I'm tired being upset 
i feel like a cigarette might calm my brain 
but i dont wanna smoke it 
it makes me feel sick, sick in the streets again
and when im in own head 
i feel like i need my gun just to ease my pain 
i kinda wanna see death
next time im in this mood i'll swerve the lane 

swerve the lane 

they dont know 
when im in this state 
im like a boat on the sea 
and im ready to sink 

i wish
the best for you 
i hope 
you'll find the guy who treats you right





lowkey down bad :/

heartsick (p4ra x 5head)

icarus

@essoh

bitbaby:
i-i got some bands in my jeans and my pockets gettin fatter
g-got boots on my feet red bottoms kissin plaster
couple bands for the feet love my haters its 5ever
im like XD in the dms she said that we like 5ever
got an XD in my baggy its an SA
i remember days of comin home to writin essays
remember when i felt at home you were my do or die
now you left me cornered and so mutalized
fell in love wit all the texture of ur pretty eyes
(fell in love wit all these textures of ur pretty eyes)

some fishy ppl round my brothers pescatarians
drippin out the water bottle into the aquarium
she said-she said why fuck me so hard you a barbarian
i said girl jus chill put it all in her falopians
i just bought a (wipe down) watch yo head because im scopin in
thought id never start see the bear i get to pokin it
hop down from the top-top oh its so distopian
hop down from the top oh its-oh its so dist-oh its so dist
drop it at the port and my gang they gon pick it up
yo gang is some dorks walk around you cant be missin us
money stretchin long like the front of the mclaren
dont send me your song that shit some torture used for terrorists
fill it up wit secrets then im cleain out the canister
breakin through im holdin on to the banister
gotta serve the pack i send it off on to my handler
my weed stack up in piles i guess im the mountain manager
damager
mop him like a janitor
you cant get this cash cause i send it out to panama
cant catch me on feet got you runnin out of stamina

essoh:
tryna hold me back but im just tryna go
pussy talkin shit then pop out at the show
yea im rockin w my brothers im just tryna blow
uhh look at who it is captain save a hoe
got ur hoe she blowin up my telephone
funny hit from the back and then he sent her home
double cup make me sound like im missing chromosomes
double cup make me feel huh
dying light im losin hope

so i gotta love my pole
hydrocortizone, make his body hurt
i think he gonna need some more
walk in w ur girl, take that pussy for a tour
sent her back to u because i still got all these whores
hit it from the back she said im hung just like a horse
creepin in ur crib lock ur windows lock ur doors
all this on my body not something you could afford
yeah yeah yeah when shes w you she says shes bored

fishhy! w// essoh [[prod. desu]

liquor

Strawberry Moon

mixing this song probably gave me cystic fibrosis so i hope you like it %]+.’

Produced by me
Mixed by me
Performed by me
Cover art by me

Lyrics:

[Verse 1] 
Get straight to the point
Don’t wanna fuck around
Everyone around me is annoyed
And i’m a nuisance so I,
Go ahead and take my leave
Throw my body in the sea
Act like you don’t want me to go
Fuck that gotta do with me?

[Hook]
Red walls, red walls
Red walls, red walls
I put the pistol to my tongue
I put the pistol to my tongue.
Red walls, red walls
Red walls, red walls
I put the pistol to my tongue
I put the pistol to my tongue. (I put it)

[Bridge]
Corridors enclosing me
It’s entropy
Forever sleep
Everlasting pain and grief
If you ever talk to me
I wanna make you feel my pain.

[Verse 2]
Bitch imma do 
what I wanna
I do not know what I want
But I know imma do it without any karma,
knowing that people like you 
hate people like me 
im not tryna relive the trauma,
Nigga this is nirvana, eternal bliss
Giving my body back to flora and fauna.

Forgiveness or retribution 
Matricide or prosper
Cyanide like a communion 
Dedicate to sonder,
Injecting my toxins in these 808s
Like Skotskr
Looking in the mirror 
But I see an imposter.
Better go ahead and 
blow my brains out
Before I break your legs
And make you stay down,
They try to tell me 
I can make my way round
Guess imma dig my grave 
With just one round.

