LYRICS:

Fluorescent lights are shining yeah down from above
Thinking it's heaven but that's just a joke
Knowing I'm in hell already it helps
If suicide happens I'll come back to tell

Cigarette ashes are inside my veins
Watch the skin just boil and now break
I would have tried to fix myself 
But I know I deserve all the pain

Clouded up and I push down the hate
I don't remember what did I say
Just consumed by the emptiness
That boils and just lives inside my brain

It's like when did we decide just not to get better
Toxic traits start to breed into the ones you deceive
If she was outside your house would you save her   
I miss the old you, yeah your face I can't see

Lose a friend grab my hand, won't you tag along
The person in the TV's telling me I need to go
Just let it end, let me mend, yeah I don't belong
Your voice is like the sea, it's dragging, pulling at my feet

Lose a friend grab my hand, won't you tag along
The person in the TV's telling me I need to go
The floor it breaks, starts to shake, you're not in control
I fall asleep all day without these meds you know I'll break

A liar and disgust and all that is free
Comparing your rings with the ones who can't eat
Jealousy brews in your gut till you're weak
Stealing and hiding while they get to sleep

I hear you screaming out from the edge of the wall
You see red and your family distorts
I tried to come between you two 
But you know that, that wasn't a choice

You didn't care even though I was ten
I guess ever since then I pretend
That everything will fix itself
But you know I can't handle the noise

Lose a friend grab my hand, won't you tag along
The person in the TV's telling me I need to go
Just let it end, let me mend, yeah I don't belong
Your voice is like the sea, it's dragging, pulling at my feet

Lose a friend grab my hand, won't you tag along
The person in the TV's telling me I need to go
The floor it breaks, starts to shake, you're not in control
I fall asleep all day without these meds you know I'll break

Wishing

LYRICS:

Put a collar on my neck for me to explode
You don't trust a single thing I say so I hold
Hands over ears just to block out the noise
My world is fucking painted red, triple vision watch the time go

Feel my fucking bones start to stretch out my skin
A fucking loner he can't communicate from within
So he's awkward and shy, doesn't have any friends
Until they fucking see him suffer feel so sorry for him and pretend

That  everything is alright, no you will be just fine
Fucking sick of hearing words of delusion it's like you’re in my mind
The world that I love floating straight up above
I'm watching hells jaw under as you give me a shove

And I fall, it didn't take long just to hit the bottom
Of the bottle on the side a cigarette to chase the lie
So nicotine a day keeps the hunger at bay
So I'll just starve myself alone in the anguish I'll fade

It's just head pain we feel 
that keeps us alive
yeah we ache to serve a god that doesn't give a flying fuck
watch the anguish of a lover it's like he wants us just to suffer so

So why do we care
about who we are
If I could find a way to finally just say that I'm coping
Watch the ones who say they're hoping but your hopes just left me choking

Yeah, Yeah

Watch the world around me swallow me whole
The sky cracks open blood tears flood the empty hall
Screams of a lover as she’s sucked in the void
Panic attacks take over when I'm stuck with a choice

Do I stay here or swim
I guess I'll never know 
Life’s a fucking joke when wake up and you just suffer
Getting jealous of another whose normal, so wounds we cover 

So the world doesn't see confusion comes from a lover
Who knows your not fine you're breaking, you struggle to get up
And you just smother out any tiny bit of her doubt
She hasn't got the strength to help so you just wait all this out

Until you make friends with the person down in your chest
They try to make you feel so better but they know you cave to stress
So a little bit of hate comes again with the waves
You starve your own body out just to block out the pain

It's just head pain we feel 
that keeps us alive
yeah we ache to serve a god that doesn't give a flying fuck
watch the anguish of a lover it's like he wants us just to suffer so

So why do we care
about who we are
If I could find a way to finally just say that I'm coping
Watch the ones who say they're hoping but your hopes just left me choking

It's Inside

GETAWAY

SIR!

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CHRIS RAIN - SIR!

