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i hope you guys like this one. 
been hanging in there (somewhat) 
keep at it everyone, you're doing great :') 
don't let anyone tell you otherwise. 
stay strong <3

~~~lyrics~~~
(2x)
talk that shit, imma crash on the floor
talk that shit, yeah i’m begging for more
talk that shit, i exist, but what for?
talk that shit, while i’m already sore

(2x)
talk that shit
imma crash on the floor now
talk that shit but it won’t ever sort out 
never knew why i would settle for change
think about every lie that you told to my face 

overdramatic, i’m over my head
telling me things? i would rather be dead
take me for granted, all fucking upset
ain’t talking bout you girl
i’m tryna reflect

yeah i got issues, issues
told you i was mental while i
kissed you, kissed you 
don’t need a parental like i’m over it
am i sentimental? cause i’m so distressed

forever a cocoon 
i would move if it weren’t the stress
holding me up to the roof 
got a gun to my chest
i would shoot 
i would lose, everything that i have
but it’s cool, yeah i’m cool
don’t forget me when i’m dead 

yeah i try to fucking try
even though i’m not enough
swear to god that i’ll be fine
every night i’m throwing up
can’t believe that i was right
ain’t nobody i’m above 
baby take the fucking knife 
drive it straight into my gut

(2x)
talk that shit
imma crash on the floor now 
talk that shit but it won’t ever sort out 
never knew why i would settle for change
think about every lie that you told to my face

(told to my face)
told to my face
what a shame
so ashamed, go away
just go away, i should go away
go away

chrysalis [prod. uforia]

Lyrics:

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

do no harm yea she preaches 
while she looks me in the eyes
and her pupils dialate 
as we read eachothers minds
memories flood back thru an air filled brain
she's the only one aware when she dish out pain
she wants to
bash me with a pipe wrench
wreak out fucking havoc
and i promise she would if we weren't at this party

yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
she could never concentrate thru her rolled back eyes
physicalities distract us from our lust to die

i told her xpect the worst n u cant get hurt
but she’s an optimist and only heeds signs from the earth
u shouldve listened and detached urself as i do 
i'm not an oracle but i know how to survive here
on this foreign planet
and if i'm left here unattended i might cause some damage
they shoulda known i wasn't human when their virus didn't phase me
shoulda seen how i don't click with human beings as of lately

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

parking lot breakdown (branwen)

Copper Throne

Upstairs (feat. betweentheveinsandi)

happy new years!
hope i can get back to posting weeklys again
i know i keep promising but it's just a cycle of me trying and then getting demotivated, but 2023 new me !

Lyrics:

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
i'll fuck u up
just give me a reason
i own the skulls of my demons i slayed
you've got the horns but i smell that ur fake
i've got thirty forms and i'm adding to date
got guts on my boots and its teeth for a necklace
this blood on my hands i'm gon take to the grave

if u put em higher i'll raise u the stakes
the curse is a part of me u cannot take
use me as cover please harvest my arteries
leave me my vocals so still i can hate
bash me n bruise me with chairs like my colleagues
so i can hit back justified by the state
fuck all ur weapons n copters n guns
with my bare hands i could rip up a tank

-
with chiseled abs u still bleed the same
so hurry up i cannot wait
U SAID I COULD TRUST U AND U LIED TO MY FACE
OR I GUESS HIS
CAUSE I KILLED HIM AND I'M WEARING HIS FACE

i think i need to take a few more bodies
this arsenal needs growing
the werewolves declared war today
and man i can't wait
these monsters ain't got shit on me
i'm the reason they're extinct
the passages of the folklore are just archaic not fake

if u put em higher i'll raise u the stakes
the curse is a part of me u cannot take
use me as cover please harvest my arteries
leave me my vocals so still i can hate
bash me n bruise me with chairs like my colleagues
so i can hit back justified by the state
fuck all ur weapons n copters n guns
with my bare hands i could rip up a tank

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
i'll fuck u up
just give me a reason
i own the skulls of my demons i slayed
you've got the horns
but i smell that ur fake
i've got thirty forms
and i'm adding to date
got guts on my boots and its teeth for a necklace
this blood on my hands
i'm gon take to the grave

I'M STILL ALIVE
I CAN FEEL FEELINGS
I'M CLINGING ON WITH ALL OF MY BEING
I'LL FUCK U UP
JUST GIVE ME A REASON
I OWN THE SKULLS OF MY DEMONS I SLAYED
YOU'VE GOT THE HORNS BUT I SMELL THAT UR FAKE
I'VE GOT THIRTY FORMS AND I'M ADDING TO DATE
GOT GUTS ON MY BOOTS AND ITS TEETH FOR A NECKLACE
THIS BLOOD ON MY HANDS I'M GON TAKE TO THE GRAVE
IF U PUT EM HIGHER I'LL RAISE U THE STAKES
THE CURSE IS A PART OF ME U CANNOT TAKE
USE ME AS COVER PLEASE HARVEST MY ARTERIES
LEAVE ME MY VOCALS SO STILL I CAN HATE
BASH ME N BRUISE ME WITH CHAIRS LIKE MY COLLEAGUES
SO I CAN HIT BACK JUSTIFIED BY THE STATE
FUCK ALL UR WEAPONS N COPTERS N GUNS
WITH MY BARE HANDS I COULD RIP UP A TANK

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
with chiseled abs u still bleed the same
so hurry up i cannot wait
u said i could trust u and u lied to my face
or i guess his
cause i killed him and i'm wearing his face

changeling (kubsy)

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

tenseiga_ (raspo)

Lyrics:
it never worked out, the way it should
the way we fought, i just thought we never would
i fucking screamed, you fucking cried
you yelled at me, i made you mad like all the time

i did my best and you did too
cant be stable with changing moods
because im up but now youre down
then its reversed you hate my frown

wonder where you are tonight
are you alone or by his side
and they all say just give it time
say im okay but im not fine at all

look insane 'cause im obsessed
im borderline what'd you expect
it ripped a hole out from my chest
it had to be, im second best for life

so what the hell do i do
when everything is fucked
it'll all come together, then fall apart
its just my luck

tell me what i gain
from being this insane

i did my best and you did too
cant be stable with changing moods
because im up but now youre down
then its reversed you hate my frown

wonder where you are tonight
(i cannot say)
are you alone or by his side
(how much im dying inside)
and they all say just give it time
(part of the play)
say im okay but im not fine at all
(i forget my line)

look insane 'cause im obsessed
(i cannot say)
im borderline what'd you expect
(how much im dying inside)
it ripped a hole out from my chest
(part of the play)
it had to be, im second best for life
(i forget my line)

Second Best For Life

Second Best For Life (prod King Theta)

guitar by magicDz

love y'all a ton.
