ways - Make me feel ok (waifu)

@4amxx <3

lyrics:

[chorus]
worried bout my health
think im doing better
climbing up this hill
i dont wanna tell her
i dont wanna make it
dont think i can bear it
i wont be the reason
reason for the merit
take another pill
losing all awareness
thinking bout our time
wishing that i cherished
sour like a lime
life isnt the fairest
wishing that i died
miss me if i perish

[verse]
but i dont wanna try, no no
diamond in ur eye, no no
feel like i could fly
falling till i die, no no
i dont wanna try, you know youre the fairest
diamond in your eye, 100 thousand karats,
feel like i could fly, i might have to air it
falling till i die, miss me if i perish

[chorus]

perish (4am)

ch2rms - jae's mindset [p. ssh1be]

radius ft quinn

ft @novastein
prod @bekkep @mental

stabbed in the back and it hurts
you gotta go wait your turn
you're really making it worse
i'm on block rolling earth
you niggas smoking on boof
that shit sherm
i'm concerned
how this shit work?
lane switching swerve
you a lame nigga nerd
if i call up my gang
let the bank teller learn
if i call up my gang
then your hoe getting slayed
let her go
different page
different bitch, same old ways

these fuck niggas lame
bleeding that's the gang
talk down you get hurt
she said that she like me
but i am a flirt
i know i'm unlucky
i told her i'm cursed
im likе yeah bitch wassup
i can show you love
i can give you lovе
but that's not enough
why are we so toxic
cuz you show me none
let you hold my gun
play with that for fun
no need to call me back
xd make em laugh
ran through like its track
shoot a nigga in his back
ran down with the gang
we gone pull up on his flat

heard your new shit it was wack
i'm with stein nigga and we back
on a killstreak fast mags
you niggas lame you come last
you niggas lame you bite swag
guard the paint you can't pass
bitch hit my bank you want labs
ride with a k in my lap

SPOTIFY

novastein & caponeti - wait ur turn (prod. becker & mental)

@jamesstfu @percstro @ewrr

look in their eyes i can see the fake uh huh
i took my time maybe i was late uh huh
you wasnt there wit me no you wasnt there for me nuh uh
know i dont have much but i didnt ask you to care for me nuh uh
yea you wasnt ever my team
yea you wouldnt stick thru the pain to see to my dream
i got issues i didnt even ask for these
only place you can go is up when you fall down to your knees

no but seriously dont ever try this at home yea
whippin that hellcat like its a closed course yea
got so good i could go professional
im in LA at the grove and buying some clothes of course yea
i told my brother to stick to the code yea
shawty gon do what u told her
stick in that mf flow yea
these bitches like me for the show yea
but shawty gon do what she told
a band just to walk on the floor yea
they just let me get in my zone yea
the hand on my glock ima tote yea
im servin that boy four for four yea
lets go take this bitch on the road yea
im so hot but the truth so cold yea

sick

Produced by me

i got prada its all on my clothes yea
wit my partners outside wit my folks yea
yea friends my family that i chose yea
yea but we aint friendly so dont get close yea
they aint even know my why they dont need to know my why yea
just like the sunrise outside its so bright yea
look into my two eyes and i just bide my time woah
they all rockin disguises and tellin you lies its
not what you want i know my prize its high in the sky 
hi im malakhi and this what i like yea
kickin shit wit my guys and drivin my ride woah
really i dont do no crime i just wanna live my life
countin up all the time cuz everything come with a price
when you gon choose not try when you gon make your mind up
oh wait yea thats right you couldnt even tell me why tho
tell you the truth no lie their eyes might be wide shut but
theres hope in one life theres hope in one life woah
its all around like a cycle and its a three like a trike
yea sometimes shit get heavy but with you its all light
yea i get out of my head and remember that its all right
yea money turn blue like sky im higher than flight
yea water get turned to ice and get burned in fire
yea cant say a damn things mine didnt even come from my mind
yea we're all given this life i promise youll be fine

Bide My Time

Prod @minasxx

Lyrics: 

Letter to my dear
Girl i need you right here
You’re so far but so near
My life’s going nowhere 
I can feel it slip away
And it got me so scared
I know that they don’t care
I hate that I don’t care

Rip my heart out
Ya it’s made of tin girl
I’d give it to you
I want you until the end girl
I can barely breathe 
Living through machines for you
Love me through the screen
Can’t you see my heart
It beats for you baby

What are we waiting for
It’s got me so torn
My whole world hurts
From the stars to my bones
Give you all you deserve 
Bleeding out on the curb
Diamond ring it’s for her
Everything is for her

click here for spotify

letter to my dear @ikari

know the truth

Gabimaru

"My Apologies" is the bold and deeply personal debut solo album that confronts the complicated truth about regret, accountability, and healing. Blending high-energy trap beats with slow-burning, introspective tracks, this project captures the emotional tug-of-war between seeking forgiveness and demanding it.

With raw honesty and unapologetic lyricism, the album serves as a confession booth and a courtroom—where the artist owns up to past mistakes, but also puts others on trial for the wrongs done to him. It’s not just about saying “sorry”—it’s about asking why no one ever said it back.

Each track builds a narrative of growth, grief, rage, and redemption. From the chest-thumping anthems that echo frustration and resilience, to the slower, melodic moments soaked in vulnerability, My Apologies reveals a complex emotional landscape that many can relate to—but few are brave enough to express.

This isn’t just an album. It’s a statement. A reckoning. A release.

Bide My Time

roxas