When im with you im not afraid of the darkkkk

produced by @skrittzy
(hook)
I only want designer on me
I want a good girl with a body
my feelings are complicated
my feelings are complicated
Front seat, 4 door , 2002 Acura
came out, slumped out , feeling like him Dracula
My feelings are complicated , My feelings are complicated.
(verse 1)
Young boy , drugged out , emotional by himself
Lonely, only, romance vinyls on his shelf
smoking til' my lungs pass out, now I wanna go crash out
Fast car, Nascar running like a track star
ass up , thighs down , fucking like a porn star
I just wanna take it slow, but things aren't that simple 
(breakdown)
Sad boys :( with the Faygo, where the hell did my day go, 
missing days played with legos , syrup on my Eggos,
Bathing in my Ape clothes, Drop the ceiling like its Halo , get on your knees and stay low, fat booty like J-Lo

You're a pretty pretty pretty picture, never wanna wanna miss her, 
used to be a high school ditcher , moody girl sweet kisser

I just want money for my health with a bit of taste of the wealth

I only want designer on me
I want a good girl with a body
my feelings are complicated
my feelings are complicated
Front seat, 4 door , 2002 Acura
came out, slumped out , feeling like him Dracula
My feelings are complicated , My feelings are complicated.


Think I started something, never really wanted it
but we all gotta fall down, fucked up fucked up,
I dont care if they wanted more , I don't even wanna throw it down
 I just wanna be ok

Off-White on my shirt Off-White on my shirt,
you know that I'm hurt , you know that I'm hurt
Too much of this makes it hurt

I guess I'm the only mess I deserve

ACURA

(LYRICS)
I don’t know where I’ve been last year
I know I felt fear
Saw myself in my own grave
Time to be brave
Im speeding but I needa slow
Gotta get out my own cage
Ill feel no better I don’t know
Ill find a different rage
But don’t let me go
Baby I just want to hold you tight
Wanna hold you tight
All the things I been told I know that you are right
When I’m with you I’m not afraid of the dark
How I get this far?

Lately Ive been in the cold in my bedroom
Smoking in the fumes
Trapped inside my mind with no type of view
I can’t get out my doom

Baby I just want to hold you tight
Wanna hold you tight
All the things I been told I know that you are right
When I’m with you I’m not afraid of the dark

Not afraid , not afraid , not afraid of the dark

Baby I just want to hold you tight
Wanna hold you tight
All the things I been told I know that you are right
When I’m with you I’m not afraid of the dark

Im speeding but I needa slow
Gotta get out my own cage
Ill feel no better I don’t know
Ill find a different rage

not afraid of the dark

so long : the death of me

modern conversation

call me its sensible, 
come in first and let me love you
flames on my meaning I'm so fucking flame
bape stars on my jacket im an astronaut
and ill be on my way.
(everything I do is for you)

at time it'll be difficult
were romantics teenagers acting like adults
ill give you all the things that you wanted
you'll never know unless you fucking try
I don't care if you let your feelings hide 
flames on my meaning I'm so fucking flame
bape stars on my jacket im an astronaut
and ill be on my way.
(everything I do is for you)

EVERYTHING I DO IS FOR YOU

prod by @skrittzy 
additional guitar :Marki
(VERSE1)
Troubled young teenagers
Heart speeds like a racer
Feeling so sick cause I fell for a heartbreaker..
I just want things to move faster 
But in the end it doesn’t matter
Thrifiting at my Savers
Young boy paper chaser
Running so fucking fast guess I’ll see you later
I just want things to move faster
but in the end it doesn’t matter.

(HOOK)
No regrets,
Reminiscing good times
Made it through the bad times
Baby that’s how life rolls
Maybe thats how I’ll go
(VERSE2)
Rolling Stone Magazines,
Sipping bit of codeine,
Bumping Channel Orange by Frank Ocean on CD,
Im just feelings things slowly 
But sometimes I don’t even know me.
I smoke in my Calvins
money ill counting
Star is on my mountain lost my soul Im drowning
Im just feeling things slowly
But sometimes I don’t even know me.

(HOOK)
No regrets,
Reminiscing good times
Made it through the bad times
Baby that’s how life rolls
Maybe thats how I’ll go..

