not to be an edgy fuck on main but this really reminds me how fucked up my mental health is

it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never hesitate to take my things and  run away and i just pray someday that maybe you will see, the monster inside me, but please dont set it free, oh. you call me insecure, quite annoying just a bore. dealing with me is a chore, im telling you i know. pick my heart off the ground that muffled beat is quite a sound my bloods drip rain is falling down this heart break takes a toll, oh. wont you tell me wont you tell it to me thorough, you and i both know that im not me when im with you, oh. wont you let me go and walk right through that door. i only want to leave because you know im insecure. it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never hesitate to take my things and run away, and i just pray someday that maybe you will se the monster inside me but please dont set it free it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never set it free, the monster inside me

I first heard this on a Lofi music app. I looked it up and now I'm here.

How the heck is this song explicit on Spotify?

己凵几句丹と　几工呂廾卞

5:32PM (Now on Spotify and Itunes)

I turned 19 today, also I reached 20K on SC! 
so here's little thank you.
Thank you for all support, I love all of you! 

illustration by Koizumi Hazuki http://twitter.com/koizumihazuki

DL High quality wav, flac from here

https://0101.bandcamp.com/album/ordinary-songs

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ラ・ム・ネ (ra-mu-ne)

it's been quite cold in Japan, I love it

listen on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8nGig78lNs

this song is in "Ordinary Songs 2"
https://0101.bandcamp.com/album/ordinary-songs-2

hot milk

more w/ these goons hehe

produced by @cat_naps and I
vocals by @love-sadkid
mixed by @halberd-3000

[art from: https://goo.gl/qg1Qji]

Stream / Buy

monster (feat. cat naps & love-sadkid)

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

something

buy it here!

feelings are fatal

Atlas - Internet Personas (prod. Aimless)

hey everyone !! im back and alive fortunately
I wrote this song many years ago, I mean when I was literally 12 almost 13 so it wasn’t that long ago I lied
anyway
it’s a song that’s a little hard to explain but im sure yall will get it, its not what I normally post, if no one likes it that’s okay but yeah 
here it is !!
I had a terrible day and music makes me happy so 
ALSO i got a mic and im confused about it, i tried my best but i suck at audio !! 
The beautiful art is done by: https://twitter.com/cattactoe

lyrics:
I know you
And I know you don’t wanna stay with me right now
Follow through
I took more photographs of you 
Than you would ever consciously allow
You think I don’t know about her
Just look at her 
With her bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles
You cant resist
I know her
And I know that she smells like bubblegum and peach
But have you heard
Have you heard I feel like comfort in blankets
And love and safety
What can I do to to change your mind
Just look at her
With her bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles 
Ill never win
She is bright and yellow and bubbly
While ill stay here and disappear like this
I know me and I know I could never try to face the truth
The truth is she 
Shes a lovely girl that gives you lovely company
Ill stay silent and ill wish
That I was anything like her
I wish I had bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles
That you cant resist

thank you for listening !! all criticism good and bad are appreciated !

peppermint smiles

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

Download!

Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

burnt espresso (prod. barnes blvd.)

1. bad little boy 
2. oh fionna
3. daddy why did you eat my fries
4. im just your problem

free download !!!

thank you for 1.5k!! yall wildin i didnt expect to grow so quickly. these are some of my favorite songs from adventure time. i would post them separately but i didnt wanna be like ANNOYING lmao. i hope you like them! dont take them too seriously it was 2am.

art
https://nnuknnuk.tumblr.com/post/168916311539/i-just-want-to-slow-dance-with-you

adventure time faves

produced by @jhfly
mixed by @halberd-3000

lyrics:

you know it's they/them, as in me and most of mine
some identical identity, i keep 'em close beside
open old wounds just enough to bleed out older lines
'til there's no truths left, and i concede to close my eyes

and even though the sleet and snow are peeking through the blinds
i still meet them on my morning walk, sheepishly surprised
used to think this skittish brain might need to be inside
'til neurosis was a locksmith with a key to where i hide

now i keep ice on me, that shit froze
not like diamonds, though--it's april and we still been gettin' snow
but me and all my friends are 'bouta hit the road
not for tour, tho, i really just enjoyed it when we drove, 'cause

you're way less likely to get stared at
by an old white man in a moving car
and yes, i see that really neat flag on your window
are you quite aware that you guys lost the war?

and, yes, i did use the gender neutral bathroom
what is your concern with what i've got going on?
you can fight me in this walmart if you want to
but when you get your ass beat, don't pull out your AR

yes, my fucking nails are painted! what, you think i didn't know?
yes, i wore a skirt today! what's with all the rigmarole?
yes, i've got some makeup on, and yes, bitch, i look beautiful
so 'fore you ask another question, you can get to getting ghost

flowers ep

they/them (prod. jhfly)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2gm8ZT33dvje381VhZx07Y?si=oZLmNHkHRoK4VMnccqH5Lw

:)

paper houses (prod. barnes blvd)

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

an original song abt a cliche summer romance
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cover art by @v91514 on IG
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Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2ImUG7bjUj5xjDdLAoQMZw?si=Howb4i-1SQ-kLJa0bU4gdw

honeysuckle

honeysuckle (original song)

Kindergarten- by Chloe Moriondo

he/him

22-year-old musician based in Seattle, WA.

For business inquiries: musicbymochi@gmail.com

I’m the plastic bag Katie Perry was singing about

monster (feat. cat naps & love-sadkid)

mochi

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