@4amxx <3

lyrics:

[chorus]
worried bout my health
think im doing better
climbing up this hill
i dont wanna tell her
i dont wanna make it
dont think i can bear it
i wont be the reason
reason for the merit
take another pill
losing all awareness
thinking bout our time
wishing that i cherished
sour like a lime
life isnt the fairest
wishing that i died
miss me if i perish

[verse]
but i dont wanna try, no no
diamond in ur eye, no no
feel like i could fly
falling till i die, no no
i dont wanna try, you know youre the fairest
diamond in your eye, 100 thousand karats,
feel like i could fly, i might have to air it
falling till i die, miss me if i perish

[chorus]

perish (4am)

Debut track from Pink Sunset. Enjoy
Featuring @kiryano
Produced by @icedoutnami and @cloudbxy1
Mixed and mastered by me

Lyrics
I want you to be in my world
Maybe you could see how it hurts
You’re too perfect girl
I don’t wanna be on this earth
I don’t wanna hear your words
I forgot my worth
Friendships crash and burn
That’s just how it works

Baby do your worst
I feel pain and smirk
Old me won’t return
Hold me like it’s birth

Always my bad
Im late again
Hate what I have
(But I won’t ever change it)
No praise I’m sad
I cant fight back
Hard days won’t pass
(Show my face  I’d rather vanquish)


I know that it hurts
I know love that burns
I know that I’m not perfect
But tell me who deserves it
And I can tell you more than a bit
No empty words so ?? feel emptiness
I’m not stupid saw it right when we met
You smiled at me and ever since I was into you
Through all the pain and the bad nights
Look me in a line keep you by my side
In the rain and it’s summertime
I’d rather be here than in my own mind

World ft. kiryano (prod. IcedOutNami & Cloudbxy)

@pyu

think im lost think im lost
take me to your car
bitch i took too fn much
what we are is all we have
interior all black
help me count my cash
in my whip and it go fast
oh i did i make u mad
im gettin 2 my bag
im runnin up my tab
by myself
by myself
x3

car: https://www.instagram.com/windy.gyl/

by myself (meta)

@pyu

i cannot keep on with losing myself
i cannot keep on repeating myself
don't even know what to do with myself
i feel like this shits invading my head
feel like i'm here but im waiting for help
when wasnt i ever waiting for some
its 23 so i ain't waiting for nun
how long are we gonna b waiting for some

aint no good for me to fight back
i jus hope u find the right track
looking forward on the ride back
i make money on my ipad 
how you let your boy decide that
fix ur vision like an eyeglass
kick dis shit just like its thai class
in a minute youll be right back
listening to how i write tracks
stickin to u like a semtex
all u had to say was my bad
you can never get ur time back
so you cant ever underprice that
undermine ya wit a light jab
i cant let my niggas lie back

23 (meta)

shouts out 2 Toni Veretta for the beat (goes Crazy) shoutts out 2 GoonnCity (family) Nd shouts out2 U for Listening Fr.......

 this song is a Piece of my soul each song is but i am thankful to share it With U ...........

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶
U don’t wanna talk about it then we’ll Never know
Nd maybe we’re both better off if i Dont know
i swear to God i Love you So Nd only heaven knows
i gotta Let go of this pain or i will Never grow
i Said i’d give U this letter when we’re together so
now i’m Reading off a Letter that i never wrote
Nd when i went to sleep that night i wish i Never woke
Nd this just might be the Realest shit that i ever Wrote!!

Nd i done did a Lot of shit only the Devil knows
why don’t U wanna talk about it? Cuz i said so
i Cant wake up it’s not in my schedule
2020 Dropping Pills into my redbull
20k hit That shit it’s nothing special
bro Ur fake suck a dick i’m Nothing like U !!
Nd i don’t like U, i never took the Time to
i Compare it with the wind like a Haiku

Say U Love me yea i Love U too
Can U please just say U love me too
Feel Like a sith Lord, rule of two
it can only be me and U

U treat me so Cold, u treat me so cold
even tho it Can’t hurt U if U don’t know
i Know that i was the worst to U, i was so cold

First off, first up, first up, i Know dis glick is Small but i put it 2 ur Face Badman it will Hurt ya
Word Up
Turn Up
Flex so hard get em Worked uppp

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶

never Know (toni veretta)

