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Deleted Katai track from from 2021
Original Title: before & after (katai)
Original Description:
single versions:
https://soundcloud.com/trapmako/wfh
https://soundcloud.com/trapmako/m-n

@x9p:
not even the pills could save me
not even the pills could take me away
if i wasnt here would it still be the same

never thought id need you thought i needed her
36 pills thats what i deserve
in the hospital bed and my body hurt
in the hospital bed and my kidneys hurt

a life where you happy thats what you deserve
i was trapping everyday so you aint have to work
i been at my lowest i been in the dirt
i tried everything but aint a thing work

please dont go
i wish i could hear those words from you
staring at my phone for a call from you
i guess you dont have a heart, everything was true

@x9p:
i gave you everything
i was down bad you aint even look my way
all the money in the world cant bring you back no way
i make money its the only way to numb my pain

moneys the only reason im here today
the day i go broke is my very last day
people switch up, but the moneys always been there for me

everything i said to you, i take it back
in the hospital bed thinking what we had
i might od once again if i cant get it back
now i hear voices in my head i cant never relax

(s/o tee grizzley lol)
Release Date: September 29 2021
Most likely not the original cover however it was used at some point

Singles

Katai - before & after (Katai)

2CUPS + woee33

Vails x Skele x The Sound Clown (Kind Regards)
🦋Production: The Sound Clown
🦋Lyrics: Vails x Skele 
🦋Master: Skele 

Follow Skele on soundcloud:
https://on.soundcloud.com/Gkgq4L8i4pRS7331A
Follow the sound clown on soundcloud:
https://on.soundcloud.com/irtrJoKbCneiMjECA

Lyrics: 

(Vails)
Ohhh Won’t you send me you regards now 
I’m a better off
You’ve gone laid down all your cards now
You thought I bluffed?
Tried to come off you  for ages 
It never happend 
I went out and burnt the pages
Your diaries empty 
Now the memories are tainted
don’t let go
Of this last breathe that we gone share 
can’t cope to fold 
Oh My life’s a fuckin  nightmare 
You’re in control 
Please won’t you put all of the strings down
So I can mold a better life on my own

(Skele)
You know how bad it hurts…
You sit back, do your worst…
No I won’t bare to cry
I’ll wait for saving…

G-Grip hold of the knife, I hold it so tight 
My knuckles through water, praying I see u tonight 
There’s a leak on my life, I let out a soft side
I want you to be holding me as I die 

(Vails)
Ohhh Won’t you send me you regards now 
I’m a better off
You’ve gone laid down all your cards now
You thought I bluffed?
Tried to come off you  for ages 
It never happend 
I went out and burnt the pages
Your diaries empty 
Now the memories are tainted
don’t let go
Of this last breathe that we gone share 
can’t cope to fold 
Oh My life’s a fuckin  nightmare 
You’re in control 
Please won’t you put all of the strings down
So I can mold a better life on my own

(Skele)
Won’t you send me your regards now
gone laid down all your cards now 
You thought I bluffed 
tried to come off u for ages 
Don’t let go 

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Kind Regards (feat. Skele)

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

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Ахуеть просто ахуеть
Мне щя сверлят дверь или стены
В городе забвений
Убиваю время
Надоело здесь быть 
Я хочу курить
Дофаминовая яма
Все вокруг щя калит
Они хотят со мной фото
Я как питер паркер
Детка красивые ножки
Отдавай мне горло сразу
Нахуй эти фразы
Типа не такая

Я не знаю 
Че мне сейчас надо

Наверху тоже есть жизнь
Хочу себя убить
Это точно знаю
Я видел свет в конце тоннеля
И был уже готов (уйти)
Она меня тормозила
В ее теле джины
они все видят
они все видят

Თქვენ Ყველა @vzk1ll - они все видят (prod.xoarwhy) #CursedSwagClan #ismellblood

Vocals & Lyrics by Vails, Guitars by King Theta 
Hope you all enjoy!

Hello, so 
December last year 
Do you remember
all the spoken words 
I tried to conjure up? 
I didn’t have the confidence you’d hope
But I tried my best 
And I hope it showed 
Cus I have something to say 

These Hours felt like minutes
I didn’t know what day it was
And Nothing seemed to matter
until it all fucking does (oh it does)
And I tried to savour eveything
Wire it inside my brain 
Cus I didn’t believe in perfect 
Until I saw your rosy face 

I made you blush and that felt like
I had won at life
Maybe one day 
If All my dreams were real
I’d like to name you mine 

conquering simplicities 
you knew your way with words
didn’t take much of a sentence 
For me to be in total awe 
Of you,

These Hours felt like minutes
I didn’t know what day it was
And Nothing seemed to matter
until it all fucking does (oh it does)
And I tried to savour eveything
Wire it inside my brain 
Cus I didn’t believe in perfect 
Until I saw your rosy face 

I need to Thankyou for what you’ve done
you won’t understand it
I won’t let it fully known 
but my confidence was low
And you told me sweet nothings
but girl to me
They were way more than something 

Ahhhh ohhhhhh
Ahhhh ohhhh
Ahhhh ohhhh
Aghhh ohh
Ahhhh ohhhh

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simplicities.

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

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Сука у
Я щя на большом счету
Пол миллиона сука за день
Сука да я так могу
Вампирский дрип, 
свег на моих пальцах
Я ебу альту
Меня щя в бехе
Везет блонди баба
Что бы забрать су
Когда то ты за меня шарил
А теперь вы просто фу
Хавате этих уебанов 
А  двигаюсь как тру
У нас есть бабки
Но мы зомби нарки
Новый русский тут
Чтоб забрать пачки, сук и цацки
Забираем только с рук
Седня мы едем на сту
В неосознанном бреду.
Меня сильно мажет.
Сегодня ты для меня брат
А завтра на меня пиздишь
Я вырос прямо на окраине
И я выгляжу как фрик
Все что ты за меня знаешь(слухи)
Это выдуманный мир
Вы кинули своего брата
И я сделал о вас вывод
С этой сукой отдыхаем
100к трачу в выходные
Что ты знаешь о морали
Ты ебаный кусок гнили
Они считают меня богом
Хотят моих деток
Я всегда иду только в ввысь
И мне похуй на корысть

ненавижу (888cole)

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