Cover Art by Mariam Zohra D.
Poetry is just the evidence of life. If your life is burning well, poetry is just the ash.

taRka is buRning (Kamli Noo Rang la Gaya)

March compilation of 45 tracks goes into rotation on Meticulous Midgets radio http://mitota.club

☀ About it: http://stopcran.ru/blog/2021-03-27-213 ☀ Thanks for sharing!

Subscribe to our bilingual print magazine with CD-application, which will rerease in late spring: 
https://meticulousmidgets.bandcamp.com/merch/meticulous-midgets-magazine-2021-cd

CD-only: https://meticulousmidgets.bandcamp.com/album/meticulous-midgets-compilation-2021

Picture:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leshan_Giant_Buddha
https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/%D0%A1%D1%82%D0%B0%D1%82%D1%83%D1%8F_%D0%91%D1%83%D0%B4%D0%B4%D1%8B_%D0%B2_%D0%9B%D1%8D%D1%88%D0%B0%D0%BD%D0%B5

HIT-PARADE: all №1 (march 2021)

Mahan Mahan's Favorite Tracks April 2021

fragments of this poem in a few different songs
MY MISTAKE
https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/my-mistake/

My MistaKeY

Arma Ignifera

Burning Ember - The Collection

Joint collaborations with @herronsound and @myrhyum

A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

@enigmacurry
@herronsound
@myrhyum
@dusboblaze
playlist artwork is a detail from a piece by @enigmacurry

> myrcury <
@enigmacurry  @myrhyum

Mercury : The Messenger archetype. Planet of perception, mindset, communication.⁣

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we're also part of 
Sign My Enigma (w/ @scilentsymphony) 
MyrhmahEnigmaniferaCurry (w/ @herronsound) 
of mystique & myrcury (w/ @mystique_wind )

EnigmaCurry

Rhyming May Recur | myrcury +

Rhyming May Recur ~~ MYRCURY ++ friends

Библиотека состояний - Weideraufnachmer [real time recording 29.08.2020]
@Meticulous-Midgets Magazine 2020 presentation: 
https://meticulousmidgets.bandcamp.com/album/weideraufnachmer

from: Weideraufnachmer (Meticulous Midgets Magazine presentation 2020) [live 29.08.2020]

I wrote this poem when I was 20 years old. And it's dedicated to my mom.

CRAZY COMPASS: Moscow, Russia (march 2021)

music: Sergey Kobzev @Jasny-Svetly, @Assembly-Of-Honey
photo, text, vocal, fr mixing: Nata Boundariver @CrazyCompass

~

ТАКСИ

Я пыталась поймать такси.
Остановилась машина.
Моя мама сидела за рулем.
Двадцать лет назад.
Я сказала: подбрось по пути.
Она ответила: садись, буду рада.
И мне было так просто, так легко и уютно внутри.

Я пыталась поймать такси.

~

TAXI

I tried to catch a taxi.
The car stopped.
My mom was driving.
Twenty years ago.
I said: give me a ride on the way.
She answered: sit down, I'll be glad.
And it was so simple, so easy and quiet inside.

I tried to catch a taxi.

~

from: http://jasny-svetly.ru/faq/2-1#24

download

ТАКСИ / taxi (with Ясный-Svetly)

foundational track is by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
One Hundred Fives : https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/one-hundred-fives
additional fixings & final mix by Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics & voice, their pre-mix & artwork by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

lyrics based on the poem "My Mistake"
https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/my-mistake/
other songs from the past that use this poem as well are here:
https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/sets/my-mistakey

MY MISTAKE
------------------
I lacked that tenacity you forecasted for me
last week

I lost my grip

the steadfastness and patience
you prayed for
was lost on me
the way pages are lost flinging
from an open case

tattered, worn/leathered
open case
that files away
unanswered questions, as if they never         pile up

my resolute demeanour that
escapes me now
I boasted so gracefully

with rough tongue i do
lick my wounds
and tears i kept for too long
do well to subdue
the promise of your return

