My life deaded, fix,
Everything I been, holding sick,
With the dead, I ain't let up since,
I couldn't tuck it again,
See you hide what you're dealing,
I only wanted to heal it,
She finna taste my villain,
Baby been cravin the feeling,

Closed up,
Rip you back, feel the legs rush,
Shake it off, pull your hair up,
Don't feel the pain where your nails cut,
Blood rush, it's no buddy stuff,
You been mine since the covers shut,
See my side, you could teach enough,
We ain't need to do no cover up,
Hand cuffed to your lips,
Feel me runnin through your skin,
You ain't feelin him again,
Long live till we spin,
Baby you goin love when I do that,
She know I cum we she lean back
Lift her up, till the walls crack,
Ima feed it till you talk back,

She ain't goin hurt me,
And I been the worst thing,
Ripping my face off,
She wanna curse me,
And we don't dash off,
Fly out first thing,
Let the morning be,
We just let it see,
I'm so broke it seems,
You been healing me,
Baby hold you down,
she goin love me,
I'm so broke it seems,
You been healing me,
Baby hold you down,
she goin love me,

quiet home

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Prod. Odyssey
Mix: Cohst

Better Lost

prod. mvrtyr

Guts 
Love the way you hating my guts 
Why you keep calling this love 
Hate what I say yeah hate what I do 
But you keep flame burning for us 


Fuck what you say you stuck 
Fuck let em breathe I lust 
Fuck in the mood 
Yeah fuck let em move 
Ima be on it soon do trust

oxy gen

vocals by jozie, sasha and me
produced/mixed/mastered by me
cover art by jozie and me

@joziehaze
@lilsashadying

lyrics:

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back
i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

checked my options, weighed 'em all, uh
i dont wanna stay involved, 'cause
all these voices playin’ god,
sorry gotta bend it back and break it off, uh
no pink and no lavender hues
just black that's what i'm havin’ to do
no sunsets, i am not the one yet
i been in remission, i don't wanna be an addict for you
i don't wanna talk, i'm a dead girl walking
off of the wall, it's f the world often enough
it's a problem to solve in a rush
they expect me to not give a fuck
life is a bitch and it's a hot fuck, no love
if you been where i been, i know, i don't judge
but get off those pills, let the pipe hit the ground
only shot we got with life to like this shit now

bitch i'm kickin' shit, feel like it's judo mane
zip up a bag, part it five ways like bruno mane
smoke up a blunt
thinkin' 'bout life got me feelin' sum things i ain't felt in some months
day turnin' night 'n i'm stuck in this phase 
but still gotta hunt, i got paper to chase
and these n*ggas got anna send shots to they face
lil bruh had no ammo there's tears in his face, damn 
s a s h a bitch i'm so high god praised my name
thirteen we strapped, blacked out insane 
wit' dcr you know that's gang, aye
smoke a junt
got so damn faded i vomit lunch 
i slice up my wrist 'n then cover up 
momma ask me what happened can't tell her nun
one more bad habit i conjured up

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

don't look at me, a quiet room works like a painkiller
love is like a medicine but only 'cause it tastes bitter
being stared at feels just like being skinned alive
tell me how to tolerate the pain of a million knives
i want to go back, all i really hear in the night
is the buzzing of the fluorescent lights
that keep the darkness out of my comfort zone
they're the only pillars that keep me alive

blacklight_whitenoise

Spotify

blacklight_whitenoise w/jozie haze, sasha's dying

I miss the way I was supposed to be
Stuck dealing with the new me
Late nights on a dirty street
Pretty pictures paint another scene
I love the way that you look at me
Can't help feeling like it’s just a dream
I think I died in 2017
I been tired getting plenty sleep

And I don't know why you love me
I can't help what I can't see
And how the fuck do you love me
I can't tell what I really need

It was perfect
But I ain't earn shit
But you deserve it
Cause it was perfect

I miss the way I was supposed to be
Stuck dealing with the new me
Late nights on a dirty street
Pretty pictures paint another scene
I love the way that you look at me
Can't help feeling like it’s just a dream
I think I died in 2017
I been tired getting plenty sleep
And I don't know why you love me
I can't help what I can't see
And how the fuck do you love me
I can't tell what I really need
I can't tell what I really need
What I really need

I Think I Died In 2017

dreams and ambitions

this is me showcasing my art
idc about genres or aesthetics, i make what i want, when i want
heres my different sounds

Silent hill mall scene

Dhumavati

Since when do you feel like that?
I don't pretend,
All to myself, but I call when I can,
All of the places I just can't forget,
Come for my neck,
I don't know how to act,

I keep it all in my head,
Don't give this all of my plan,
I keep it all in my head,
Don't give this all of my plan 

I've caught my dues, just bleed me here,
Don't act like you just, want some talk for years,

I shouldn't feel like that,
Business been built like that,
I keep to pills, like that,
No one to warm my bed,

I keep it all in my head,
Don't give this all of my plan,
I keep it all in my head,
Don't give this all of my plan 

Spend it, spend it,
I hope this solve in the end,
I been myself, but pretend,
I been myself, but pretend

All in my plan,
All in my plan,


Since when do you feel like that?
I don't pretend,
All to myself, but I call when I can,
All of the places I just can't forget,
Come for my neck,
I don't know how to act,

we will never be

Biv - You Can Wake Me Up Now W/ KAMAARA  Outro

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lyrics:

part 1 - serenity

i know i cant be with you 
i feel the pain he puts you through
i am the light you'relooking for
 just take that step and walk right thru
i think about you everyday
i do my drugs to help the pain
my heart is suffering 
and i dont think that this is worth the wait 

every fuckin day
every fuckin night
i be thinkin bout you baby 
with our bodies pressin tight ×4


part 2 - funerals

every fuckin day
every fuckin night
i think about you baby don't forget that i'm alive ×2

seroquel lullabies, bitch i can't sleep tonight 
you've been on my mind
i hope i die & i hope you're fine
i can feel the pain inside 
contemplating suicide
yeah i cut my wrists
i love to bleed more than i love to cry
i hope he fucking dies
i might catch a homicide
it's him or me 
& if he is around just know i love to fight
i'm throwing hands tonight
that's my babygirl alright
and if he has a problem
 let this automatic change his mind

oxy gen

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