prod. me 

I said i'd never leave your arms
but you just stripped them from me
hold your portrait around my neck
so that you're still beside me

I'll see you one day you know that I'd wait
you said that you'd stay you said that you'd - 

do you recall all of the shared whispers
words said that only we heard

won't let you fade
I will still keep holding onto -
I will still keep searching for you
when I call will I hear you call back
when I talk will you know who I am
do you still remember your own face
cause how long has it been since that day

I'll wait
for my name
when you call it back

"hold my locket in your palms don't let it close"
"take a piece of me you'll need it when I go"
tie a knot around my neck your breath was cold
I'll still keep you close by please just hold my 
hand
I want it back I need your hold
why did you go
"I think I love you"
I still love you
hold my hand close to the locket as I hope

take a step closer to death
maybe I'll see you again
letting go of all my breath
And I will be with you
cause I love you
cause I need you

I can't feel
but it hurts
is this real now

but It won't hurt anymore

And you said you'd be the death of me
but you weren't here to see me go
And I hope you'd still remember me
Cause I'll need you once we are home

I let that locket drown
as I dove deeper
reaching out for your hand but I couldn't hold on
I'll keep searching through the dark
I still hear your heart
beats pulse until it hurts
I'll do it all for you

please just smile 
just smile again I can't bare-

closed eyes won't open
won't open so I cried for you - you - you
I'll get you back I rely on you

feel it slip my fingers start to shake
as I watch myself fade

feel you here but you're nowhere to be seen 
I can hear your voice I can hear your screams
what did I do lost it all just to find you
need you find you cause I still need you
i've lost you (you've lost me)

reliant

the vox for this is old as hell and its good for what it is and it could be better
BUT!!! im too lazy to try and finish this so you can have it lololol thank u quannnic for everything i love you so much

Sheets Cover Im Too Lazy To Finish And Mix

some shit i found from 2020 lmfao

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@ka7len
@100signs
prod me

@qxi
don't know what to say
hurting me to see you
hurts to even see you
oh my god
this is what it has to be like now
i need you to understand right now
ik none of this feels right

don't know what to say
hurting me to see you
hurts to even see you
oh my god

@ka7len
if the water is poisoned
just dump out your chalice let me pour it
i wanna be the king be important
whats the point of ruling if its boring
whats the point of waking in the morning
make your legs shake you adore me
hold on is that my crown your adorning

yeah its all played out
you cant help me now
throw my cards on the table

@qxi
i wish that we could keep it simple
my head is always spinning but its alright
fucking always feel nervous 
hold my hand tight 
you're pulling more and more
i want you to try

don't know what to say
hurting me to see you
hurts to even see you
oh my god

icsu w ka7len

prod @zzjay
cover art by @camdenn + @zzoos

@catgif + @qlein + @gr0lth + @dishonors

@m4xyne
feeling pressure in my chest
all i want is to forget
i think that we're obsessed
i laid there and i bled
i wish that i was there but i fucked it up again
can you tell me why
tell me why it dont make sense
to me at all
waiting for a week for u to call
i dont wanna feel so weak
i try not to fall
i couldnt see
the writings on the wall
i wanna go back to the way it was before
now i stay wide awake with my eyes on the door
i just need a key
to help me find something more
you act like we dont have lore
see my reflection at your core
so sick of guessing whats in store

@qlein
tell me is there something wrong with me i cant tell what i did
heart eater heart eater is there writings on the wall
will you catch me when i fall
will it matter if i call
tell me anything at all tell me anything at all
but i know you wont talk,
keep it all in check keep it all in check
keep my eyes on the door need my mind offa this
wanna tell me all wanna tell me all 
let the light fall let the light fall

@gr0lth
sick of being in a body
i'm trembling uncontrollably
every vessel say they love me but I fall into atrophy 
how can you feed the thought?
that what’s enough is trusted?
i can’t read your mind
so try to explain it
the world is too breathless
holding onto time but I
can’t catch a meaning yet
the angels have seen where I head next
groves of marsh growing, lying in my lead bed

@dishonors
baby come on lets do it
ur pain is my love
accrue it now 
and speaking of love js hear my sound
i see thru your lies behind in your cornea 
burning my wings everytime i get closer
and closer and closer and closer

hearteater prod zjay

@100signs, prod heroine 

lyrics: 

yeah took a lot just to look at u 
leave me good as new 
tell me the fukkin truth 

yeah you said it takes two 
fukk that and fukk u 
yeah you said it takes two 
fukk that and fukk u

i get to the bands quick 
quiet like a band kid 
eyes, ears, mouth, examine 

mop you up leave you in dust pan 
shout out heroine 
100 signs the fukkin fam

look at you, takes two prod heroine

Tracks with descriptions tend to get more plays and engagements.

song

Cocka Doodle-Doo Dragon Trap (ten sign exlcusiv)

xurco - whats the point (lynU)

https://soundcloud.com/2hollis/i-saw-it-flash-before-me
Unfinished end

can i ask a question

lmk if u guys like the guitar stuff more or if u guys want more synth stuff


this halloween i wanna celebrate 
my own suicide its gonna be great
and everyone knows ive got nothing to lose 
i want no control
of my soul anymore

im cutting the light right out of my life
take my final breath 
i guess this is goodbye

life got too hard but at least i tried
now im gonna die
my skeleton is ur decoration
i know you’re scared but my body is waiting

you know that if you liked me back i wouldn’t have to die 
and now you’re staring at my corpse until you start to cry 
hang me up onto your wall
 reminding you that it’s your fault 

just take my body out the box 
and use it as ur little halloween prop

Sheets Cover Im Too Lazy To Finish And Mix

its sydney bitch