I lie with hope every night
leaving myself alone

that determination you thought you saw in my eyes
was certain, daunting anger
hidden rage barking in the voice of hate

so righteous I became;
the director and projector of my pain

when the truth is a story of the choiceless one must
begin again

such a clean-slate you flung at me
all it caught was this ego-stenched
pungent smell of fury

it drips over my every move
like poison to fool
those blessings you shower upon me now
those borrowed tears I’ve used
trying to wipe away my mistake –
my de-robed mind

Begin Again | A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

without a light

Myrh had been preparing for this meeting for a long time. The man, whom everyone called only "The Beast", came to the settlement in which she was the ruler. The beast was known for always collecting exorbitant tribute from all villages, and he did not care how people would live after he left.
Myrh treated him to a joint, and then he began to talk about money, and His face gradually began to resemble a pig's snout. Myrh answered him about the farmers. No money, no food. No food, no farmers. No farmers - no money! Ferstein?

And he understood. 

_______________________________________________

@enigmacurry  @mystique_wind  @myrhyum

of mystique & myrcury | Tithing to the Beast (5hq5'w 23ll pu5 3d)

music, vocal fx & art by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
instrumental here: https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/manifest-v1
vocals by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

Video

Myrcury | Manifest

root instrumental by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
"Planet" https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/planet 
additional fixings, final mix & master by Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics, vocals, cover art by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

Dedicated to Lady of Fire Poetry @ladyofire & Unearth Noise @unearthnoise
with respect to a post by Lady of Fire Poetry as she listened to tracks from UN & Dreamspeak (with Myrh) double album "And The Light Beams Will Guide The Way". 'We Hold Each Other' lyrics are inspired by her words and a song from the album by UN titled 'We are Inside Each Other'.
check out the meditative track & album here: 
https://lullabiesforinsomniacslabel.bandcamp.com/album/and-the-light-beams-will-guide-the-way

WE HOLD EACH OTHER
___________________
one another
each other

we hold each other up

souls and hearts in our hands
souls and hearts in our hands

souls and hearts in our hands
souls and hearts in our hands

we hold
each other each other each other

we hold each other
hold each other

hearts & souls
hearts & souls
in our hands
in our hands

we hold each other!~
we hold each other!
each other!
each other!

in the longest night
in the longest night
under the bridge *

We Know The Way!
We Know The Way!
The Way!
We Know The Way!
We Know The Way!

ever ever brave
ever ever crave
we know the way
we know the way
ever ever
through the longest night
we know the way
through the longest night*

Hearts & Minds & Souls & Bodies!!!
Hearts & Minds & Souls & Bodies!!!

We are in each other!
We are in each other!
We are in each other.

Hearts & Minds in our hands
Hearts & Minds

we hold each other
ooooh I don’t know, but I’m holding on!

Oh! - Each other!

_____________________________
* this verse is from a poem here: https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/08/21/the-shadows-of-our-love/

A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry | Planet Rider "We Hold Each Other"

music, final mix & master, artwork . EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
words, voice, background noise & artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

Words | myrcury

music . Arma ignifera @herronsound
open collab "Thru An Open Window" https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/thru-an-open-window
lyrics, vocals & their production, artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

RitualDusk | Arma Ignifera's Thru An Open Window

Thank You Hell Feeder @hell-feeder
for the invitation
to remix "Mabon" https://soundcloud.com/hell-feeder/mabon
lyrics, vocals (their production) & light master by taRka @myrhyum
piano & remix by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry

ON A BARELL
_________________

I been workin’
I’ve been workin’

Sittin’ on a Barell that was hard to find
Sittin’ on a Barell that was hard to find
Sittin’!
Sittin’ on a Barell that was hard to find
Sittin’ on a Barell that was hard to find
I’d been working over time over time
I’d been working over time

