Intro:
*Background noise*
6:30 in the morning right now

Refrain:
Tryna really find who I am
I’ve been really trying to find myself
Shit be really hard to make sense
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I just wish I had help
Potent drinks down my throat, thats so good good
Don't pop no X don't pop no shit, I don't smoke these woods
Shit bad for my health
Try to reach the wealth
Praying everyday to make a hit cause I think I could

Verse:
In the meantime girl I’m sorry that I left
You know that life got hard
And I wasn't worried 'bout the rest
I really tried my best
I think I did
But I was sad
But u ain't sad
So we go a different path
I got so many stories
Many things that I could tell
And u would worry
But u don't need to worry:
It would fuck u up
And fuck me up
I almost saw my dad die
I almost saw them demon eyes
I saw my entire bloodline
I was so shocked when I found out
I told my bro to come around
Distract myself from reallife
Cause I can't see his real eyes
Shit don't even feel right
I stopped drinking cause it caused it
I stopped thinking out my thoughts, they be pausing
Washed the pain away in my past with many shots and many drinks
Parties every weekend
I'm outside and u aint the one I'm meeting
But I'm sad cause u ain't the one who is me pleasing
I'm alone right now I need to cuddle need some hugs, shit I'm fiending
Shit I'm fiending
Fuck my feelings
Whats going on
My life is breaking
Step by step
It's getting worse
While I try to seem like a happy person
While I try to seem like I got no worries
It fucks me up that I'm alone
I need the right person in my arms who trust my words
Who knows me good
Who really loves me
Cause I can't
Cause I can't
Cause I can't stand it all alone
Tears droppin down my phone
While I'm writing this
I'm getting sick
Sick and tired
Of my life and of my luck
Why always me?
Explain it please!
Explain it please!

Bridge:
Explain it please!
Explain it please!
Explain it please!
Explain it please!

Refrain:
Tryna really find who I am
I’ve been really trying to find myself
Shit be really hard to make sense
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I just wish I had help
Potent drinks down my throat, thats so good good
Don't pop no X don't pop no shit, I don't smoke these woods
Shit bad for my health
Try to reach the wealth
Praying everyday to make a hit cause I think I could

Outro:
6:58 when I finished this
And I can't explain, I just, I just can't

6 am freestyle (explain it please!/why me?)

doing music for fun ty for everyone listening to it

6 am freestyle (explain it please!/why me?)

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