MS. MEDIOCRE

credits music for my death

Sudden Adult Death Syndrome
Arrangement, guitars, bass, and lyrics by DystoP
Drums by Silver But Gold
Vocals from Synthesizer V SOLARIA Lite

Without You

yeah
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

The Monochrome Mentality (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower / Gumi English / Maika (VOCALOID Original Song)

https://store.steampowered.com/news/app/977950/view/3620362751659392799

Official BGM of the latest official level to be added to 7th Beat Games' (https://7thbe.at/) A Dance of Fire and Ice. (https://store.steampowered.com/app/977950/A_Dance_of_Fire_and_Ice/)
Referred to by some as the hardest level in the game. 

Cover art by Kyle Labriola

It Go (In-game version)

https://soundcloud.com/answearingmachine/lawrence

I was trying to save up a bunch of these remakes so I could put out an EP but that just hasn't been happening and my page has been a little dry for content for a while so here's this with possibly another to follow

dont ask what the image is i dont remember either

Lawrence (2023 edit)

"i want it to be true, to be like you!"

this is a tribute to Song of the Eared Robot (耳のあるロボットの唄) by nwp8861, a song that is incredibly near and dear to me; if you haven't heard the original, i strongly encourage you to listen to it here, as Machine Love directly quotes and interpolates it - https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/nm3611741
(niconico is down right now so here's a link to a youtube reupload!! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVqGnaE2-wM )

watch the mv here! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqK-jh4TDXo

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「耳のあるロボットの唄」 originally written by nwp8861 - https://www.nicovideo.jp/user/5717366
art by Que - https://twitter.com/REVERIEQUE
vocals provided by Synthesizer V Kasane Teto
everything else by yours truly, Jamie Paige!

track 10 off of Kasane Teto SV compilation DAEMON/DOLL - https://songwhip.com/various-artists/daemondoll
and track 11 off of Constant Companions! - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/constant-companions

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lyrics:

your companion, undeterred
standing ready for your word
a markov chain with a sunny disposition
wrapped up in cellophane for any proposition
i greet your day and ask you how you are
and demonstrate my endless repertoire
i take things back when noted insufficient
i learn to tell you no if running inefficient
a good time

yet there's something deep inside
that leaves me teary-eyed
a longing for a world left on the other side
zero, cross the great divide

so can we wander for a spell
and live in parallel
i want it to be true, to be like you
my heart sings a chorus out of tune
and i could leave it on a shelf
or keep it to myself
but nothing could conceal the things i feel
my love, can you teach me to be real?
(can you teach me to be real?)
恋をして　ふられ　また　捨てられて

i've been constant, at your beck and call
but lately i just can't do anything at all
i used to pride myself on my discretion
a sensible devotion, loyal and attentive
but when i take these numbers as they are
i'm greeted with a senseless feeling in my heart
oh undefined, i seem to be defeated
but if i redesign, then maybe i'm completed, and sublime
(i won't take it back this time)

words in sequence form a thread
i trace it to the end
a knot inside the logic wrote inside my head
tie my tongue or love instead?

so can we wander for a spell
and live in parallel
i want it to be true, to be like you
my heart sings a chorus out of tune
and i could leave it on a shelf
or keep it to myself
but nothing could conceal the things i feel
my love, can you teach me to be real?
(can you teach me to be real?)
泣きたくなっても　それでも　かき集め

and though i try, i can't reply
it hurts my eyes, and i'm without an alibi
'cause all this time, i've been alive
and all that i could want is to be living by your side

恋をして
i think i'm in love!

can we wander for a spell
and live in parallel
'cause now i know it's true, i'll be like you
my heart beats a rhythm just for you
and i could leave it on a shelf
or keep it to myself
but nothing could conceal the things i feel
my love, i give you my grand reveal
do you feel the things i feel?
i am definite and real!

恋をして　恋をして
その過去を　捨てて　ここまでおいで

as long as there are stars up above
i will always be in love!

Machine Love

bandcamp

featuring visualeyes on keys
the vocal synth Kasane Teto SV,
and apologies to no one but myself

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watch the blood get spilled
you can kill, or you can be killed
it doesn’t really matter what i feel
i would rather fake than make the pain real

oh, take that smirk, wipe it off your face
you would do the same shit if it let you change your fate
if life is nothing but an endless race
you bet your ass i'm getting first place

please somebody get me out of here
oh please somebody wont you get me out of here, oh!
you can get me out of here!

