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collab with @vierrecloud 

lyrics:
verse 1 (vierre):
pull up in a rari had to lose the roof

we was smoking maui and we smokin boof

sippin double cups im seein purple

we been smokin heavy had to breathe in circles

take in a blunt to the face

got the pack in my face

i got the gucci my snakes i dont fuck with no fakes

I been livin in the good life ye

sip champagne glass of the purple

me n bobby got the juice u kno we do

i dont fuck with fakes so i dont see u

pull up in a rari had to lose the roof

we was smoking maui and we smokin boof

i been ridin round and i been off the act

i got hunnit bitches and they do that

i got lots of money where the models at

I been in the hills off a Percocet 


Verse 2 (6obby) :

Stuff a few grams in a backwood  

Yeah, Sip a lil henney now I’m feeling good 

People talkin some shit but I’m just livin life,

I ain’t poppin xans and I ain’t sippin sprite

Pull up with my homie and we smoking gas

I be off the luqior , he be off the act,

Pull up to the thrift and blow a  stacks,

People say I’m broke but I just sit and laugh, 

In my polo hoodie and my nikes are blue 

You can’t fuck with me,

Cause I don’t fuck with you,

Pull up in the rari had to drop the roof

I be in my vintage and I’m smoking boof,

I be off the henney 

vierre off the act

I ain’t poppin xans cause I don’t fuckk with that ,

6obby x vierre - orange juice

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqRp4xaZO4w
prod. shrimp

laying in the dirt [video in description]

saw you on stage in the morning
if you looked in my eyes
you couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before you
i knew i lie when i told it
and even if you’re good guy all california
i ain’t
i ain’t unfolding
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to report it

and i get money in the peak of my vices
just gotta bend my knees
all the numbers/people saying i ain’t got issues, well
your girlfriend can’t lie like me
and i can’t seem to answer my own questions with this time
cos somewhere far ahead 
i go falling far behind

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever speaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry
 
you were the mindful kind of gorgeous
if i looked in your eyes
i couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before this
you knew the lie when i told you
even if a good guy wanna explore it
i just
i just can’t afford to
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to consort you

i’ve been waiting to letchu know that i
wanna to hit your telephone cos i
know you’re out in yellowstone but
you make me want to forget that i am made of you
sitting in the back thought “this was what i want”
“it’s what i want”

oh i was dead wrong
now i got nothing
and i just can’t think about who i’m crushing
i was dead wrong
i can’t fix dead air
shit too far away shoulda stopped fighting to care
i was dead wrong
weak shit
mind my business
i’m just trying to make what I love a living
i lost hope fuckboys thought me a ceiling
too insecure to let them know how i was feeling

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever leaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry

boywontcry

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

fuckboy

jade (feat. aweyk)

Rest In Peace (prod. thislandis x chai)

Long Time No See

Kids on a Leash

i played the guitar4 u this time (prod ppgcasper+dog+ggedgar)

art/mix/master by me


don't go
can't bear to do this on my own
so lost
i haven't always been so insecure

feel like we been here before
are you really with me for sure for sure
when i read the signs in the stars
i know it lead me right where i wanna go 

& i let my walls down again
i know i made that mistake
i let you get close to me & then
discovered it's a price to pay

& when you left you stole a part of me inside
in the end i guess it was the perfect crime

Perfect Crime (prod. Sleye)

art/mix/master by me


why
can't i
get her out of my mind tonight
i won't lie
on my life
i'm without you i think part of me left behind


oooh
you made a promise to me & then you left me out in the dark
all alone
i had to follow the light that was shining down from the stars
just to get me there when i'm lost
just to get me back to my home
i don't need you, i don't need anyone
all that you did was just led me on

Follow The Light (prod. Sleye)

art/mix/master by me


i wonder if i can feel love again
i miss that snow coming down it's cold in my head
i made my bed so now i'll lie in it
it gets so lonely again with you not right there 

terrified by you
can't let it get to me 
i'm scared of what i know
that i can't see
& it's getting colder
every day getting older
let me find my way home
i don't remember where it is

i will make it on my own
i'm losing everyone so
take all of my love
you weren't worth it anymore

Snow Pt. 1 (It's Cold In My Head)(prod. Sleye)

art/mix/master by me


it's only fake you don't know me at all
i'm irreplaceable isn't a soul
i couldn't take it no more had to let them know
you're only breaking me down never lift me up
i can do it all on my own
i don't get along with no one
only want my love when it's all gone
i'm gone
it's all good

only want my love when it's gone

is anybody here real anymore ?
(no)
it’s hard to relating to anyone
(it’s hard)
i can’t hold in what i feel anymore
(nooo)
my enemies i'm revealing them all

you won’t get to me now
not a kid anymore
& when it come between the shit i love i would kill anyone 
(swear to god)
part the heavens ascend to the clouds
you’re only part of my history now

i guess we weren't a good fit after all
i'm letting go of the ones that would do me wrong

