I hope you find whatever pathetic version of “a new life” (you) 
keep advertising to yourself
pretending any ghost in your head was anything 
but (you) talking to yourself
Try not to screw up the next person, you latch onto
because you’re lonely and bored
The world is already off-balance without (you) wobbling it more

(You) destroyed my favorite song just by existing near it
Congratulations.
You left me standing with nothing but the echo of your bullshit
Looking back, every second with (you) feels like wasted oxygen

I am not your fantasy, your prop, or your emotional crutch
I’m the afterimage burned into your skull
the one that keeps (you) at night
because (you) know you earned it
Go on
Your new nightmare
 (Go On)
Get comfortable

Maybe you’ll think of me someday
in whatever dark little corner you hideaway 
when (you) can’t cope with yourself
Maybe while you’re touching yourself
and calling it healing.

(Who cares.)

The same triggers will probably drag (you) back to my memory
no matter how hard you insist you’ve grown
Everyone knew you were the dead weight
I was just the last to figure it out

didn’t just break things
you carved through every piece of me like it was disposable
then acted surprised 
(when I stopped crying)

Too busy cleaning up the wreckage (you) left
refusing to repeat the same slow-motion
fuckin disaster

Now you’re the one sobbing
acting like your life is some fragile philosophical debate
(Like everyone owes you some sort of comfort)
Take whatever meaning you want from that
Here’s to YOU!
Cheers.

Maybe you’ll think of me again
in that tiny hideaway you keep pretending makes mysterious
Maybe during your next sad private ritual

(Who knows)

The jagged edges might still pull us together for a second
before you ruin it again
Everyone hated the way (you) made every place colder
Still true

Finished
(Fuck)
Following you was a good way to lose myself
(didn’t even know were breakable)
I’m collecting what’s left,
drinking Rainiers,
letting the silence grow back
Done losing.
Done apologizing
(chasing something that doesn’t include your name)
This world is still strange
But at least I’m not dealing with YOU
At least....


Emerald Eyes

why u tryna possess me girl?

sweet pussy pauline

Opulence

Guy Like Me (SAY3 Remix) feat. SHUG

Live Recordings 2020

Live at SEX CELLS L.A. (March 2020)

Project Princess: Just Came To Dance

Can Goods (Freestyle)

EVANGELISTA. 
volume I. aw-2020 mix. 
by MAD BAD TING.

EVANGELISTA. volume I. aw-2020 mix.

2021- here go another another another One
No need to hide wipe yuh eyes don’t run
Let the rhythm beat yuh belly in the drum 
Pick up yuh mama gun 
2021- they be like ‘who Blu think he be? The chosen son? 
I just wanna sing my song- Do my dance in the sun 
I lead in love- but I can’t be yuh honey bun 
2021 
I claim the victory the war already won 
I speak peace over this conundrum 
And rebuke confusion 
Provide new solution

No more struggle
No more shame 
No more struggle 
No more pain

Opulence

mxtps