic.


(Verse 1 — hushed, intimate)

Apartment lights flick like a lullaby,

you laugh and the fluorescent learns to sigh.

Denim on the floor, your jacket on the chair,

steam on the mug, coffee and your hair.

Happy in the small things — the quiet, the exact,

the sofa imprints where our bodies left a map.

Your hand finds mine like it’s always known the route,

pressure on the pulse — no fear, only truth.


(Pre-Chorus — building synth arpeggio)

Neon breath, low and close,

every little motion says what words won’t show.

Heartbeat sequenced to the kick and hi-hat,

I melt into the glow and never look back.


(Chorus — layered, bright but warm)

I’m happy and turned on, wrapped up and comfortable,

neon nest, sugar-salt, everything’s combustible.

Loved like a secret that the city can’t touch,

we glow in the dark and we like it too much.

Soft like a whisper, loud like a drum,

safe in your orbit, where the night feels young.


(Verse 2 — rap, crisp electronic low-end)

Yeah — lights dim, vibe thick, squeeze the room like a dream,

you whisper real, not a filter, not a meme. (woo)

Body language fluent, you speak in slow Morse,

pressure on the chest but it’s warmth, never force.

Checked the world at the door, kicked my shoes on the mat,

you got me humming tunes like it’s vinyl on crack.

No flex, just presence — real talk, no gloss,

you and me steady, never counting the cost. (let’s go)

Ad-libs: yeah, uh, woo.


(Bridge — glitchy stutters, intimate)

Fingers trace constellations on the inside of my wrist,

electric kisses spark, and I can’t resist.

Reality in pixels, but the feeling is analog,

we fold time like paper, slip past the dialogue.

Close your eyes, name my flaws — I’ll hold them like flowers,

turn the city down low, stay in this small hour.


(Chorus — fuller, with rap ad-libs)

I’m happy and turned on, wrapped up and comfortable,

neon nest, sugar-salt, everything’s combustible. (yeah)

Loved like a secret that the city can’t touch, (woo)

we glow in the dark and we like it too much.

Soft like a whisper, loud like a drum,

safe in your orbit, where the night feels young.


(Breakdown — minimal synth, spoken)

No pretense tonight — just the hum and our breathing,

the world’s edges softened, every doubt receding.

You press your forehead to mine, say my name like a spell,

in this tiny electric heaven we know all too well.


(Outro — whispered layered harmonies, fading synth)

Neon nest, don’t let go, keep the light on low,

happy, turned on, loved — in the quiet we grow.

Comfortable and real, with you it’s clear,

stay in my orbit, stay near, stay near.


(Baby... Come here)

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thank u desi for being my mr.producer man  :) enjoy!

watch me die

Lil Unfaithful - boygrim ft. Billy the Artist
Written by boygrim, Billy the Artist, des.god
Mixed by des.god
Cover Art by Billy the Artist
Courtesy of The Cesspool

Lil Unfaithful FT. BillyTheArtist

I will bring together the reality of life to reflect on love, people, broken-hearts, family issues, overcoming difficulties, so that we can cultivate clarity, adapt with grace, and create more wishful songs that will gain your and our trust, as well as being the best artist for you. Maybe even more than what I have said... maybe I can make my songs Therapeutic for you all? <3
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