it's a vicious cycle

@mental

lyrics:
we could lay around a bit
theres nothing we need to do
theres nothing but me and you
right here right now

we could play around a bit
pretend that its something new
pretend what they say is true
just let it out

like
i need a one dance
im grabbing ur heart in my hands
one more time 'fore i go
think your love is taking a hold on me
(x2)

i love u too much to deny it
when i look at your face i feel blinded
when i grip on your waist im excited
for everything u are

take my breath i cant speak and im quiet
and if u wanna try we can try it
and i know on the inside you smile
when we look up at the stars

one dance (feat. mental)

wild onez

6. Reprieve
prod. maknaeslayer
lyrics+vox+mix. PK Shellboy

Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head
Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head

Nothing was the same since you reached out and called my name
I see the threads they intertwine why can't I even call you mine I wonder
(Can't start it, can't stop it)
[I need a moment, need to breathe
I ask for help but nobody around me wants to see
I stall another second ‘til my heart begins to pound
I open up my mouth but nothing seems to make a sound
I'm screaming]

I saw a glimmer in the void
I think I heard it making noise
I feel a shimmer in the sky
I don’t know why I even try
I taste some salt inside my wounds
I sense a presence always looms
I smell a fragrance in the air
I don’t think anybody cares
I don’t think anybody sees
I hear the weakness in my knees
I feel my brittle little bones
Crumble to pieces all alone
Droplets of water on my tongue
My breathing stops I sense my lungs
The smell of blood begins to spread
I'm shutting down I need you 

I wait for what I'm looking for it never seems to arrive
Just because I eat and breathe doesn’t mean that I'm alive
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
Another life spent in this doldrum hell is all I deserve
Liquid flowing through my veins forever numbing my nerves
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the systemized monotony
I need some reprieve from all the nothing thats surrounding me
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the futures in my vision
I need some reprieve from all the badly made decisions
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve

Reprieve

i dont sing cause all the walls r thin

@pincode8485
@bpiv

Murrumur:
I think I've hit another point
Where I'm not sure what i am
Threads don't start then never end, never end
My room is splattered with pastel blood
And photos of the dead
And dead ends from the hair that I've kept
Tethers mend
Patchwork friends with empty sigils in their names
Find a vein and draw their blood
Lost in language all the same
All the same

8485:
Hello please
Legacy recall
Crawl my backup files
Facial scan, halfway smile
Sudden face, sudden glance
Camera flashes back again
I watch the change reanimate itself
A frame a day and forget where it ends
I came back wrong,i wake up then
Missing now, shrouded thieving lore
From my unselves’ unfriends unsuspected nonetheless
Covering up my unclean hands

Body 40 below
Time frozen and cold
As it would be, as it should
As above, so it goes
Body left, representing innocence even in death
Tore my tongue and went ahead
From the last back to the next
The threshold gets your fingers wet

Murrumur:
Cancer’s sixes as Gemini's twins eat themselves like a snake
All my skin, all my limbs tear and screech like violin strings
Venus splits me into halves, into thirds, into fourths
Initiate second phase, second gate from the source
Coincidence, 108
Is there more to this fate
Hallucinate fragmentation
Replication of my frame
Let me out of this case
Vessel’s sick, no escape
But if i cut myself away I'm not worth shit
And I’ll still age

In the mirror someone’s face
What was i called anyway?
Different places, different names
Different masks, different tape
Navigate through my maze
Labyrinth, stew in hate
Centipede made of threads
Every leg carries death out to the places that I’d fear to tread
Not sure it’d ever end
Let it end
I’m shreds
Dead again and again
And again

patchwork of the twins + 8485 [murrumur & bp iv]

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