Dart Through the Knuckle

bandcamp: https://benzoamore.bandcamp.com/track/designer-drugs

prod by @skrittzy

[LYRICS]


(chorus)
I don’t want be nobody else just wanna be myself
putting pills up on the shelf 
 with names i cant pronounce
carrying burdens that’ll  cause my life a living hell
i don't need nobody else ill do it by myself 

(verse 1 )  
keep your fancy cars and sluts
I have friends that won’t switch up

ginseng girls designer drugs 

shotty whats you name
came up from the slums
cul-de-sac life I’m just having fun 


I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.
diamonds rings nothing else but another thing

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.
diamonds rings nothing else but another thing

(verse2)
time again i know you ain't worth it
wanna stop but I know it could be certain 
I’m in a pause  think I’m hurting 
I’m still growing  guess I’m still learning

drowning in the feels of my past life
sick of being hurt for the last time
riding solo now its my last night
fuck being hurt for the last time 

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

kinds of things that’ll make depression bring 

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

kinds of things that’ll make depression bring

designer drugs

I miss how things used to be 
prod by @skrittzy

(Verse 1)
Backseat conversations
Burning intentions
Everything around me is changing 
Broken heart left me wasted 


Tongue teeth numbed in my mouth
Young teen drugged and slouched out
Going to fast past 50 need to swerve and slow down
missing how things used to be 
90s nick on my tv shit was like nostalgia

(Hook)
Where did my life go ?
Where did my life go? 
Drinking alcohol
Til’ my body hits the floor

(Verse 2 )
Watching classic movies on VHS
Her body her face laying on my chest
Finally living out the step
But my heart always be with my friends
Can’t remember any other names so I label them x
Now realize realize 
That I’m no longer letting my guard down
Making all of them fucking regret
I got caught up in more than lies
Sweaty sex and cigarette sighs
Now I gotta think more than twice
She’s a bad girl bad girl bad girl
Emo boy from the Eastside
Got an old Toyota on my porch
Need to keep moving forward 
never backwards backwards backwards

(Outro)
Will you still love me even if I’m fucked up?

I miss how things used to be

produced by @skrittzy
(hook)
I only want designer on me
I want a good girl with a body
my feelings are complicated
my feelings are complicated
Front seat, 4 door , 2002 Acura
came out, slumped out , feeling like him Dracula
My feelings are complicated , My feelings are complicated.
(verse 1)
Young boy , drugged out , emotional by himself
Lonely, only, romance vinyls on his shelf
smoking til' my lungs pass out, now I wanna go crash out
Fast car, Nascar running like a track star
ass up , thighs down , fucking like a porn star
I just wanna take it slow, but things aren't that simple 
(breakdown)
Sad boys :( with the Faygo, where the hell did my day go, 
missing days played with legos , syrup on my Eggos,
Bathing in my Ape clothes, Drop the ceiling like its Halo , get on your knees and stay low, fat booty like J-Lo

You're a pretty pretty pretty picture, never wanna wanna miss her, 
used to be a high school ditcher , moody girl sweet kisser

I just want money for my health with a bit of taste of the wealth

I only want designer on me
I want a good girl with a body
my feelings are complicated
my feelings are complicated
Front seat, 4 door , 2002 Acura
came out, slumped out , feeling like him Dracula
My feelings are complicated , My feelings are complicated.


Think I started something, never really wanted it
but we all gotta fall down, fucked up fucked up,
I dont care if they wanted more , I don't even wanna throw it down
 I just wanna be ok

Off-White on my shirt Off-White on my shirt,
you know that I'm hurt , you know that I'm hurt
Too much of this makes it hurt

I guess I'm the only mess I deserve

ACURA

(LYRICS)
I don’t know where I’ve been last year
I know I felt fear
Saw myself in my own grave
Time to be brave
Im speeding but I needa slow
Gotta get out my own cage
Ill feel no better I don’t know
Ill find a different rage
But don’t let me go
Baby I just want to hold you tight
Wanna hold you tight
All the things I been told I know that you are right
When I’m with you I’m not afraid of the dark
How I get this far?

Lately Ive been in the cold in my bedroom
Smoking in the fumes
Trapped inside my mind with no type of view
I can’t get out my doom

Baby I just want to hold you tight
Wanna hold you tight
All the things I been told I know that you are right
When I’m with you I’m not afraid of the dark

Not afraid , not afraid , not afraid of the dark

Baby I just want to hold you tight
Wanna hold you tight
All the things I been told I know that you are right
When I’m with you I’m not afraid of the dark

Im speeding but I needa slow
Gotta get out my own cage
Ill feel no better I don’t know
Ill find a different rage

not afraid of the dark

so long : the death of me

call me its sensible, 
come in first and let me love you
flames on my meaning I'm so fucking flame
bape stars on my jacket im an astronaut
and ill be on my way.
(everything I do is for you)

at time it'll be difficult
were romantics teenagers acting like adults
ill give you all the things that you wanted
you'll never know unless you fucking try
I don't care if you let your feelings hide 
flames on my meaning I'm so fucking flame
bape stars on my jacket im an astronaut
and ill be on my way.
(everything I do is for you)

EVERYTHING I DO IS FOR YOU

prod by @skrittzy 
additional guitar :Marki
(VERSE1)
Troubled young teenagers
Heart speeds like a racer
Feeling so sick cause I fell for a heartbreaker..
I just want things to move faster 
But in the end it doesn’t matter
Thrifiting at my Savers
Young boy paper chaser
Running so fucking fast guess I’ll see you later
I just want things to move faster
but in the end it doesn’t matter.

(HOOK)
No regrets,
Reminiscing good times
Made it through the bad times
Baby that’s how life rolls
Maybe thats how I’ll go
(VERSE2)
Rolling Stone Magazines,
Sipping bit of codeine,
Bumping Channel Orange by Frank Ocean on CD,
Im just feelings things slowly 
But sometimes I don’t even know me.
I smoke in my Calvins
money ill counting
Star is on my mountain lost my soul Im drowning
Im just feeling things slowly
But sometimes I don’t even know me.

(HOOK)
No regrets,
Reminiscing good times
Made it through the bad times
Baby that’s how life rolls
Maybe thats how I’ll go..

(ENDING)
Can we pretend?
Can we pretend?
I hope you feel the same..

speedracer ☆ ★

LYRICS
(VERSE1)
why did things end up like this? 
is it the universe?
temporary happiness
am I cursed?
can you bring me back from the dead?
is that chance for reverse?
trying every day to get better, but things end up for worse
restraining myself from yelling at the top of my lungs
regretting every bit of part of me
where's the love?
where's the love?
need seven minutes in heaven to feel less stress
a goner feeling more than fucking less
where's the love?
where's the love?
(hook)
get away from the pain , 
need to restrain
no I'm not ok.
fuck this pain
 running away,
 living the rage 
dont want to feel insane.
(verse 2)
no-one understands that I sacrificed everything, I dont know
while the world goes round why should anyone care that Im sad inside
here we go,
into my zone
walking this road alone
almost home
here we go,
into my zone
walking road alone
almost home

GONER

prod by @skrittzy
background vocals by @shay

OCTOBER

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