FABLE OF THE WOMAN WHO COLLIDED WITH HERSELF

Needing to rest
she went to visit her middle-aged friend
who’d recently retired 
to his porch swing.

But soon felt disturbed
because that tired man kept telling her:
do what you want, but I say: 
why try to stop this world
from colliding with itself?—
after all, collision seems to be just what people want.

Though she disagreed
our heroine did not challenge him—
she felt too weak to defend 
her choice to do what she could to keep
this world from colliding with itself.

Yes, that work had given her life 
so much life
for so many years
but recently
the life she lived had left her
feeling drained of life.

So now she could actually imagine
retiring to the swing with him
but at the same time 
the thought of succumbing
to that temptation
rang an alarm in her heart.

And so she ended her stay early
and returned to the task
of rolling that stone up a hill.

And whenever her energy lagged
she imagined the man
just sitting here
going back and forth 
without moving
day after day
year after year.
Oh how she pitied him!

But perhaps that strong woman should’ve felt
the same empathy for herself:

in time, the work that gave life to her life 
again began to drain the life from her.
Yet she ignored her fatigue  
out of a sense of responsibility.
And as a result
collided with herself
once again
and had no choice but to rest.

So our heroine returned 
to the man in the swing—
but now without fear of temptation  
because she expected to find him
in slow steady decline—
she believed seeing him
in such a pathetic state
would encourage her 
to continue her work.

But no—
she found him looking happy and pink.
Oh how demoralized she felt then—
how could he just sit there
day after day
year after year 
and still be so buoyant?

Then she got another shock 
when he said:
I’m so happy to see you so happy.

Clearly
he couldn’t see her—   
apparently
his satisfying sedentary life
had dimmed his mind—
his eyes.

She felt so sad for him then-- 
her decision to reject the swing
now seemed so wise.  
A sigh of relief then released her fatigue.  
And a fresh breath of energy 
lifted her wings.

So once again she bid the man adieu.
Once again, she flew.

Now, whenever she feels
the life that gives her life life
begin to drain away her life
she again returns to man in the swing
because she knows that happy fellow 
will always tell her:  

I am so happy to see you so happy.


fable of the woman who collided with herself

I claim to be a novelist, poet, essayist, cartoonist, graphic artist, peace monger--and I'm trying to be a world citizen. As for my backstory...let's just say I've lived and worked all over the United States.  I'm self-taught, for the most part, which is like stumbling around blindfolded while looking for the right door.  It's an on-going process. Lacking any true musical ability, I try to make music with language, while also making meaning.  

fable of the woman who collided with herself

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