Love Songs for Myrh No. 8 "the Mo(u)rning"

Freak Radio (Songs Marc Freak likes!! Oh and some of his too)

Arma Ignifera

Burning Ember - The Collection

With @herronsound, Noise from the Basement, and @myrhyum

Arma Ignifera and crew

Joint collaborations with @herronsound and @myrhyum

A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

@enigmacurry
@herronsound
@myrhyum
@dusboblaze
playlist artwork is a detail from a piece by @enigmacurry

> myrcury <
@enigmacurry  @myrhyum

Mercury : The Messenger archetype. Planet of perception, mindset, communication.⁣

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we're also part of 
Sign My Enigma (w/ @scilentsymphony) 
MyrhmahEnigmaniferaCurry (w/ @herronsound) 
of mystique & myrcury (w/ @mystique_wind )

EnigmaCurry

Rhyming May Recur | myrcury +

Rhyming May Recur ~~ MYRCURY ++ friends

https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/base-noise-open-collab
Dbl Bass with bow, Drums and percs are my fault.

BASS noise with Enigma Curry

foundational track is by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
One Hundred Fives : https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/one-hundred-fives
additional fixings & final mix by Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics & voice, their pre-mix & artwork by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

lyrics based on the poem "My Mistake"
https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/my-mistake/
other songs from the past that use this poem as well are here:
https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/sets/my-mistakey

MY MISTAKE
------------------
I lacked that tenacity you forecasted for me
last week

I lost my grip

the steadfastness and patience
you prayed for
was lost on me
the way pages are lost flinging
from an open case

tattered, worn/leathered
open case
that files away
unanswered questions, as if they never         pile up

my resolute demeanour that
escapes me now
I boasted so gracefully

with rough tongue i do
lick my wounds
and tears i kept for too long
do well to subdue
the promise of your return

I lie with hope every night
leaving myself alone

that determination you thought you saw in my eyes
was certain, daunting anger
hidden rage barking in the voice of hate

so righteous I became;
the director and projector of my pain

when the truth is a story of the choiceless one must
begin again

such a clean-slate you flung at me
all it caught was this ego-stenched
pungent smell of fury

it drips over my every move
like poison to fool
those blessings you shower upon me now
those borrowed tears I’ve used
trying to wipe away my mistake –
my de-robed mind

Begin Again | A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

Myrh had been preparing for this meeting for a long time. The man, whom everyone called only "The Beast", came to the settlement in which she was the ruler. The beast was known for always collecting exorbitant tribute from all villages, and he did not care how people would live after he left.
Myrh treated him to a joint, and then he began to talk about money, and His face gradually began to resemble a pig's snout. Myrh answered him about the farmers. No money, no food. No food, no farmers. No farmers - no money! Ferstein?

And he understood. 

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@enigmacurry  @mystique_wind  @myrhyum

of mystique & myrcury | Tithing to the Beast (5hq5'w 23ll pu5 3d)

music, vocal fx & art by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
instrumental here: https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/manifest-v1
vocals by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

Video

Myrcury | Manifest

root instrumental by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
"Planet" https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/planet 
additional fixings, final mix & master by Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics, vocals, cover art by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

Dedicated to Lady of Fire Poetry @ladyofire & Unearth Noise @unearthnoise
with respect to a post by Lady of Fire Poetry as she listened to tracks from UN & Dreamspeak (with Myrh) double album "And The Light Beams Will Guide The Way". 'We Hold Each Other' lyrics are inspired by her words and a song from the album by UN titled 'We are Inside Each Other'.
check out the meditative track & album here: 
https://lullabiesforinsomniacslabel.bandcamp.com/album/and-the-light-beams-will-guide-the-way

WE HOLD EACH OTHER
___________________
one another
each other

we hold each other up

souls and hearts in our hands
souls and hearts in our hands

souls and hearts in our hands
souls and hearts in our hands

we hold
each other each other each other

we hold each other
hold each other

hearts & souls
hearts & souls
in our hands
in our hands

we hold each other!~
we hold each other!
each other!
each other!

in the longest night
in the longest night
under the bridge *

We Know The Way!
We Know The Way!
The Way!
We Know The Way!
We Know The Way!

ever ever brave
ever ever crave
we know the way
we know the way
ever ever
through the longest night
we know the way
through the longest night*

Hearts & Minds & Souls & Bodies!!!
Hearts & Minds & Souls & Bodies!!!