I been workin’

.. it was hard to find
I’d been working over time

Hell Feeder - Mabon (Myrcury Remix)

Mamma's Voice - musique Z

music, final mix/master, artwork . EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
lyrics, vocals & their pre-mix, artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

____________
But the city keeps on building
and the house is falling down
but the city keeps on building

And The City Keeps On | Myrcury

music . mista hope
https://soundcloud.com/mista-hope/cavernicus
spoken word / vocal mix . mariam zohra d

find lyrics here: 
https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/my-mistake/

its too late

My Mistake - Mista Hope/Myrh

music & master . Emmy Infernal @emmyinfernal /  Protein @user-220497532
instrumental here : open collab for vocals https://soundcloud.com/emmyinfernal/dirge-break-open-collab-for-vocals
vocals / lyrics / artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

lyrics in part are from this poem
https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/my-mistake/
these lyrics are also weaved into this song
https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/my-mistake-mista-hope-myrh

Des Ton De Ton - Emmy Infernal | Myrh

God and Devil

https://gate.sc/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fnothingispersonal.wordpress.com%2F2016%2F11%2F18%2Fflooding-in%2F&token=4be47d-1-1573670054551
https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/omphalos
https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum  takes this into the depths of a swirling underground cave, in which we find a mystery cult ritual now in progress...….https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry
Art by Kristina Mills         https://m.facebook.com/KristinasFineArtStudio/

Omphalos (Echo Like Moonlight)A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

Piano, classical guitar and original composition by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
Lyrics, Vocals capture and their FX by Myrh
Artwork By Ryan McGuire, Cover Design By Mariam Zohra D.
An Arma Ignifera Smelting w. added bass, strings, drum, 
piano, flute, gong, chimes ... & mix of all elements @herronsound

RISES IN YOUR EYES

so fall to the very arms i love
i seek, I seek
i forever believe in this
believe

for what else is therein
is that we long for what we don’t 
don’t know

diya*

Eyes like moon
oh i know i know
oh i know i know

i know i know
the moon rises in your eyes
moon rise in your eyes
rise in your eyes
your eyes
your eyes

the moon
(and I) buckle under pressure
under pressure
the moon rise in your eyes
and it calms

calm me down
the moon rises in your
calm me down
in your eyes
calm me down

*light from oil candle in clay bowl

Rises In Your Eyes - A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

Created using Alluvium https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/alluvium and additional piano by https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry 
Lead Vocals and Lyrics by  https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum
Sweet Honey*(backing vocals) by https://soundcloud.com/dusboblaze
Art by Kristina Mills  facebook.com/KristinasFineArtStudio
 
You Call

seeds that fall
and grow

the
Forces of nurture
always in danger
forces of nurture
always in danger

to live
and let live

..and love and live and live
"live and love 
hope for a joyful future"*

you call? we answer!



* all rights given away.

Praespero (Alluvium) By A MyrmahDusEnigmaboniferaCurryblaze

created with SuperFluid by Enigma Curry https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/superfluid
Lyrics and Vocals by Mariam Zohra D. @tariqa-kali https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum
Art by Kristina Mills



MIRAGE
escape into a realm 
where the language of the body 
is heard as old as the root systems in the soil of all times 
with bone and blood of all our kin

deliver a mirage when you remember 
everything

recall
recall we used to write and stare at the sea and feed the fire
recall

closer come so i can be clear
so i can be clear

and deliver a mirage when you remember 
everything
deliver a mirage when you remember 
everything

feed the fire
a whisper

now, recall! we made forever! our home! ever ever ever

as old as the root system
with soil of bone and blood of our kin
what we sacrificed without regret
and escape into a plane of existence
feed the fire
deliver a mirage
when you remember
everything

recall we used to write and stare at the sea and feed the fire
your voice sounds like a whisper
recall
we met on a 
Windy Day
and I asked for a drink of water

forever! our home!

escape into a realm 
where the language of the body 
is heard as old as the root systems in the soil of all times 
with bone and blood of all our kin

in with the compassion and the deceit, what we sacrifice without regret. escape into a plane of existence that can indeed fly with you on its wings and deliver a mirage when you remember everything.

recall we used to write and stare at the ceiling and feed the fire. a whisper sounds like your voice

recall we made forever our home.