🌊
prod @sg37

Lyrics:
Pull off watch the paint drip
Why you think that I ain’t shit?
SEA, took a plane trip
Now I’m fucked up, so wasted
Take her to an oasis
So pretty then she fainted
Baby why would I fake this?
You’re my favorite location
High-roller, no Vegas
In the coupe it’s so spacious
Rapper weed my fragrance
You woulda thought I was famous
Drive around so aimless
Yeah that’s just my basis
These boys just fake it
Green on me like Seamus

Get home and I get right, I’m stoned don’t need a light
I’m thrown then I take flight, In zone get out my sight
These poems I don’t write, Real poet this my life
I’ll go until I die, With or without you behind
I’m frozen in the times, That I had you by my side
Sometimes I hate the inside, Outside in my ride I glide
Cant think straight I’m way too fried, Thinking of you every night

Gotta keep moving on, no I cannot slip
But I miss you so much, I can admit
Put my problems in a dutch then it vanishes
I’m so sorry for my goddamn damages

Promise I ain’t trying to be difficult
Wake and bake everyday that’s the ritual
You could fake and you could hate, but that shits typical
She made it shake the water wakes, We watch it ripple
I’m tryna bake so much damn cake I watch it triple
I ain’t the best and that’s okay I’m in the middle
I cant confess, but I could put it into riddle
Smile show your dimples, Feel you in my hip bones

SEA freestyle [prod. SG37]

@177p & @1luvpurp



Love notes 📝 

if i gave u my heart
would u finally be mine
would u stay if u knew what’s wrong
why these marks up in my arms
girl if i made u a song would u sing along
for you
cut my skin & starve myself 
u shouldn’t need nobody else
only me nobody else
i’ve been feeling overwhelmed 
and my feelings causing distress 
it’s bottled up it’s in my chest
cant u see im struggling 
i dont wanna feel this low again
maybe we can meet again
in another life
problems in my head im still trynna figure out
im still trynna know whats wrong with me
cuz everyday im suffering 
never signed up for this
i just wanna get out

six feet down
ya my hearts gravebound
tell me will u stay around 
for me for me
red tears pouring
i still feel u in my bloodstream
i thought u loved me
i got nobody 
do u see me as a joke ? 
am i smth for them to laugh at
i saw ur face once again im getting flashbacks 
razor to my skin feeling so good but so bad
now there’s blood 
Ya there’s blood on my body

spotify

overwhelmed (177p & luvpurp)

he My doppelgänger shoutout 2 Yuri Nd mh Mannn

YSKMB (1kjuice & yonko)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/39WfPgCInOo1zpbG38i7RD?si=f4f3ddf08b9f4f00

It's kind've funny, ain't it?
haven't thought of you in ages, but these memories coming back
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
cut myself up into quarters, I don't want your other half
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
how I hate you, while I love you too
It's kind've funny ain't it?
It's kind've fun, I hate it

It's kind've fun, I hate it

you knew me when I hated me so much I really tried to die
carve a poem on my skin, poke a needle through my eye
you ripped my ligaments I'm having trouble extending my arm
metal screws hold my bones, rubber bands in my palms

metal screws hold my bones, rubber bands in my palms

metal screws, kind've loose, making bands with my poems

It's kind've funny, ain't it?
haven't thought of you in ages, but these memories coming back
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
cut myself up into quarters, I don't want your other half
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
how I hate you, while I love you too
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
It's kind've fun, I hate it

SPOTIFY

ligaments (meta)

prod by me and https://soundcloud.com/mostunderrated123 

featuring https://soundcloud.com/eccntrx

lyrics:

(witch)
Eyes wide offa Dex
Water energies in my decks
think I’m ghostin on this stretch
take 2 more i feel the best

sorry i left u on read
took 2 much cant send a text
i cant get off of my bed
i think I’m relapsing again

i dont even know how to live, so i cannot be your friend
i got nothing left to give, dissociated since like 10
I’m feeling anchored to the silk and i dont wanna wake up
( i dont wanna wake up, i dont wanna wake up)

hold on to the lies u dont like tru things
i can not do u u cannot do me
if i blow up they gon act like they knew me
u a glass pane but u act like u see thru me
got ur nose up but u sound so fucking stupid
i just woke up in a dream everythings lucid
i cant throw up got the ball n i wont pass it
fuck wit se throw it up its dropping when i pass away
do the dash okay
i cant crash no way
Offa Dex imma climb a thousand plateaus
Bitch I’m past the astral plane where only god knows-knows
(i dont wanna wake up, i dont wanna make up)
Offa Dex and my eyes wide open, yh
fuck any other way to cope 
tell heaven I’m ready to go, I’m ready to go yeah yh

by myself (meta)

roxas