lyrics:

We both had it 
I drink out the bottle
im not pourin up
pack up my bag
cuz this time im done
i had it 
and i feel so numb 
no im not the sad 
not that mad
knew this day would come

stop tellin me to say something
im to tired 
do nothing
im to tired of fake loving
whats the point in fussing?
go over board go awol
im so gone pass out in the car
thoughts in brain said believe in u
and the whole time i was ded wrong

       ~background vocals~
             DED WRONG x5
(its so funny u think ill miss u
that sucks cuz ill never miss u
stop trippen saying u cant trust 
u gon live ur whole life feeling ugly)

taking these pills feel it in my chest
mama said boy give it a rest
cant escape the demons in my head
i cant even even tell wuts right from left 

x_X

end 4 us (astralproject1on)

spotify

#goodboy (alcurists)

prod. me 
cover art by my best friend https://www.instagram.com/arx0nist/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0J56pCBOXrwJDq9tc8jLDK?si=iQjlapvbRAeHw2MxOZ958Q&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7IcpV40KZTqEFeqLjYh3HP

lyrics♰
Broken mirror can't see my reflection
Disappear nothing left so pathetic
Blood loss leaves my clothes stained red
Your love was my delusion
Carve a smile in my face makes me beautiful
Tear me up and stitch me back together like a doll
Rip out my beating heart sink your fangs in
Drain all my blood just to taste it

Ruin everything
Look away I don't know what to say
Cut myself with your blade
Fall in love with your pain
Saline and cyanide
Bloody veins will start to dry
I don't wanna wake up
What a waste of life

Scissors cutting up my skin
Tell me I'm beautiful faceless
I know I won't live to see my friends
Dig my nails in my flesh until I look perfect
Measure out the exact dose so I die strung out choking on my vomit
Lost it
Everything that we had
Just forgotten
Now I can't even face you

As I lay alone
With my chest split wide open
My heart slowly stops to beat
And my body lies here lifeless
Saline and cyanide
Bloody veins will start to dry
I don't wanna wake up
What a waste of life

ruin everything prod. marceline {arx0nist}

prod. @crucifyapril | cover art by https://www.instagram.com/maemeamy/?hl=en

lyrics♰
barely alive but for you my heart beats
sever the vein let the crimson blood leak
stitch my skin im your autopsy 
tongue against my cuts when i bleed
blade in my flesh just tear me apart
youre my only one you can take my heart
when you hurt me fall in love with your pain
cuts deep enough to bleed scars forming on the vein
blood spilling out of your throat shove my fangs in
peel the flesh back i look prettier faceless
when our lips touch im overwhelmed with lust
suck on your tongue kisses jus arent enough
bite through my skin sucking down all of my blood
hole in my chest all i wanted was your love
cut through the tissue use the serrated blade
die with me two bodies in one grave
blood stained on my lips when i kiss you
leave a gash in my skin when you cut thru
with your empty eyes you draw me in
press your tongue against my skin
puncture thru the flesh 
carve your name so you know ill never forget
cuts on my skin stained red
youre my only one even after my last breath

hurt me prod. crucifyapril {maemeamy}

i cant stop

https://open.spotify.com/track/2qzCEazsthha1fEyFNzdaS?si=1d6a1d88b9a94ed0
❤️‍🩹🖤

cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/vampkitty2001?igsh=cWF3MDF6M3p3Yzlm

†

skin to skin I feel your warmth
drowned in sins my souls malformed 
dig my nails in my skin 
I love when my skin bleeds 
I love it when it’s red and I can feel it dripping 
and I hate my body you can take it from me 
cut it into pieces stitch it up to beauty 
you know I cry for you 
make myself bleed for you 
I’m on my knees for you 
you know I’d die for you 
tie me down
drag the blade down my skin 
tear it out
I wanna fucking feel it 
vivisect 
vivisect my heart 
leave me dead 
bleeding out in your arms
torn apart all for your love 
stab your chest let it drip on my tongue 
tear my body apart leave me dismembered 
smear my face with your blood our hearts are truly tethered 
my lips covered in your blood leave them stained red
so intoxicated from your taste never forget
with your soft hands tear away my skin 
take me inside I just want you to taste it 
we’re entangled oh so closely 
and you know you’re my one and only 
use your nails to cut me open 
leave my body in a bed of roses

vivisect my heart prod. marceline {vampkitty}

bye b!tch

prod me









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again

Speaking for myself. Enjoy!!! 

I made this due to my love for imogen and I love to see people hate on those who are inspired by her it is funny to me. 

two prod welfmz and advm

ch3w 11:11

prod spiral forever (me)
lyrics:
(spiral)

my feet don’t touch the ground i’m higher
i don’t got the energy to talk im tired
headphones on bass pumpinn through the wire
my heads so gone you wanna know my supplier 
don’t trust that guy he’s been a liar
i don’t wanna come to your show i seen the flyer

ya this life my own so i called it amazing
only thing i’d really wanna change is the pacing
time goes too fast too slow lately
you would think im crazy the grams that im facing
it’s all in my hands understand what im saying
if i left this place , far away would u blame me
go to outer space new place don’t play w me
i would go an do it if i wasn’t so lazy

lemme put my hands up quick
if u believe in something then stand on it
x4

(fobie)
i just wanna kick back
smoke a couple darts roll an eighth and a pack
when shit gets hard ima always bounce back
cuz the money that i got i can never keep track
what u wanna do woke up brand new
i don’t wanna be bitter wanna be like u
i just wanna drink 40s an sit ona stu 
disgusted is a gang no we r not a group

(disgusted)
(spiral)
(disgusted)
xx

two prod welfmz and advm

‎mvleek