Mirage by A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

music, final mix & balance . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics, vocal performance & their pre-mix, cover art manipulation & design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
instrumental is an open collaboration 'FourThreeSeven' https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/84bpmfsharpminorfourthreeseven
original Art by Kristina Mills m.facebook.com/KristinasFineArtStudio/

I WAS SURE
I put my hand in the fire
I put my hand in the fire a long time ago

All the pieces of the board
they’re lost on me
I know they were there before…

I put my hand in the fire

They’re lost on me
the pieces on the board
they’re no more….

They were there before

And I’m still burnin

where did the pieces go?
they were there before….

And I’m still burnin

Queen was looking on you….
… King likes to shiver we know, we know, we know

they were there before…sure I was sure
they were there before

sure i was sure
those pieces on the board

pawns under your toes
all the silence and hopes

and i’m still burnin
psssst…. and i’m still burnin

oh right away! its nothing I could capture!
yeah you try and then so… where did the pieces go?
they were there before
sure, i was sure….

on the board
on the board
all aboard
if you wanna disappear
if you wanna disappear
if you wanna
disappear
come on aboard!
cause i seen those pieces disappear
on the board
on the board
on the board!

sure i was sure

I Was Sure - Arma Ignifera & Myrh

Composition by Enigma Curry @enigmacurry 
"Root" https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/root
Smelted by Arma Ignifera @herronsound with additional fixings
Lyrics, vocals, their pre-mix & cover design by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
Original painting by Kristina Mills
Remastered by @herronsound on Apr. 15

RUN WITH ME
Oh Ranjha,Vay! Tu ketha? Hey Ranjha, you, where are you?
Oh Ranjha, would you run?

Ranjha tu kethay vay janda? vay? Ranjha, where do you go?

Would you run with me now?
run away

Teray diwanay (mad for you)
teray diwanay

teray diwanay
teray diwanay

where did you go?
Ranjha vay tu kethay?
Ranjha vay tu kethay?
Ranjha vay…

You never ran away with me
You never ran away with me

Ranjha vay tu kethay?
tu kethay?
tu kethay?
gone? too late?!

run with me now
run with me now
would you run with me now?
would you run away with me?
would you run with me now!
would you run with me now!
would you run, run!

Hey! would you run with me now! Hey!

Run With Me (Remastered) - A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

root instrumental (composition with piano+) . Enigma Curry @enigmacurry
find it here: "Migratorium" https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/migratorium
arrangement, additional fixings (bass, guitar, drum), final mix & master . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics , vocals & their pre-mix, artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2017/03/30/warmth/
This poem was also weaved into this song https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/beauty-soul-maat
WARMTH
---------------
and i go to those hidden valleys and ridges
known to the likes of ancient creatures and spirits
and with my eyes down and my hair wild
i ask my lovers of past
to take my picture

as if the mist did never have lips!
and mossy bark won’t hold even a scrape of my skin!
there standing in
defiance and manic understanding
like a tease
my hair wild

i feel
i am no mystery
without my warmth
for the cold-pressed loss
lasts, lasts
time itself, baked in your name

the creatures and spirits
my eyes and hair,
we burn
and rise once again

so lovers of past
take my picture
for my warmth i send

________________

background lyrics:

FILLIIN UP WITH MO

see far, no worry my love
said we never know (wait...)
oh all i can say
I am full and 

said i wanted for nothing more
said i wanted for nothing more

my love
well we never know (really) know a way
a way

said i wanted for nothing more
said i wanted for nothing more

still fillin up with mo

and I'm still fillin up with more
fillin up with mo

I am full and i'm fillin up some mo*!