(ENDING)
Can we pretend?
Can we pretend?
I hope you feel the same..

speedracer ☆ ★

LYRICS
(VERSE1)
why did things end up like this? 
is it the universe?
temporary happiness
am I cursed?
can you bring me back from the dead?
is that chance for reverse?
trying every day to get better, but things end up for worse
restraining myself from yelling at the top of my lungs
regretting every bit of part of me
where's the love?
where's the love?
need seven minutes in heaven to feel less stress
a goner feeling more than fucking less
where's the love?
where's the love?
(hook)
get away from the pain , 
need to restrain
no I'm not ok.
fuck this pain
 running away,
 living the rage 
dont want to feel insane.
(verse 2)
no-one understands that I sacrificed everything, I dont know
while the world goes round why should anyone care that Im sad inside
here we go,
into my zone
walking this road alone
almost home
here we go,
into my zone
walking road alone
almost home

GONER

prod by https://soundcloud.com/wyslofi

Benzo need some love cause I’m off a benzo 
I wanna love her but she got me in the friend zone 
She only coming over for the sex though 
Callings shots til I’m in the fucking  end zone
See me cruising in my Luxury Honda
She got a body like Rihanna 
But Don’t bust down for a thotiana
All up In her ego she a premadonna 
Her new shoes from balienciaga
only in the club just get them commas
Late flights from La to Cubana 
Shawty dresses for the summa
But Heart stone cold with the stunna 
Bad romance like Gaga 
Pulling on babygirls hair like Yaga 
fucking her like there’s no manana
She put in work like a single mama 
I don’t know how she can be a lover 
Feels like im waiting forever

all I ever wanted to do was love you (prod by WYS)

Calling me through the 707
Watch me whip my car in TE-37s
Exotics strains got me seeing things 
You know I’m the one that be getting my shit
You used to be the one
 I wanted and now I’m gone 
Cause your blind 
you couldn’t see the bigger picture
You wouldn’t hear me say I miss her
Why would I go back and start over
I don’t care if I’m getting any colder
I don’t care if I have to start over
Breaking the chain like to a smoker
How did we end up like this?
How did we end up like this?

Can we pretend that things would end 
Can we pretend that things could end
Can we pretend that things would end 
Can we pretend that things could end

LSD sunsets go me seeing magenta
Catch the wind speed off my Integra
You be sniffing up little white lines
Telling all your girls little white lies
I know you miss how things used to be 
Did you ever think you wouldn’t lose me?
Worked for myself I’m the better man
Used you for your love
Your’e just a settlement
Only ring I want is a championship
Ima die a legend not no hero shit
Teggy and the sex either way 
No matter what it is 
Im a still whip this bitch

Cause your blind you couldn’t see the bigger picture
You wouldn’t hear me say I miss her
Why would I go back and start her
I don’t care if I have to start over

INTEGRA

CHROME HEARTS 
Prod by @skrittzy
Additional violin: Melissa Herrera 

Chrome hearts on your neck 
Hands on the wheel 
Hanging on to the past 
Wouldn’t you want to see what’s next?
Is it unbelievable ?
How we ended up like this 
Killed me from the inside out
Broke my heart and left it right there 

Shotgun Tsurikawa swinging 
Got your eyes low you’re sleepless
You don’t need to feel regret
We can make it through the weekend 
Burnt out your last cigarette 
Overthinking got you tweaking
You don’t need to feel regret 
We can make it through the weekend


Chrome hearts on your neck 
Hands on the wheel 
Is it unbelievable ?
How we ended up like this 
Killed me from the inside out
Broke my heart and left it right there 


(night time , you change
I️ thought we were meant to be together ,)

CHROME HEARTS ♡

prod by @skrittzy
(I️ love you speedracer <3)

Here we are again 
At crossroads on dead-ends
Won’t think of you of any less 
We’ll figure out the rest
We used to be so inseparable 
When I️ die please don’t let go 

(Hook)
FAREWELL MY LOVE 

Tired of feeling like this
What’s the hardest part of this?
Intersections , moving fast 
Some nights I️ don’t feel I️ won’t last 
Fill my head up with some lead
I️ dont care if it’s selfish 
Backwood burning sensation
Will you be my addiction ?
I’ll let you have your moment
At least I️ wont play pretend

LET'S SMOKE HEARTS TOGETHER 💔

THE ONE AND ONLY

✰ mylifeisoverparty@gmail.com ✰
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The Unknown.
The Iridescent Aurora Dimensional.
The Yearlys my yearly.
ミスフィット
magnetizing.

not afraid of the dark

BENZO AMOR🏎🛞🏴‍☠️🏁🇺🇸

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