Strike w/ ainju and golden

shelved since feb 2024
wait, and i'm sorry that i'm distant
and everything you do, i'll go against my wishes
tell me oh
hurt my bones tryna fix it
then why do i still miss it 
ill stand bleeding in the kitchen
and you'll sit by and look and listen
and you’ll sit by and look and list-
sometimes i wish i did
cut me off just with a snip
all our life was just a fib
for better or worse
 i wish that it worked…
and if you killed me 
no one would notice
and when she killed me
i guess i never noticed
hold still and watch me tote this
i cared for you so much i guess i owed it
wait, and i'm sorry that i'm distant
and everything you do, i'll go against my wishes
tell me oh

@PatheticGirl43

this was going to go on main 2 years ago i was supposed to post it here on its anniversary but things got hectic so here it is now

never thought that i would be the one
never thought that i would be...
never thought......
Never thought this far like you did
That's something you'd do.
I love you, I love you.
That something you'd do.
So hold me back.
Hold me back.
Hold me back!

Never thought that i would be the one
Never thought this far like you did
I Never Thought.....

Oh lord i never thought that i would be one
never thought id be the one
haah i never thought id be the one
Never thought id be the one.
The one...

(Be the one.)

12-27-22 never thought

blueprint: https://soundcloud.com/steppinonnemheads/maajins-blatts

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@huggingmybff

WE AINT LIVIN RITE BUT IM DA ONE WE AINT LIVIN RITE

Make It Out #timmytouch @Madhouse

song i made to test a vocal preset i was fixing up
(prod me ofc)
these vox probably going to someone who will make this song actually good lul

i cant keep defending this, no
shit ass till i put my pen to it
dumbass so addicted, need a hit of this? no!!!
if u need it should've came bread ready bitch!!!

nigga want a free beat like bro is u insane?
i dont want no clout bro i want bread its not the same
bitch its v.a.m.p.i.r.e. respect my name
he thought he was getting beats i played him like a game

interscope got one off of me im coming for dat shit
ill tweet at u directly i send smoke and i dont miss
u dont me i got motion doe so u'll be seeing it
next time learn some fucking manners keep ya mouth up off my dick

ya favorite tryna work sorry but it is what it is
why ya girlfriend sending tits to me? nigga get out of her biz
niggas saying "syd be quiet" like r u taking the piss?!?!?
im letting bullshit fly dese niggas aint getting away wit dis

i cant keep doing this 😭😭

@zerofault @46b @middleclassed @vampiremutual @prodeliii @user-895976746 @fleshsmoking

@fleshsmoking
aye
i got 2 turnt in the function
got some vomit on my tripps :(
i'm on the streets i'm in the mix
i'm in six comms you don't know which
how i'm supposed to be a faggot ?
when you the best @ suckin dick
heaven sent, i'm everlasting
you will soon cease to exist
we pointin dicks point blank at dicks
cause boy we DO NOT want yo kids
hollow tips they do not miss
and well i'm aiming for yo ribs
he pulled em down n said "oh shit"
baby u don't gotta lie to me
now i'm "actin like a bitch"
baby u ain't seen this side of me

@46b
bread bread bread
all dem stacks went 2 my head
poison in my cup like lead

bread bread
one msg thats 2 much said
off my dick dont want yo head
off my stick dont want yo head

right right
red dot laser sight
one knock at yo pipe
one shot kno u tight

right right
play ts u tryna die
shit got crazy up yo life
shit dont faze me on dat time

@middleclassed
everyday its the same shit, my old friend wanna take hits
fly em out without a suit case, i got 40 hits on the same list
put all my racks on the same horse, i make 40 thousand till the day ends
its not rocket science, burn the bridge before i even fucking wanna make amends

i wish i could kill a man before i kill myself, empty words with an empty mouth,
false promises, it's all promised now, i drove right past until i made it south
lead myself into a roadblock, 4 4 taps without a fucking house,
if i make it past like 10 years, imma make sure im making someone proud

@vampiremutual
oh u wan talk bout dicks
i got mandingo at the crib
grab it, parade around ya block
you called da cops nd then u hid
that nigga live in Australia deepthroating jersey dick
stay out black business fucking faggot
and go clone leroy or some shit

im wit deskrat shivving c*sh*ts
we gon put blade to that bitch neck
i got rem blade i got kel-tech
got 40. cal dis not dipset
u want respect i aint pissed yet
unzip my pants whip my dick eet
fuck a friendship fuck a connect
block me bro i dont wan be friends

{000} zero + edyn + bear + syd - cease2exist [fault + eli! + nasir]

@snowballet @grimorii <- mainVocalists 
@greenbuckz <- coProd
https://www.tumblr.com/ichimatsufreak/783031101179527168/doodles <- coverArt

everything:
https://linktr.ee/netparasite

egobreak - u got problems +grimori [zerofault greenbuck]

@finlince 
the devil's in me. im sick x8
i think the devil's in me. im sick

my bitch 1960s pretty
that nigga not on my level he cant even get up wit me
im on my shi u cant een keep up wit me
u wld think dis walking dead have zombies running thru yo city
look at my face, you think im pretty?
cut em up like he for dinner look at his face that boy want pity
i want ur flesh dont wan no kitty
bitch thought i wanted to hit like she aint been passed around the committee

see her face in my head oh
i been underneath for way too long they think im dead oh
skin is dark and grey n ive been fienin for sum red oh
wish that i could kill u it'll spoil if ur dead tho :P

#imanassholeyoushouldkillpeoplelikeme

᲼᲼walking dead ᲼᲼᲼᲼co prod finlince᲼᲼᲼᲼#f4te

this is a robbery 
PROD @raverobber @eeriiemp3

see my gun face go white look like ghostface
laugh at you troll face
ya tracks startin to show age
yea cups of the rose
thought ya hoe wouldn't go
cuz im built like cash rose
in my space bro u fucked up my feng shui
pack to my lungs watch em blow up nd decay
young boul sending fire its pk
he toss a shot then we throw em like dk

bk; match my pen? boy you still on crayon
talking bout some nachos thats the plate i ate on
im on some other shit but u still on what they on
ya bitch throwing ass i caught that shit like saquan
you keep "sending shots" im wondering when the game on
u aint been worth a dime until my brodie came on
ya shit repetative it all sound like the same song
send ya diss ill send one back itz like we playing ping pong

M - I LAUGH AT YOU! +CASSI +EERIE

hii not dead!
maybe you've heard this one somewhere.. or not *shrug*

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its sydney bitch