not to be an edgy fuck on main but this really reminds me how fucked up my mental health is

it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never hesitate to take my things and  run away and i just pray someday that maybe you will see, the monster inside me, but please dont set it free, oh. you call me insecure, quite annoying just a bore. dealing with me is a chore, im telling you i know. pick my heart off the ground that muffled beat is quite a sound my bloods drip rain is falling down this heart break takes a toll, oh. wont you tell me wont you tell it to me thorough, you and i both know that im not me when im with you, oh. wont you let me go and walk right through that door. i only want to leave because you know im insecure. it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never hesitate to take my things and run away, and i just pray someday that maybe you will se the monster inside me but please dont set it free it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never set it free, the monster inside me

I first heard this on a Lofi music app. I looked it up and now I'm here.

I was singing this song while crying because of the severe bullying I through because my sexuality and identity. I was literally was sobbing. Then I reliezed I accidentally Facetimed my friends and I am so embarrassed -///-

Bust Your Knee Caps - Pomplamoose

a song by dodie clark
i was having a hard time when i first listened to it and it made me cried. (aw)
she's one talented lady.

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more w/ these goons hehe

produced by @cat_naps and I
vocals by @love-sadkid
mixed by @halberd-3000

[art from: https://goo.gl/qg1Qji]

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monster (feat. cat naps & love-sadkid)

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

something

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feelings are fatal

Atlas - Internet Personas (prod. Aimless)

Khai Dreams – Ultimately

Sad! (Acoustic)

Ultimately - khai dreams

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Kodama: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Q-nX9wuKho

Kodama Boy - UwU Song (Without memes)

Hug All Ur Friends By Cavetown (Official Video) Animal Kingdom

Friendly Neighborhood Poltergeist - Rory Webley

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monster (feat. cat naps & love-sadkid)

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