thank you for listening
thank you for being here, truly
hope you enjoy

ep postponed, but i got a lot else i've been working on
yea



take me apart
reassemble and recharge what you erased
no regards
zip my lip, i cannot communicate

above every scent they embellish
it's rotten, yet fresh, so i cannot repel it

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

(i don't) i don't wanna feel this bitter
but i don't wanna rock that mask, no
redacting myself from the present when i wanna end it
pelt dust at my mental
cavities build in my dental
skipping toothpaste for the mentos
everything felt so common
i hurt so often; bent like a stencil

caffeination, isolation, what a cycle, what a day
couple people that i talk to; very seldom light the way
i do it myself it seems
shot down like it's belomancy

sat recluse in my room every noon, glued to youtube
if i had somebody special, it'd be them too
won't you settle down and tell me what you're going through
call me up for once, 'cause honestly you never do
so when the clock strikes, i feel the curse so tight
staying up 'till it's twilight
green flash in my eyesight
black cat in the moonlight
waving bye when i'm boutta cry
i hit you up 'cause i had to cry
spirit guide lurkin' hindsight

drill in my head, got a shovel in my chest
but i leave it like that, let it grow like grass
i'm a fucked up kid, can't live in the past
and the moment don't last, break shit when i laugh
no meds and i'm gassed, but deflate real fast
real friends hit back, understand where i'm at?
why you treat 'em like ass though?
do you got a moat for the castle?
been down every ounce, now i'm fragile
she had meant so much, what a hassle
days into weeks, now months
stolen my crutch
fuck it i'll hunch
punching my gut 'till the air flows
cornering stare with an echo
licking the tip of the arrow
wove in a rope like a pharaoh
sooner than late i won't care, no

like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

bombay

halfhearted (https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378)
FøRD (https://soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
ice on my shit, when i'm stopping it
(burning cold when i hit)
i just left an ounce where my body is
(up inside of this bitch)
up inside my head as soon i'm clocking it
(clocking shit and i dip)
they won't find a reason, it ain't obvious 
i promise it

i call out in the snow
(somewhere to feel life)
i wonder where it goes
(someone to take mine)
i don't know if you know 
(fade in the foglight)
that we've been here before
something else gotta give i don't know why

FøRD:
seems like every day time slips 
saying mayday
lucky life I live if you say that then you don’t know me
cuz i deal with the phonies and the frauds on the daily
they make me an insomniac why everybody hate me
they act like they all want me but they really just betraying 

baby often makin me so silent make me shaky
I’m waitin while faded

the lights up in our basement 
still shaded but luckily it’s still vacant

so come down when u wasted
I’ll change it to that playlist 
I’ll wash away the parts that you invisioned would be painless
girl you make me so brain dead 
like grab another latex get in bed get undressed and then I’ll say what to do next

halfhearted:
who’s next in line
got me walking through a dream
i’m on ur mind
but it’s nothing like it seems

u pushing me so far
my heart been living on the brink
gotta shoulder full of scars
i think you like to watch me bleed

but i don’t got time for you

lay me deep down i’m dancing with the devil by myself
where to go now
i’m sick of knowing you won’t ever help
you’re not helping me

Greenwood:
up the dose, yeah i'm taking two
steady shifting, i feel it move
i was losing my mind in truth
i was hoping you'd see it too
i was hoping you'd wanna go
i was hoping you'd see the pain
i was broken you wouldn't know
but that don't mean it don't hurt the same
up inside of my room
fuck the job, i'm aloof
drink the pain on the roof
nothing helps, i'm the proof
nothing changes in oakwood
couldn't text back cause my phone fucked
no one here even knows us
like i'm not here to be social

Someone Used to Live Here (w/ halfhearted & FøRD)

take what you need
take the rest of me
been nauseous all week
you've been haunting my dreams

don't tell me you care
you're sittin right there
fuckin around while i rip out my hair

so tell me
was it worth it
i had never meant to be a burden

tell me was it worth it
i don't wanna wake up i don't think there is a purpose

but does there have to be a reason
i don't wanna be here anymore i'm barely breathing

while you're barely bleedin
you're the only reason that i'm drowning in the deep end

so rip out my heart 
tear it apart
if i were to keep it i'd have to restart

if that's what you want
i'll pack and depart
i'll gather my shit and head straight to vermont

to be with the trees
is all that i need
i don't need you here
i just want all the evergreens

and i might fall apart beneath the trees
that overlook the spot we used to meet
i promise that it's everything i need
should have never worn my heart upon my sleeve

and i might fall apart beneath the roses
a deathwish and a pocket full of poems
i promised you but you ain't even notice
i hate myself i'm drowning at my lowest

a pocket full of poems (king theta)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

$luv (warheart☆)

mydria

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