Gone (prod. Sleye)

art/mix/master/ by me


all i know has gone away from me i can’t explain 
all that’s said is done, i guess i’m better off 
i’m in it over my head
i’m falling over again
i’m folding under the weight of everything 
i think i‘m getting tired & sick
of how this world has been to me 

remember how it began
i wasn’t numb to it yet
before my soul was corrupt with all this sin
i wasn’t only a shell 
& now it’s haunting it’s me still
i can’t recover the way i was back then 

a story i can’t turn the page in
i haven’t felt your love in ages
i’m sorry i made a mistake in 
thinking i’d find a way to make it out of all of this alive 

no i'm not sure i'm getting used to it
you can lie to me once
but two times see right through it

Lie 2 Me (prod.  Sleye)

art/mix/master/ by me


maybe i lost my heart & soul 
i spent way too much time on my own 
baby i don’t want love anymore 
i don't wanna put  my trust in you no
gave you everything that i could not enough
(it wasn't ever enough)
i think it's better for both of us if i just let this go 

i don't wanna be the first to close my eyes 
i know you'll already be gone by the sunrise  



let go
let her fly away again no more holding on
i know i'll find another one
someone better for me than you it won't be hard 

it won't be hard to find somebody else to love
or keep me company you would leave me alone
you don't even know what you really want 
i think i'd rather be anywhere than with you

i think i'd rather be anywhere than with you
you got the best of me still it wasn't enough

I Don't Want Love Anymore (prod. Sleye)

no1 (prod. Mtwenty x Alexxfoess)

lyrics:

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feelings for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

Gut Gut Blood inside my gut
stuck Im off watchu call its and im stuck
Out my mind hol up im on planet earth
Twist ties Up on my hands behind my shirt
Blood Blood  All I see at home is green blood
Look inside my styrofoam its mud
What the fuck Who is she just shut the fuck up
U talk too much Please just stop it baby u talk too much

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feeling for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

acid (eric godlow)

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Ollie Joseph x Apollo - All For Nothing

lyrics:

I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
would u Look at all my hair on the floor
and If im not scared I need more
Lifes hard like a tough mudder course
and Lately my bones grow sore
and I could hear my sons thru the chords
and If I had a choice I would abort them
cause I don’t do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though I just try to ignore them yea
cause Up inside my head they not important anymore
She say that im not like I was before
But im just not dumb anymore So Im just not nice anymore
and No im not taking anymore Black blood in my broken heart
Saw dust in my swollen pores No life in my pickled corpse
and Im asleep in the shit water trench in the ground under the city 
Pieces of my body float free from me Leave from me
In like 20 something years they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
and U don’t scare me bitch
I am used to this Try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold Yet I welcome it yea

scary (eric godlow)

angels on angel dust

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OlUE-MBdNRs

download/stream: https://ethanross.fanlink.to/angeldust

lyrics: CHORUS:
How you only hate me when I'm honest?
Know I f*** you harder when you talk s***
'Cus lately you been acting out of pocket
How you tell me I'm the one who's toxic? Say I'm toxic --
But you still in love, love, love, yeah okay
I could never love, love you, yeah, no way
Angels on angel dust
So you know that they came with us

VERSE:
You told me something was wrong
really girl, what was you on?
I needed someone to talk to
So tell me what did you want?
I gave you nothing girl but what did you expect?
You pulled up at 2 a.m., like tell me what's next
So we just stood and we just looked up at the view
I didn't know that you were waiting on me to act a fool 
& try to bust a move..
If you want me you should've said it, I gave you a chance
You kept your mouth shut then got mad, I don't understand
Tell me something's wrong with me, the vibe was off
All because I'm tryna chill and really I was tryna talk
Make me feel crazy it get on my nerves
Now when you see me it hurts

CHORUS:
How you only hate me when I'm honest?
Know I f*** you harder when you talk s***
But lately you been acting out of pocket?
How you tell me I'm the one who's toxic?
Say I'm toxic, but you still in love, love, love yeah okay
I could never love, love you, yeah no way
Angels on angel dust
So you know that they came with us...
Said that I'm above-bove-bove what you think
I don't give a f***-f***-f*** what you say
Better keep it in the tuck, tuck, tuck, like a blade
Traded feeings for the bucks, bucks, bucks, in the bank, baby

VERSE 2:
Going out sad, 'cus you had to let me go
Guess breaking hearts, baby, what you love the most
You just did it for the rush, baby...
Yeah, yeah I hope you got your rush, baby.
But, you ain't get enough...
Bet you wanna come back to hurt me again.
Know you did it once, did it twice, three times.
Don't call me I'm not your friend.
I done did it once....

CHORUS REPEATS

thank you guys for the support :)
- ethan ross

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