We are in each other!
We are in each other!
We are in each other.

Hearts & Minds in our hands
Hearts & Minds

we hold each other
ooooh I don’t know, but I’m holding on!

Oh! - Each other!

_____________________________
* this verse is from a poem here: https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/08/21/the-shadows-of-our-love/

A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry | Planet Rider "We Hold Each Other"

An open collab with @herronsound :: https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/thru-an-open-window

A Width Renown Upon (Thru An Open Window) - Arma Ignifera | EnigmaCurry

music, final mix & master, artwork . EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
words, voice, background noise & artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

Words | myrcury

music . Arma ignifera @herronsound
open collab "Thru An Open Window" https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/thru-an-open-window
lyrics, vocals & their production, artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

RitualDusk | Arma Ignifera's Thru An Open Window

Thank You Hell Feeder @hell-feeder
for the invitation
to remix "Mabon" https://soundcloud.com/hell-feeder/mabon
lyrics, vocals (their production) & light master by taRka @myrhyum
piano & remix by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry

ON A BARELL
_________________

I been workin’
I’ve been workin’

Sittin’ on a Barell that was hard to find
Sittin’ on a Barell that was hard to find
Sittin’!
Sittin’ on a Barell that was hard to find
Sittin’ on a Barell that was hard to find
I’d been working over time over time
I’d been working over time

I been workin’

.. it was hard to find
I’d been working over time

Hell Feeder - Mabon (Myrcury Remix)

music, final mix/master, artwork . EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
lyrics, vocals & their pre-mix, artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

____________
But the city keeps on building
and the house is falling down
but the city keeps on building

And The City Keeps On | Myrcury

https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/days-prelate-a-laser-typed-steady-pearl
Photo by Myrh
4/13/2022 additions were added.

March - days prelate a laser typed steady pearl by Enigma Curry

GGPG

Piano, classical guitar and original composition by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
Lyrics, Vocals capture and their FX by Myrh
Artwork By Ryan McGuire, Cover Design By Mariam Zohra D.
An Arma Ignifera Smelting w. added bass, strings, drum, 
piano, flute, gong, chimes ... & mix of all elements @herronsound

RISES IN YOUR EYES

so fall to the very arms i love
i seek, I seek
i forever believe in this
believe

for what else is therein
is that we long for what we don’t 
don’t know

diya*

Eyes like moon
oh i know i know
oh i know i know

i know i know
the moon rises in your eyes
moon rise in your eyes
rise in your eyes
your eyes
your eyes

the moon
(and I) buckle under pressure
under pressure
the moon rise in your eyes
and it calms

calm me down
the moon rises in your
calm me down
in your eyes
calm me down

*light from oil candle in clay bowl

Rises In Your Eyes - A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

> Sign My Enigma <
music . Scilent Symphony @scilentsymphony
music & fractal art . Enigma Curry @enigmacurry
lyrics, vocals & their mix, odd shaker sounds, cover design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh @myrhyum

the instrumental is part of Extemporaneous - Season 1 @extemporaneous-collab
https://soundcloud.com/extemporaneous-collab/s01e10

OUR SONG
"how can we sing our songs in a strange land?" (the melodians - by the rivers of babylon)
"..is the colour of my true loves hair and he knows its true... i love the ground on where he stands" (nina simone - black is the colour of my true love's hair)
"i smell a rose that blooms in the snow" (nina simone - if i should lose you)

my words:
oh forward we move.
oh, city people!
angel.