* remembering 'mo(u)rning'

Fillin' Up With Mo`  - A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

music with additional fixings . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
original open collab here: https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/riverside-open-collab-offer
lyrics, vocals & their premix, cover design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
photo by Myrh and still shot by Michael Louw

DAY DREAMING NIGHTS
________________________
carry up to town
day dreaming day/night
i hear someone
my loved one, (saying) come home

i hear knocking
home
who’s at my door?
who’s at my door?
who’s at my door?
i hear you knocking
come home
come home
come home

day dreams at night
dreaming the same dream

is the morning really going to come
times are changing
is the morning really gong to come
carry up to dawn
day dreaming night
day dreaming night
i hear someone

my loved one come home
come home

come home
come home

in our dreams


is the morning really gong to come take us away?
does the morning ever (really come)?

come home

Day Dreaming Nights | Arma Ignifera & Myrh

music with additional fixings & final mix/master . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
original instrumental here: https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/quickie-mart-slush
lyrics, vocals & their premix, artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
photo by Myrh and still shots by Michael Louw

Lyrics are based on verses from various poems from my chapbook These Tales Are True https://tarka1.bandcamp.com/merch/these-tales-are-true
"REPLAY" IN A WORLD OF WALLS
 _________________________________

 In a world of walls
In a world of walls

politicization of self?
 De!politicization of self! 
 Contextualize yourself

Take Comfort!
  For without long hallways
 and tall ceilings
 there is little ledge to perch 
corridors plenty 
with windows carving etchings 
for shadow 
for light

in a world of walls
inherited a memory…
in a world of walls 
in a world 
in a world
inherited a memory
in a world of walls 
in a world
 in a world of walls 
in a world

She’d had the back turned, over the years! 
She’d had her back turned, over the years!
She’s had her back turned, Oh oh!

See the city streets are so crowded
 in a world of walls 
in a world of walls
a Replay!
 in a world of walls! 
It’s a replay, in a world of walls, its a replay!
Oh oh!

 sour crude interaction! 
replays! that’s the play!
 replays! that’s the play! 
replays!

Think Again! Think Again! 
Replays!
Thats the play! 
Replay!
Crude! 
Think Again!

Rewind and play again?
 memories, memories! 
play a game, play a game 
it’s thick and caked on in ugly display again 
on a shelf for high price again 

today, my scent is bloody 
saliva in my mouth
  weak and shivering 
each breath: beating: closer to peace : closer to calm

(beneath a brew of memories)
 today my scent is bloody
beneath the weight the art lays
today my scent is bloody

These Tales Are True

"Replay" In A World Of Walls | Arma Ignifera & Myrh

original composition & final mix . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
instrumental with slight adjustments is open for collaboration here: https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/truenameopencollab
lyrics & vocals & cover art . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

lyrics based on this poem: The Crow
https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/02/24/the-crow/

included in this compilation
https://sindhurecords.bandcamp.com/track/arma-ignifera-myrh-your-true-name

Sindhu Records

Your True Name | Arma Ignifera & Myrh

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the empty shells surrounding the deep love
END EMPIRE

taRka: a process, a place
a collaborative project
by Myrh : Mariam Zohra D
poetry/song/visual arts
@myrhyum @myrhyummy @tariqa-kali
> https://tarka1.bandcamp.com/
> https://mariam-zohra-d.my.canva.site/portfolio#home

great appreciation to
a network of enchanted,
conscious music,
enabling me to weave
a poetry of resilience.
journeying to mystic places,
reflection, projected in waves of rhythm.
feeling home in melodies
made of new and old.
paintings to spark the soul.

This space is proudly shared with
VIA DE ACCESO
@viadeacceso
& NEUROLOGICK THUNDER RKDZ. 
@user-685450274

Begin Again | A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

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