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My gentle flow of time has ceased to move
The blood I spill no longer stains
I've kept your memory 4 thousand years: the dream we saw that day

In another life, held your hand
Recollect your dream, don't forget

I've spent so long inside this hospital
the bursting wires made me sick
No thoughts or prayers ever reach me here
I wish I could exist

In another life
Saw you smile
Recollect your dream
Fate unwinds

бесконечное лето; fate unwinds +chuchu

vocal
dom kan inte förstå mei
å ändå kämpar så mot mei
sorgen kommer upp ... ? 
inget mer än man tål
@my.nettle för att där postar ja om min musik ofta mer än på en websida som finns på nätet på här men se till att ni laddar ner ett operativsystem eller usb för att aksessa detta för att inte spåras

mute

touchscreen fantasy

@toumeishoujo @lovelifeallthetime
art by kae --> www.instagram.com/kaeyurin

double dutch (nezumi22 + stationery)

download it for free: https://himegalist.bandcamp.com/album/green-bank-radio-quiet-orchestra

green bank radio quiet orchestra

Trick

:*☆ f'u,n'k dʘ J-B ☆*: o(≧▽≦)o

@chekimeshi 
         

how do you expect me to receive a 'vision' if i can't even see?

well you're allowed to see if you want - i never said that was a part of it

ok well i can't exactly /see/ like.. this

so?

so? wat the hell do you expect me to do?

it's not the same avenue of transmission,,,:m

it's a vague spatial flavour -- like a set of instructions. it's a written description transcribed with spiritual fuzz

you have to piece it together with sticks in the mud with your hands & stuff if you want to /see/ it

ok well i have absolutely no idea what you're on about but /i/ feel like a fecking idiot laying here like this

yeah, you look like one too!

...

what am i even getting out of any of this? why do you want me here?

i think /you/ want to be here as much as /i/ want you to be :4

just wait a bit longer --

feel the objects around you begin to tilt about an anthropomorphic axis

keep setting there .. let your spirit slip out your ribcage & absorb into the floor under you

SPLASH SPLASH SPLASH

KNOCKING ON THE DOOR

DOORKNOB TURNS

DOOR OPENS & THEY BOTH WALK OUT WHILE HOLDING HANDZ WITH DRINKZ IN HAND

THERE"S CANDLES & STUFF ON THE TABLE

THERE"S CHATTER & STUFF BUT NONE OF THE OTHER PEOPLE ARE AS REAL AS THEY ARE

JUST PERVERSE & PRIMITIVE PSYCHOSPIRITUAL APPROXIMATIONS COBBLED UP BY TRIKSTER SPIRITS HELPING TURN THE SPOOL ON THE PROJECTOR

NEITHER OF THEM ARE SATISFIED OR RATHER THE VISCERAL DISSATISFACTION IS OVERCLOCKING THEIR NOGGINS

ANTI-HATE IS THEIR MIRROR

SO DEPRAVED THAT THEY CAN"T HELP BUT SLIP SPONTANEOUSLY INTO A PERVERSE STATE OF SUPER_SATIATION

WAIT LIKE, NO, EVERYTHING IS ACTUALLY SO PERFECT

THEY ACCIDENTALLY FORMED THE IDEAL LIFE OUT OF FUZZ FROM THE E_DUMPSTER

THEY FEEL SUCH A SMOTHERING HATRED OF ONE ANOTHER & THEMSELVES THAT THE LINE BETWEEN VIOLENT DISGUST & PSYCHE_MELTING IDOLATRY _ SMEARS & DRIPS ONTO THE FLOOR

THEY ARE NEARLY BREAKING INTO HYSTERICS... THE THIRST TO CRAWL INTO ONE ANOTHER HAS THEM NEARLY CLAWING AT THEIR THROATS & GURGLING UP HYPE_BILE

BUT AT THE SAME TIME, NEITHER CAN'T HARDLY BEAR ANOTHER MOMENT STANDING BESIDE THE OTHER

WELL THEY THINK THEY ARE DISGUSTING

BUT THIS IS A WORLD THAT WAS CREATED FOR THEM & THEM ALONE

THERE"S SNOW ON THE ROAD & SH!T

THERE"S NOBODY THERE BUT THE TREES AREN"T REALLY SURE WHAT ROOTS ARE SO THEY ARE SORT OF FLICKERING & GIGGLING & STUFF

EVEN THE TABLE LEGS ARE SENTIENT (well)

THEY ARE SHAKING & MAKING EYE CONTACT & DRAGGING THEIR FEET AROUND IN THE RECYCLE BIN PAPER & CARDBOARD & STUFF

THEY ARE LAUGHING & SEIZING & SQUEEZING EACH OTHER"S HANDS SO TIGHT IT HURTS REALLY BAD - THEY ARE CRACKING THE F**K UP WITH FRANTIC FLAIR

IT ALREADY GOT TO THIS POINT SO QUICKLY

ALL THE REST HAS TO BE STAGED NOW

JUST PICTURE THEM DRUNK & TREMBLING

GOING ON A NICE NIGHT OUTING PRESCRIBED & PERFORMED BY THEIR PSYCHIC SURROUNDINGS

THE LIGHTS ARE SHINING RIGHT ON THEM _ THE PROVERBIAL WHOLE FECKING WORLD HAS ITS EYES ON "EM

IF SOMETHING DOESN"T HAPPEN SOON, THEY ARE GOING TO EAT ONE ANOTHER

			-
o-oh

ok... yeah i-

i think i get it now.

horseshoe study (l/r m/s) | →yve~tte

i dont rlly have anything to say about this. when i made it i was honestly just trying to express my ether in the purest way possible for me, which is music. I didnt add words and i didnt use a 4/4 standard timing because i didnt want any limitations in how i could express myself i wanted the song to be completely me and my soul. The singing/humming is completely improvised and first take since i wanted to make it as authentic as possible, i tend to get super perfectionist and completely change everything i make and if i know others will see it i change it for them aswell, i didnt want to end up doing that for this i wanted it to be completely my own. The birds in the beginning were recorded from my phone on my daily bike ride home, i added it because whenever im on my bike in the woods by myself i feel completely free and myself, at peace, and i wanted to put that feeling into the song. The cover is of a place i go to by myself whenever i feel sad or i want to think or i just want to be at peace and see a nice view (there r cool cows there), sometimes i go there just to scream as loud as i can because of how empty it is, its another place i feel completely free and myself without judgement so i made it the cover, I got the idea to do this from "all about lily chou chou" where they describe what ether is and i tried to replicate that in real life but i cant really explain here what ether really is so i think if anybody reads this you should watch the movie "all about lily chou chou" to understand what ether means to you.. the movie is really good and it has really really good music too. I hope somebody can enjoy this thingy ive crudely made

Myether

A little tribute to The Penguin Cafe Orchestra…well at least it’s got a ukelele on it…

Penguin Party

Mn13, Mn11


Balance....(it's simple word,but its so hard if you try)

yaver aver its like "my" weird style you can easily defeat mn13
ban me 
obviously it's not nice
make an insect noise; be happy YOU DONT UNDERSTAND
M.A.J.O.R.

mute

mynetle