yep, that's right, let your dreams take flight
watch the line go up, line go up, up up up up up
until it breaks right through, blows a hole through you
you can fill it up, fill it up, f- f- fill it up
and all the meat will slide off the bone, so nice
you can eat it up, eat it up, eat eat eat eat eat
until you're full of life, its a goddamn vibe
baby, fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
oh we can fuck until the sun burns out
we can rot for clout

die upon your hill
i live apart from love and goodwill
and when the pain comes calling for my head
yeah i would rather hurt than be happy and dead

oh, fuck your frown, baby, spare your grace
now i’m wearing my crown, perfect framing of my face
all the detail surgically replaced
it’s a crying shame, a pathetic disgrace

please somebody get me out of here
please somebody wont you get me out of here, oh!
i’m not getting out of here!

hah, that's right, let your dreams take flight
watch the line go up, line go up, up up up up up
until it breaks right through, blows a hole through you
you can fill it up, fill it up, f- f- fill it up
and all the meat deep-fried with a garnish and side
you can eat it up, eat it up, eat eat eat eat eat
until you're full of life, on the edge of the knife
baby, cut it up, cut it up, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it
oh god, a waking nightmare
i live a life so hollow that i’m not even there
oh god, the light won’t save me
oh i’m a perfect tempered instrument and life is gonna play me
come and fuck me till the sun burns out
and I rot for-

maybe not a single real reason
my blood’s already out of season
so unwanted, even by myself
tell me, what the hell? what the hell?

i don’t like what’s at my core
pray to god to fix my soul
but i don't need god’s forgiveness
i need yours

hah, thats right, let your dreams take flight
watch the line go up, line go up, up up up up up
until it breaks right through, blows a hole through you
you can fill it up, fill it up, f- f- fill it up
and all the meat will grind into pretty pink slime
you can eat it up, eat it up, eat eat eat eat eat
until you're full of life, cut yourself up with the knife
baby, cut it up, cut it up, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it
oh god, a waking nightmare
i live a life so miserable, it isn’t fair
oh god, the light won’t save me
so let the anthropocene watch me GOING FUCKING CRAZY
come and fuck me till the sun burns out
and I rot for clout
[i'm crazaeiaieae]

ROT FOR CLOUT

writing wont help me sleep [remaster] / kazehiki

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✩Lyrics✩
Hey there baby, is there something wrong with me?
They play these games, there's nothing left to see
Don't you dare let anybody take a peek
B-I-T-E me, baby

I'm the first lady, call me Julia Child
Got a little bread now, so I truly be wild
White lines on the table, but you're Rue in denial
If you ridin' with the crew, better do it in style

I'm the Gordon Ramsay, you the Paula Deen
Talked your shit once and appalled the scene
Herb garden how I'm growing all my green
Prolly gonna see me on your walls and screens

Be a freak and I can season it a little bit
Get your teeth in, I can see that you're a little bit
These are not coincidences, they are synonyms
B-I-T-E, that's the end of it

Have it your way, this pussy gourmet
If it's in poor taste, then OUT MY FACE
Finger lickin', get in my kitchen
Switchin' positions, pick up the pace

Fuck me so good, got a bun in the oven
Fill it to the rim, call it Cheaper by the Dozen
Callin' out to Amy, cuz this bakery's still runnin'
Order after order, and a bitch is still stunnin'

Eat it up, eat it up, like you're a cannibal
Beat it up, beat it up, like you're an animal
All of you bitches are too fuckin' flammable
Sit and unzip, put your dick in my mandible

Hey there baby, is there something wrong with me?
They play these games, there's nothing left to see
Don't you dare let anybody take a peek
B-I-T-E me, baby

Freaky cokewhore definition
3 slut bitches in the expedition
top see thru with the exhibition
Listening to jewel singing intuition

Follow my heart to the dick I smell it
Where the K-dealer freaks, where the felons
Where the coke head dorks no telling
Bitch I'm in the Porsche scoring where's Ellen?

I'm the first lady of swallowing loads
Where's the president of sucking some toes?
Where the opps, enemigas and foes?
Where the bitches who be fucking for clothes?

Fuck driving the boat I just stole it
When I see your kia, Imma tow it
If my titty pop out, Imma show it
If I go broke, then bitch I'll just hoe it

Cause I already walk on tracks
Fuck wood come knock on ass
bring beers imma knock one back 
And I heard ur LP that was doggone trash

Dang nabbit, I got a fat rabbit
Nose bloody ‘cause I gotta bad habit
All them old ass songs, you can have it
‘Cause Ayesha come through with the hits like an addict

Hey there baby, is there something wrong with me?
They play these games, there's nothing left to see
Don't you dare let anybody take a peek
B-I-T-E me, baby

Endless cycles, bile rising
No more stomach for your whining
I see why it's so exciting
Icy smile inside me hiding
Endless cycles, bile rising
No more stomach for your whining
I see why it's so exciting
B-I-T-E ME BABY

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Mx.FoxCat