The song explores the internal struggle against self-imposed barriers and fears that hinder personal growth, depicting a journey of self-doubt and mental confinement built from past failures and regrets. It emphasizes the transformative power of self-belief and confession, where confronting and breaking through these metaphorical walls unlocks inner strength and a renewed sense of purpose. Ultimately, it celebrates the cathartic rise to freedom and enlightenment, portraying resilience as the key that opens the "hidden door" to a liberated self beyond previous limitations.

Rise Through the Hidden Door

[INTRO]
They said you were fine…
They said you’d sleep it off…
But I knew…
I fucking knew something was wrong…

[VERSE 1]
Cold floor, blank stare, lights too dim
Your name stuck on the edge of my skin
I called, you never fucking moved
And the silence in that room was rude
They could’ve helped
They could’ve stayed
But they watched from the shadows
And fucking walked away
Left you breathing slow and weak
Like your life didn’t mean a fucking thing
What kind of world just lets that happen
Then shrugs it off like “shit just happens”
Your lips were blue
Your hands were cold
And I was screaming at God
“You fucking stole her soul”

[PRE-CHORUS]
You weren’t trash
You weren’t lost
You were sick in a world that counts the cost
And they chose comfort over your life
Now I’m choking on the afterlife

[CHORUS]
I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY LEFT YOU TO FUCKING DIE
LIKE YOU WERE NOTHING
LIKE YOU DIDN’T FUCKING TRY
I WOULD’VE RIPPED THE SKY APART
JUST TO MAKE YOUR HEART BEAT ONE MORE TIME
THEY LEFT YOU THERE
LIKE YOU WERE ALREADY DEAD
NOW YOUR NAME IS JUST
A SCREAM IN MY FUCKING HEAD

[VERSE 2]
You were drowning and nobody cared
Just another body, just another stare
I showed up late to a nightmare
And found your ghost hanging in the air
I keep replaying the scene in my head
Every word I wish I would’ve said
Every sign I missed, every lie I bought
Higher the love, harder the drop
I should’ve stayed
I should’ve known
But this fucked up world lets people die alone
Now your clothes still smell like you
And that’s the cruelest fucking thing they could do

[BREAKDOWN]
You didn’t choose to be this way
You were just trying to numb the pain
But the pain took more than it gave
And now you’re just a ghost I cannot save
I’m not mad at you
I’m mad at the world
I’m mad at the drugs
I’m mad at the ones who turned and shrugged

[CHORUS]
I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY LEFT YOU TO FUCKING DIE
AND NOW I’M THE ONE
LEFT ALIVE
TO CARRY YOUR NAME
TO CARRY THIS SCAR
A LIVING MEMORIAL
OF WHO YOU FUCKING WERE
YOU WERE MORE THAN YOUR ADDICTION
MORE THAN YOUR PAIN
NOW I’M SCREAMING AT THE SKY
GOING FUCKING INSANE

[BRIDGE]
If I could trade places, I’d do it tonight
If I could rewrite wrong to right
But life don’t work like that, I know
So I carry you wherever I go
In my veins
In my chest
In the shattered pieces of what’s left

[FINAL CHORUS]
I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY LEFT YOU TO DIE
I CAN’T BELIEVE I HAD TO SAY GOODBYE
YOU WERE LOVED
EVEN IF YOU COULDN’T SEE
NOW THIS SONG IS ALL THAT’S LEFT OF WE
AND I’LL SCREAM YOUR NAME
UNTIL MY LAST BREATH TOO
BECAUSE THIS FUCKED UP WORLD
DOESN’T DESERVE YOU

[OUTRO]
You should still be here…
And I’ll never forgive them for that…

I Can't Believe They Left you to Fucking Die

Greenville, SC’s own SuperStar brings you a calm yet 808 pounding track entitled The Culture. Originally released July 29, 2020 SuperStar takes you on a journey through his mind as he deals with his friends suicide, being a black man in the South of America, & the struggle of success from the places he comes from. He wants to see change & is willing to do the work for it, even if it means he becomes a martyr. It’s all for The Culture.

The Culture

11:11
Album by Chris Hovers 
https://www.instagram.com/chrishovers_/
Executive Prod. by Charlie Jay Beats https://www.instagram.com/charliejaybeats/

On My Way (feat. A.E.Charles, Mo$ef the God, & Cheeky Banter)

Lil Reggie & Vintage Daz - Faded (feat. Goofy A.K.A. Sklusive)

LIFE

Eastside Cree releases his debut with a  compilation of music that sets the tone for what may be described as Dark Vibes. With guest features from Soularis, Jynxsea, T.R.U.T.H. and Niamson, Cree unleashes an epitome of music on the darker side of his emotions and challenges himself when faced with having to deal with those same dark temptations.

Hard Times Featuring T.R.U.T.H.

Though homelessness is an Universal problem she was particularly moved by the plight of the homeless in the San Francisco Bay Area which resulted in the lyrics of this song.

On The Streets

Calm Down Karen is about all the bazaar behaviour from the Karen's getting around these days.

Calm Down Karen

Take It Slow

dem sheets

The heavy, hard hitting sounds of My Kind Of Chaos are a band who eat, breathe and love music in every way. Their sound teleports you back to the amazing, uninhibited punk rock era of the 90’s but forge a sound all their own and give you the drive and originality of modern heavy rock music that has been missing from our headphones and speakers for far too long.
	MKOC are a solid, high energy three piece band, but in no way compromise on their big sound. They pack a loud punch while delivering an amazing live performance.
	Their debut album The Monster Stirs has already been released on all streaming platforms and social media.
	Stay tuned cos big things are coming from My Kind Of Chaos.