Our Song | Sign My Enigma

Unknown album (4/4/2020 5:21:49 PM)

Into your Horizon

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4E91iv6ciiQBtsyQaprtug

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2z2ugiTNppfcvhmUq8ocsY?si=ooZFkaWIQI29JN7KRHe84Q

Ramona

music . Mahan Mahan @mahan-mahan & Enigma Curry @enigmacurry
lyrics, vocals with chest pumping action & their mix . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
instrumental here: https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/spatial-fluctuation-ahan-ahan-enigmacurry?in=mahan-mahan/sets/lingering-space-rippers
check out the set of connected songs here soundcloud.com/mahan-mahan/sets/lingering-space-rippers
artwork is from the movie Light Years / Gandahar by Isaac Asimov

MY FOOL
________________
say my love is so so keen
let another night to keep 
said a love
said a love thats hard to find

i composed
see my love
i composed
i love love love

a love like yours before
i met a love a like yours before
i loved so deep 
i loved so hard
i broke my fool

said it broke me fool
said it broke me fool
said it broke me fool
but now the fool is in love again

i met a love like yours before
i met a love like yours before
i loved so hard i broke my fool
the fool is in love again

let me leap to you now
let me leap to you now
let me show you how
the fool knows all about 
all about!
all about!

she says me nah fall so fall so fall!
she say see me now fly fly so wide! fly! fly! so wide!
she say you nah see me, you nah see me yeah, till you feel me yeah!
till you feel me, feel me feel me feel me feel me!
yeah!
yeah!

say you feel me once! be fool!

vailavaila veraveraveravera vaira
hayhayhaaaaaaaaaaa

My fool, see me see me
fly fly! so high! let me show you how, show you how
you're gonna fly again! call you! call you! fly! let me show you how
again, to Leap! Leap Oh! Leap For!
See me Fool? See me Fool? Fly?!

LingeringSpaceRippers

My Fool - Enigma Curry & Mahan Mahan w. Myrh

music, final mix & balance . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics, vocal performance & their pre-mix, cover art manipulation & design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
instrumental is an open collaboration 'FourThreeSeven' https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/84bpmfsharpminorfourthreeseven
original Art by Kristina Mills m.facebook.com/KristinasFineArtStudio/

I WAS SURE
I put my hand in the fire
I put my hand in the fire a long time ago

All the pieces of the board
they’re lost on me
I know they were there before…

I put my hand in the fire

They’re lost on me
the pieces on the board
they’re no more….

They were there before

And I’m still burnin

where did the pieces go?
they were there before….

And I’m still burnin

Queen was looking on you….
… King likes to shiver we know, we know, we know

they were there before…sure I was sure
they were there before

sure i was sure
those pieces on the board

pawns under your toes
all the silence and hopes

and i’m still burnin
psssst…. and i’m still burnin

oh right away! its nothing I could capture!
yeah you try and then so… where did the pieces go?
they were there before
sure, i was sure….

on the board
on the board
all aboard
if you wanna disappear
if you wanna disappear
if you wanna
disappear
come on aboard!
cause i seen those pieces disappear
on the board
on the board
on the board!

sure i was sure

I Was Sure - Arma Ignifera & Myrh

Based upon @herronsound's open collab ::: https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/84bpmfsharpminorfourthreeseven

190,969 - Arma Ignifera | EnigmaCurry

Wasted Life was written at a time when all of my friends seemed to have these terrible boyfriends who just didn't appreciate them and caused problem after problem for them. My lyrics combine the many different flaws of these boys. However the chorus gives perspective as at the time we were 17 years old and rarely does someone that age not simply reflect their upbringing.
This song was one of my favourite to record. I loved looping over the end parts and really enjoyed the challenge of slightly different vocals to usual.

Wasted Life

I spit on you
And everything you love and do
I don't have to conform
Check out my sexy uniform

CHORUS
Tie me up, give a rub
Tell me that I'm a fuck up
Right away do what I say
You cannot beat a wank a day
Tie me up, wounded pup
Tell me that I'm a fuck up
As I lay start to play
Its all free, don't have to pay

A whip and chain
Pull my nipples and watch me spray
You're the boss tonight
We'll role reverse when it gets light

CHORUS

I’m A Fuck Up

If the kids wanna dance
Hot shoes - tight pants
High spirits - cheap bear
My eardrums - Can't hear or won't hear
I'm not here

CHORUS
If the kids wanna dance let them dance, let them dance
If the kids wanna dance let them dance

I'm tired - so what?
Party - I forgot
Can't take the pace
But I'm trying to catch the bass, deep bass
In yer face

