songs that i write while thinking about leowon

125 & 231

I told you I didn’t care
but I watched you leave anyway
I learned how silence can hurt
more than anything we’d say
You waited for me in rooms I never entered
smiled at me like nothing had changed
You were the warmth I couldn’t handle
the light I ran away from again

They said I broke your heart
but they don’t know 
you carried mine too

You stayed
when I gave you every reason to walk away
You stayed
through every cold word I couldn’t unsay
And now it’s too late to find my way
but I still see your eyes when I pray
You stayed
and I couldn’t

I saw you on stage that night
you didn’t look for me and it felt right
You finally learned to smile without me
and I clapped quietly
But I still wear the song we wrote in silence
still feel your name on my breath
You became the home I never built
the peace I never kept

You never asked me to stay
but you never told me to go
And somehow that hurt more

You stayed
when I gave you every reason to walk away.
You stayed
through every cold word I couldn’t unsay
And now it’s too late to find my way
but I still see your eyes when I pray
You stayed
and I couldn’t

If time could turn
I wouldn’t change the pain
’cause at least it means
you were real

If I ever see you again
don’t smile like you forgive me
just remember
you were the only thing that stayed

You stayed
even when I faded away
You stayed
when I forgot how to stay
And I’ll spend every song I write
trying to say your name right
You stayed
and I didn’t

But if there’s another life
and another day
I’ll stay

you stayed

You stood there quiet but your eyes were loud
I could hear every word you didn’t say
Your hands were shaking
and mine almost followed
almost

I told myself “don’t”
like it would save us both
But all I did was lose the right
to stand that close

You never asked for love
just a truth I couldn’t give
So I left you in silence
pretending it could forgive

I saw you anyway
even when I turned away
You were the calm
after every storm I made
I saw you anyway
in reflections that wouldn’t fade
And I still whisper your name
in places I swore I’d forget

They said I was cruel
but you never blamed me once
You smiled that tired smile
and I hated how kind you were

I tried to tell the truth
but it broke inside my chest
Now all I have left
is what I didn’t confess

You reached out
and I stepped back
Now that space is where I sleep
But even in the quiet
you breathe inside the dark
right where I keep
the words I never speak

I saw you anyway
even when I looked away
You stayed in the cracks
where my heart used to stay
And maybe that’s why I still pray
you’ll see me too
just once 
the way I saw you

i saw u anyway

It didn’t start like a movie scene
No spark no “love at first sight” dream
You were quiet I was afraid
Still you stayed and I stayed

Your calm eyes they called my name
No rush no games just the same
I didn’t know then what you meant to me
But you became my gravity

We kept choosing each other again and again
Even when it hurt even when it rained
Years apart still the same heart
We kept choosing each other again and again

You were loved by everyone I hid from the crowd
You were loud in light I was lost in the clouds
Some said “it’s fate” but no it’s will
We found each other still

When you spoke I heard something new
A tone too soft to be just “you”
I fell slow I fell true
Didn’t know love could sound like “you”

We kept choosing each other again and again
Even when it hurt even when it rained
Years apart still the same heart 
We kept choosing each other again and again

You left I stayed time pulled us wide
But your name kept echoing inside
Three long years yet we still knew
My ending always leads to you

We kept choosing each other again and again
Even when we broke even when we bled
Freedom or fate I don’t care anymore
Because I’d choose you like before

It’s not destiny it’s a choice
And every time
I’ll choose your voice

again, we chose each other

We’ve crossed the lines we swore we’d never draw
watched everything we built slowly fall
We’ve been the storm we’ve been the calm
now I’m done running from what we are

You looked at me like the world stopped turning
and I finally saw we were still burning
All the wrong turns led me here
to the truth that never disappeared

No I don’t want a story that fades
or a love that hides in the shade
If this is hard let it be
I want what’s real not easy

So I won’t let go this time
not when your hand fits mine
We’ve broken we’ve healed we’ve tried to deny 
but love keeps finding where we hide
This time I won’t look behind 
I’ll stay and I’ll fight
’cause I won’t let go this time

You used to be a song halfsung
a name I whispered but never hung on my tongue
Now you’re the silence I can breathe
the peace that doesn’t leave

Every wound has your trace
every scar holds your face
We don’t need to start again
we just need to stay the same

I don’t care what we’ve lost
every choice comes with a cost
But if the price is you
I’ll pay it through and through

So I won’t let go this time
not when your hand fits mine
We’ve broken we’ve healed we’ve tried to deny 
but love keeps finding where we hide
This time, I won’t look behind
I’ll stay and I’ll fight
’cause I won’t let go this time

Let them talk let them doubt 
we’ve lived enough to know what it’s about
I’m not afraid of the fall
I’m afraid of life without you at all

So I won’t let go this time
not when everything feels right
You’re the calm after every fight
the home I’ve searched for all my life
I won’t let go not this time
not again not tonight

This time I’ll stay in the light
and hold you with both hands tight

i won’t let go this time

You never rushed to hold me close
You spoke in quiet tones like a ghost
No sudden fire no flash no spark
Just warmth that stayed even in the dark

You taught me love doesn’t scream to be heard
It lingers softly in every word
And even when you walked away
You never really went astray

We grew slow like dawn after rain
Like healing after pain
Didn’t need forever didn’t need fate
We just waited we just stayed
We grew slow but we grew real
You’re the calm I still feel

You were shining I was hiding
You were smiling I was fighting
Somehow our worlds met halfway
And time forgot to pull us away

You never tried to change my mind
You gave me space you stayed kind
That’s how I knew that’s how I fell
A quiet love no one could tell

We grew slow like dawn after rain
Like healing after pain
Didn’t need forever didn’t need fate
We just waited we just stayed
We grew slow but we grew real
You’re the calm I still feel

And when the world took you far
I learned to love you from afar
Three years passed but my heart stayed still
Maybe love’s not rush it’s will

We grew slow and it’s okay
We’re still here anyway
Even if we lose our way again
We’ll find it slow just like then
We grew slow and maybe that’s why
We never said goodbye

You’re not my fate
You’re my choice in slow motion

we grew slow

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i won’t let go this time

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