Too often the damage does not start with a storm
It starts with a whisper
A small crack ignored
A feeling brushed aside
A moment you tell yourself does not matter
But every time you walk away
The echo of what you avoided follows a little louder
How Many Times is the question we avoid asking ourselves
How many times do we ignore what is breaking
Before it breaks us too
This song is a wake up call
It speaks to every moment we said later
Every time we turned our back on something we could have fixed
And every silent crack that turned into a collapse
It is not about regret
It is about recognition
It is about realizing that tomorrow is built by what we face today

Turn the volume up
Face it this time

How many times

Text:
Verse 1
We split the atom, called it light,
a holy spark in endless night.
But every glow leaves shadows deep,
a promise we could never keep.

Pre-Chorus
Steel and silence underground,
ghosts of power, nowhere bound.
Who’ll remember what we’ve done,
when the waste outlives the sun?

Chorus
We heat the water, cool our minds,
call it progress, leave behind
a poison we can’t run away from —
the waste of the sun.

(solo)

Verse 2
Chernobyl burned in '86,
a silent scream the world can’t fix.
Fukushima drowned in waves,
reactors turned to glowing graves.

Pre-Chorus 2
And still they say it’s “safe and clean”,
ignore the tears behind the scene.
The atoms hum, the children run,
from the waste of the sun.

Bridge
No vault can hold forever’s flame,
no warning sign can bear our name.
The future listens, cold and numb —
to echoes of what we’ve become.

Final Chorus (slow and fading)
We heat the water, cool our minds,
call it progress, leave behind…
a shadow that will never be undone —
the waste of the sun.

Outro
(gesprochen, ruhig, fast flüsternd)
Thousands of years…
and the ground still hums.
Long after our names are dust,
the atoms remember.

(sanft gesungen)
We build our towers,
then fade from sight,
our children guard
the ghost of light.

(Sprechpause, dann KI-Stimme oder Echo)
Ten thousand years…
and counting.
The fire sleeps —
but never dies.

Waste of the Sun

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запись: Арсений Юдин
сведение: Иван Степанов

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