Selfish

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White Coat (prod. 1VArt)

Lil Intro Vert

Help (prod. by Irving)

MUSIC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulH4VjXXYoM

this song was made for a certain person in mind. i dont know if you really listen to my music at all but i hope you get to hear this. stay strong my friend :')

thank you @hatedyl for producing this

thank you MBTeddyGram for the female spoken word 
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male spoken word + robot vocals are done by me 
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take time making sure that ur fine but i know
nother day, numbin more pain with the bottle
wanna run, always in ya home but ur not home
givin up, feel like givin up u dont want help

we all wanna die at some point but i 
know the pain dont last long cause i
know that u can be strong inside
day by day i know youll survive

ive been thinkin bout u all day 
sittin by my fone should i call u?
but i kno u wouldnt pick it up 
tell me all ur problems 
sittin there in silence
knowin that youll never let me give u my love

love doesnt make sense any more
yet i still try to find a solution 
that will eventually fill the void
in the empty hole humans like to call 
their heart

i will never understand this world (single)

i will never understand this world (prod. dyl)**MV OUT NOW LINK IN DESC**

shes so nice (joji cover)

look it’s me,
i’m a man that’s still a boy,
my beards growing thicker,
but i still play gameboy,
and with some color.
i mean this life is like no other,
playing pokemon,
with my socks on,
and my sandals losing eachother.

i make music,
for the culture,
i mean, it’s the lack of culture,
that inspires me to proceed,
i’m sitting pretty, 
while my grandma’s knitting,
and i’m writing feelings,
it’s the same old me.

what’s the point of thinking bout the past,
i’m present bearing presents,
in my presence you won’t last,
you see it’s love that makes war.
like our women making babies boom,
get a room,
talk about some christmas issues,
maybe really soon.
but not now,
cause lately i’ve been blowin up,
the feelings nuclear between the pillars
that i’ve been holding up,
losing track of time, while i switch lines,
into shorter ones.
i’m switching lanes,
i don’t have a car,
but i might own one.
or maybe two, 
counting three
of these women in my dreams.
they’ve been tearing up my heart back since i was thirteen,
or maybe back when i was 7,
bought roses for these girls,
that threw them out, 
wait i was 11, 
when my heart was broken first, 
and i didn’t know what was said then.
that love was just an obstacle of trust just tryna set in,
and the fundamental intuition of life is where it sets in.
that self love is needed just to feel the feelings bled in.
right? 
just to feel the feelings bled in.

i just wanna say thanks,
for every time i ever cried,
for every time that i felt for you,
and your dirty ocean eyes.
hey thanks,
hey thanks,
for every lie you ever told me,
i hope you live a life, where you think about the old me,
or the new me, 
no more blue me,
maybe red me? 
color me violet,
i’ll live a life that reads between the lines and not outside it.

hey,
thanks.
thnx.
ivan.

thnx.

did a collab with this awesome dude named @schmidtybeats you should really check him out. had fun working on this small project so hope you guys enjoy this track!

slowly fading (prod. schmidtybeats)

(Chorus)
Black rose
Heart of gold
turned to icey fire
whered you go 
i dont know
youre my one desire

when i see you again 
this time i wont defy you
when i see you again
this time dont say goodbye ya

Black rose
Heart of gold
turned to icey fire
whered you go 
i dont know
youre my one desire

when i see you again 
this time i wont defy you
when i see you again
this time dont say goodbye ya

(Verse 1)
you corroded my heart
you drove me insane
you molded my mind
into thinking youve changed
i havee no love for you
you took it all away
you wrote me a deathwish
and signed it with pain

(Verse 2)
I devoted my time
bitch i devoted my life
i fell for your games
have i forgotten my ways
left me petrified
left me paralyzed
(left me paralyzed)

I devoted my time
bitch i devoted my life
i fell for your games
have i forgotten my ways
left me petrified
left me paralyzed
(whyd you leave me paralyzed)

(Pre-Chorus)
Bury me with black roses in my arms (in my arms)
thought you loved me but you played me from the start (from the start)
cut so deep that you left me these scars (with these scars)
make a wish or take a sip my shooting star (my shooting star)

(Chorus)
Black rose
Heart of gold
turned to icey fire
whered you go 
i dont know
youre my one desire

when i see you again 
this time i wont defy you
when i see you again
this time dont say goodbye ya

Black rose
Heart of gold
turned to icey fire
whered you go 
i dont know
youre my one desire

when i see you again 
this time i wont defy you
when i see you again
this time dont say goodbye ya

B L A C K R O S E - Emotional Dark Trap Beat (Prod.Tower x Juanko x Marzen)

Iona - B L A C K R O S E ( Prod. Tower)

it's been a while and I never really felt like my concept for sleepydead was complete. thanks to neb for helping me finish this song and make it sound like what I originally envisioned.

sleepydead pt 2 w/neb ft snøw

prod. diebonsai  / @diebonsai

they don't want to say goodbye
they don't want to say goodbye
they don't want to say goodbye
you're feeling hopeless, so do i
holding hands until sunrise
they kill us if we open, our eyes 
so goodnight, and goodbye no

i say
where were you? when i tear in two
when i stare at you?
yea
shared souls’ on the neuse, this ain’t me, and this ain’t you

ripping pictures, i got blisters
where my lips were, and my wrist hurts
in the burden of your absence 
speak my name in past tense

perhaps every syllable is haunting when it echos
your memory won’t let go
in the same way that i won’t 
you look away but i don’t

you called me a friend before i ever had those
how could i be lonely, surrounded by these shadows
fighting all these battles

one man infantry versus a whole covenant 
do you blame me if i motherfucking run from it 
i’m recovering from suffering, i’ve fucking had enough of it 
your blade desires life, and i don’t have more blood to give
shit

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say goodbye

See you.

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Help (prod. by Irving)

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