SUICIDAL-IDOL - ecstasy (slowed)

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ecstacy - (slowed)

In depths of despair I’m lost and alone
(i'm lost and alone)
You were the poison that seeped into my veins
Leaving me shattered bound in love's cruel chains
You tore our love apart, left it in ruins
Oh my shattered heart, shadows i’m consumed
Baby i won't cry another tear for you
In this tragic tale of love gone astray 
I’m drowning in sorrow–forever i’ll decay

We dance in the moonlight
but it was all a lie
(baby i won’t cry another tear for you)
Betrayed by your touch i wither and cry
(i'm not gonna cry)
Promises we made now broken and defiled
A tragic love story where hearts were beguiled
Promises we made
You tore our love apart 
left it in ruins

Oh my shattered heart, in the shadows i’m consumed
Oh my fragile heart flowers and they bloom
(i’m drowning in sorrow, forever i’ll decay)
Garden of emotions oh i'm filled with doom
Oh impending doom, i'm drowning in sorrow
Forever i'll decay
Baby i wont cry another tear for youx3

Promises we made now broken and defiled
A tragic love story where hearts were beguiled
Forever i’ll decay
Baby i won't cry another tear for you
You were the poison that seeped into my veins
Leaving me shattered bound in love's cruel chains
You tore our love apart
Left it in ruins
Oh my shattered heart
Shadows i'm consumed
Baby i won't cry another tear for you x3
Oh my shattered heart, shadows i’m consumed
In the depths of despair…
Baby I won’t cry another tear for you

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Lyrics:

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

TDM that's on my soul, i put that on my life
put that on my future son, i put that on my wife
i pray for better days just so we can sleep at night
i pray for better days, i just wanna make it right
i don't wanna fight my demons no more
i just wanna feel numb, wanna feel numb
i don't wanna fight my demons no more
i just wanna feel numb
i just wanna feel numb
numb my pain, take it away 
numb my pain, take it away

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

demons always lurking in my closet
demons always lurking in my basement
skeletons keep falling, yeah we're wasted
death is on my tongue and i can taste it
close my eyes and all i see is faces

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

Credits:

Art: MDS
Production: cxrter x flesh
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

weeping dogs (numb) prod. cxrter x flesh

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Easy now

Electrik

Thanks for checking out my music. The lyrics and vocals are mine, the beats are created by various musicians that are credited in parentheses of each song. I started creating music from poetic and lyrical inspirations and writing that started with reading old journal entries from difficult times in my life. I use a lot of repeating themes and you'll notice this as you listen more.
Some of my poetic lyrical inspirations are from Shakespeare & E.E. Cummings. 
Some classic/old school artists that inspire me are: Elliott Smith, Bright eyes, Brenden Urie from Panic at the Disco, Lane Staley of Alice in Chains, & Counting Crows.
Some newer artists/soundcloud artists inspire me:
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all lyrics aside from one song are my original writing.
(photo by William Zdan)

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