CHORUS

One step, one fall
I'm proud I've gall
Raise your finger in the air
Let the world know you care
I don't care, I don't care

CHORUS

If The Kids Wanna Dance (Let Them Dance)

music, remixing, vocal processing & artwork . Enigma Curry @enigmacurry
lyrics, vocals & cover design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
root instrumental here: https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/emerge

Traindrops | myrcury

Composition by Enigma Curry @enigmacurry 
"Root" https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/root
Smelted by Arma Ignifera @herronsound with additional fixings
Lyrics, vocals, their pre-mix & cover design by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
Original painting by Kristina Mills
Remastered by @herronsound on Apr. 15

RUN WITH ME
Oh Ranjha,Vay! Tu ketha? Hey Ranjha, you, where are you?
Oh Ranjha, would you run?

Ranjha tu kethay vay janda? vay? Ranjha, where do you go?

Would you run with me now?
run away

Teray diwanay (mad for you)
teray diwanay

teray diwanay
teray diwanay

where did you go?
Ranjha vay tu kethay?
Ranjha vay tu kethay?
Ranjha vay…

You never ran away with me
You never ran away with me

Ranjha vay tu kethay?
tu kethay?
tu kethay?
gone? too late?!

run with me now
run with me now
would you run with me now?
would you run away with me?
would you run with me now!
would you run with me now!
would you run, run!

Hey! would you run with me now! Hey!

Run With Me (Remastered) - A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

root instrumental (composition with piano+) . Enigma Curry @enigmacurry
find it here: "Migratorium" https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/migratorium
arrangement, additional fixings (bass, guitar, drum), final mix & master . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics , vocals & their pre-mix, artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2017/03/30/warmth/
This poem was also weaved into this song https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/beauty-soul-maat
WARMTH
---------------
and i go to those hidden valleys and ridges
known to the likes of ancient creatures and spirits
and with my eyes down and my hair wild
i ask my lovers of past
to take my picture

as if the mist did never have lips!
and mossy bark won’t hold even a scrape of my skin!
there standing in
defiance and manic understanding
like a tease
my hair wild

i feel
i am no mystery
without my warmth
for the cold-pressed loss
lasts, lasts
time itself, baked in your name

the creatures and spirits
my eyes and hair,
we burn
and rise once again

so lovers of past
take my picture
for my warmth i send

________________

background lyrics:

FILLIIN UP WITH MO

see far, no worry my love
said we never know (wait...)
oh all i can say
I am full and 

said i wanted for nothing more
said i wanted for nothing more

my love
well we never know (really) know a way
a way

said i wanted for nothing more
said i wanted for nothing more

still fillin up with mo

and I'm still fillin up with more
fillin up with mo

I am full and i'm fillin up some mo*!

* remembering 'mo(u)rning'

Fillin' Up With Mo`  - A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

music with additional fixings . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
original open collab here: https://soundcloud.com/herronsound/riverside-open-collab-offer
lyrics, vocals & their premix, cover design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
photo by Myrh and still shot by Michael Louw

DAY DREAMING NIGHTS
________________________
carry up to town
day dreaming day/night
i hear someone
my loved one, (saying) come home

i hear knocking
home
who’s at my door?
who’s at my door?
who’s at my door?
i hear you knocking
come home
come home
come home

day dreams at night
dreaming the same dream

is the morning really going to come
times are changing
is the morning really gong to come
carry up to dawn
day dreaming night
day dreaming night
i hear someone

my loved one come home
come home

come home
come home

in our dreams


is the morning really gong to come take us away?
does the morning ever (really come)?

come home

Day Dreaming Nights | Arma Ignifera & Myrh

<>>>>>>
the empty shells surrounding the deep love
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taRka: a process, a place
a collaborative project
by Myrh : Mariam Zohra D
poetry/song/visual arts
@myrhyum @myrhyummy @tariqa-kali
> https://tarka1.bandcamp.com/
> https://mariam-zohra-d.my.canva.site/portfolio#home

great appreciation to a
network of enchanted,
conscious music,
enabling me to weave
a poetry of resilience.
journeying to mystic places,
reflection, projected in waves of rhythm.
feeling home in melodies
made of new and old.
paintings to spark the soul.

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