LEVEL TWO COMPLETE W/ DOWNFVLL (Prod. FIDI X OMXNEMO)

Produced By. MoreCalcium
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

Like to feel bad cause at least that’s something
I been doing good baby I ain’t been cutting
How the fuck you been?
We ain’t talked in months and
I just been missing you loving and laughing

Tell me how you’re feeling, I think you’re feeling the same way
told her i’m the villain but i’m finna make that all change
lately i feel withered ion wanna go the same pace
so how are you feeling cuz i gotta feel the same way

Pick apart my brain
let me know if i’m insane
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die
Kill me, make me fly
Oh my god I wonder why
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die

Feel afixiated i can’t see straight
lost in medication feeling irate
take so many pills just to feel faith
thinking of my death, man it feels great

I lost sleep last night cause I can’t face the nightmares in my brain
As i lose my sanity I hope that you can find peace in my pain

Pick apart my brain
let me know if i’m insane
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die
Kill me, make me fly
Oh my god I wonder why
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die

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WITHERED

PSYCHOGENESIS

PSYCHOGENESIS (REMIX)

Lyrics:

You, you, won’t, won’t catch me
You, you, won’t, won’t catch me

You, you, you, you
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Catch, catch, catch, catch
Me - e - e - e - e - e - e - e
You, you, you, you
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Catch, catch, catch, catch
Me - e - e - e - e - e - e - e

Don’t you wanna stay?
Where it’s safe with me
Don’t you runaway
Baby please
Don’t you wanna stay?
Where it’s safe with me
Don’t you runaway
Baby please

You, you, you, you
You know I love the way
That we play this little game
And you know I’ll never stay too far away
And you know I love the way
That we play this little game
And you know I’ll never stay too far away
You know I love the way
We play this little game
You know I’ll never stay too far away
You know I love the way
We play this little game
You know I’ll never stay far away

If love can’t kill you
It makes you stronger
Even when your heart breaks
If love can’t kill you
It makes you stronger
Even when your heart breaks


You, you, you, you
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Catch, catch, catch, catch
Me - e - e - e - e - e - e - e
You, you, you, you
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Catch, catch, catch, catch
Me - e - e - e - e - e - e - e

You, you, won’t, won’t catch me
You, you, won’t, won’t catch me

Don’t you wanna stay?
Where it’s safe with me
Don’t you runaway
Baby please
Don’t you wanna stay?
Where it’s safe with me
Don’t you runaway
Baby please

U WON'T CATCH ME

U WON'T CATCH ME 💌

Bless me father
Bless me father

You burn the fire and call me a sinner 
From where I'm standing, I think I'm the winner
Live in a world that is so black and white 
Time for confession, step into the light

I'll cut your hands off, don't you see 
I'll make you wish the devil found you first

I'll make you wish the devil found you first
I'll make you wish the devil found you first
Bless me father, demon daughter 
Bless me father, demon daughter

You were a predator now you're my prey 
I need a pound of your flesh time to pay
(burn the steeple)
Fall to your knees and you're trying to pray 
I cut out your tongue, you've got no words to say
(Speak no evil)

I'll cut your hands off, don't you see 
I'll make you wish the devil found you first

I'll make you wish the devil found you first
I'll make you wish the devil found you first
Bless me father, demon daughter 
Bless me father, demon daughter

I'll make you wish the devil found you first
I'll make you wish the devil found you first
I'll make you wish the devil found you first
I'll make you wish the devil found you first
Bless me father, demon daughter 
Bless me father, demon daughter

MAKE YOU WISH

Walking on a tightrope in the end
Been looking at the way down from the air
It may be time to ease the pain
Broken stride caught in the rain

Just leave me to die
I let my soul weep
Paralyzed that part of me
Blind eyes that can't see
All the shame within
Dark days are too loud
Uneasy right now

Baby will you stay forever 
Dont rip my heart out
Before it's empty 
Cause you're worth more than life
The shattered glass of mine
Reflect a better time

If I don’t do something right
I may disappear
I’ve been lining up the white
Look in the mirror
I couldn’t see my reflection
My course in need of correction
I’ve been hanging by a thread
Don’t look at me unravel
You’ve been running through my head
I’ve been kicking up gravel
To keep up with you
We made it through the summer
Make no sudden moves
No telling what I might do

Just leave me to die
I let my soul weep
Paralyzed that part of me
Blind eyes that can't see
All the shame within
Dark days are too loud
Uneasy right now

Baby will you stay forever 
Dont rip my heart out
Before it's empty 
Cause you're worth more than life
The shattered glass of mine
Reflect a better time

MAKE YOU WISH

A.Vi

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