[Hook]
Red walls, red walls
Red walls, red walls
I put the pistol to my tongue
I put the pistol to my tongue.
Red walls, red walls
Red walls, red walls
I put the pistol to my tongue
I put the pistol to my tongue.
Red walls, red walls
Red walls, red walls
I put the pistol to my tongue
I put the pistol to my tongue.
Red walls, red walls
Red walls, red walls
I put the pistol to my tongue
I put the pistol to my tongue.

[Bridge]
(Ion know if imma keep this last part)

[Outro]
Red walls, red walls (it would be a miracle)
Red walls, red walls (it would be a miracle)
Red walls, red walls (it would be a miracle)
Red walls, red walls (it would be a miracle)

RED WALLS [[PROD_ME]] #333

prod miércoles

hold me close while ur still shakin even if it wont mean nothin at all 
as i told ya my bodies achin and i didnt see a reason to call 
am i frozen or am i vacant did it really mean nothin at all 
and i promise that i wont make it even if u werent there for the fall
like a match is to a flame will i always remember your name
am i wrong or am i insane it just always tends to end up this way
but i just feel the same way i did way back when 
and i just dont wanna go thru that again 
im letting u win

didnt see a reason to call

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @quiteevil
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Lyrics
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Take it back
Taking back what I said
Pick it up
Picking up what's left

Take it back
Taking back what I said
If you ever really cared
Are you listening now
Pick it up
Picking up what's left
When everything I say
Is never as it sounds in my head
When letting us both down
Is my best

Maybe you'd be better off
Yeah, maybe you'd be better off
Maybe you'll be better off
Maybe we'd be better on our own instead
Maybe it'd be better without me in your bed

In your bed
In your bed
It'd be better without me in your bed
In your bed
In your bed
It'd be better without me in your bed

I spent too much of this life wandering
So I got too attached
When I thought we had a good thing going here
Did I hurt you, oh I fear
I ain't worth you, oh my dear
After what I've done
You should be the last one calling
Still calling, stop calling me
Honestly I don't know what you see
But I see you every time that I dream

And I will until the day I'm gone
When he could never do me wrong
Maybe he'd be better off
Yeah, maybe he'd be better off
Maybe you'll be better off
Maybe we'd be better on our own instead
Maybe it'd be better without me in your bed

In your bed
In your bed
It'd be better without me in your bed
In your bed
In your bed
It'd be better without me in your bed

Better Off

Better Off [Prod. Quiteevil]

Eternity

(LETRA)

Bitch tienen envidia de mí se le nota encima

Bitch no me importa una mierda lo que ellos digan

Bitch soy el mismo suicida desde que estoy en la cima

Bitch En 2 años estaré en un manicomio o en Lima

Tirando mierda con 24 y aún no trabaja

Tengo más hiperactividad que tú con cocaína

Tengo más hiperactividad que tú con cocaína

A mí no se me va la voz aunque me quede sin vida

Ya no quiero estar aquí si siempre es lo mismo

Tus labios con los míos siempre acaba en delito

Te insisto siempre en que te termines yendo conmigo

Da igual lo que digan tienen envidia de no estar contigo

Let's go shorty let me know

Rick Owens in my feet during in sex bitch just let me know

According to no serious relationship bitch just let me know

I'm for real a freak bitch just let me know

I like when shaking your booty in my- (shhh)

I'm sorry break your heart in the fall snow

But I'm not supporting your dramas bruh

But I'm not supporting your opinions dawg

Bitch tienen envidia de mí se le nota encima (dawg)

Bitch no me importa una mierda lo que ellos digan (dawg)

Bitch soy el mismo suicida desde que estoy en la cima (dawg)

Bitch En 2 años estaré en un manicomio o en Lima

Tirando mierda con 24 y aún no trabaja

Tengo más hiperactividad que tú con cocaína

Tengo más hiperactividad que tú con cocaína

A mí no se me va la voz aunque me quede sin vida

Run Away (prod by god)

mssnger