Frail

this is my american chrisitanity final lmao

Coercive

Film Shadows

made with blood estate @thedissatisfiedyouth :)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0uOoaqcJO2TQDETUjt3IrW?si=beae215544854def

lyrics:
i’ll sit by the lake
and contemplate
if you’ve found someone
to take my place
pockets filled with stones 
i’ll skip one more
beyond return,
it ripples through my soul

my hands are tied up in knots
the warmth i felt is now gone
i haven’t seen anyone 
in months 
i’ll dry my thoughts in the sun
try to forget everyone
my words are never enough
enough


my hands are tied up in knots
but im not worried at all
i lie awake until dawn
til dawn
i’ll dry my thoughts in the sun
try to really be someone
i know my words are enough 
enough

sun lie dry w/ blood estate

is this embarrassing to you 
2 am 
you sent him a message
 he knew 
lost count of the chances i take 
its okay 
you're sorry 
thank you

on the floor of the log house
frozen snowflake that i found
shaking so i don't black out
hoping you would notice
all the bones now poking out
hiding from it, i'm not proud
fingerprints all over town
it's so hard to swallow
i always feel so hollow
it's so hard to swallow

It Ends With Us

My Diffidence