There is something dark, evil and scared within me that whispers gently to be freed.
--
swimming in grief
feels like breathing 
who knew id become
numb to feeling 
i wonder if anything could make me drown
i wish i could
to fear something

idk what this is

The Hair Of The Dog - New & hot: Alternative Rock

Copy of New & hot: Alternative Rock

2nd part 2023

We always put our hearts on the line on this battlefield we call love.

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uSx8aus7Z4

Lyrics:
Love is war
I love you means
Now now now now
Now now now now
Now now now now
Now now now now

Don't forget these feelings that you having now
To my dearly departed
I hate what we've started
I hate that I make songs
So don't call me artist
Got my face turning scarlet
Now girl I know you happy with somebody else
This the shit that you wanted
My feelings you've haunted
Girl you gonna make me
Fall in love
Fall in love
And girl you gonna make me
Fall in love
Fall in love
When can I see you again
Ya know I hate being friends
I cant tell what you intending
But I suck at pretending
What's the reason we're friendly
Was thinking I could reach you with this music girl but i know
You just take this simping shit and wrap me up like vinyl
Stick to you like ribbons til you cut me up like geico
I know
No I can't
No I can't
No I can't
No I can't
No I can't cant
Fall in love
Fall in love
Fall in love
Fall in love
Love is war

Love is war
I love you means
Now now now now
Now now now now
Now now now now

Let's take a sec and just try to find your feelings
Yes the future's where we start
One text on read I tear apart
Don't need no muse for making art
I just go fiend for broken hearts
And bite those dreams that you show me
Don't love you just lonely
I ghost but you blow me up again
Don't pretend that you know me
I'm dead cant console
Your best that you've shown me
I'd fall in love
But I cant
But I cant
But I cant
But I cant
But I cant
But I can't cant
Fall in love
Cuz love is war

But we can try

Stream

luv is war

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
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LYRICS:

are we sick, just rotten to the core with this
anxiety hollowed out
what's left of this empty shell
I try to I try to I try to understand

when you came to me with an illness
I didnt want to believe it was true so I just stared
tears filled  your eyes as I couldn't respond
I didnt want to lose you again, no not like this

I promised I’d be right back, yeah but I wasn’t cus I was running down the alleyways chased by
the shadows on the walls with the resemblance of my best friend but I knew it wasn't him cus he was trying to drag, 
me back into this place where I hated myself but you know it's a joke cus you know I still do
shoulder hits the plaster, breaks through the walls, reality seems to just stall

fractal of lights burst through the window as my vision starts to blur
no longer have a fucking place here so I drown in mental hurt
I put a knife to my stomach and I just try to push it through
The fucking blade snaps in half and im just like what the fuck is true

watch the bruise marks, start to shine through
watch me collapse, the love I pursue 
I see your blank stare, it's like they broke you
the medication didnt work, this person isn't you

the devil smiles back, im easily subdued
he was my best friend and to the side he threw
best intentions, we watch as you withdrew
it's hard to admit, that I couldn't save you

I watch your hair start to fall
fake a smile it will be fine
your ribcage starts to show through as you walk
but you are so perfect to me

you’re haunted by this,
so scared to admit that you might not survive
yeah cus hope is your enemy
you don't want to let down the ones you love

watch impure injections enter your veins, see your face just wither away
I try to explain that your gaunted cheeks are so pretty but you cave
threw fists at my face from the burst of the anger try to explain that it wasn't you
its this doubt that's embedded in your veins as the doctor says you might not make it through

stage two to the cancer, no I couldn't answer all these questions that plague your thoughts
torn between a decision of do I kill my insides just to hope I live a bit more
but you know ill hold your hand, know that ill be there till the end
yeah no cus im never gonna give up on you, I will be the hope that you'll be alright

Calcify

Witches Burn Slow (feat. Stephen Geisler)

Fireflies

My new single with the incredible Linney is here. This is 'Roses & Thorns'. Buy / Stream: https://marlo.ffm.to/roses_thorns

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MaRLo & Linney - Roses & Thorns

STREAM ON SPOTIFY - https://ffm.to/scarecrow

[+production, vocals, mix + master by Maxine Faith Noelle]

+notes 
faith takes a trip back to her hometown, but leaves feeling alienated and alone due to conflicting opinions

I've been out here for what feels like years
I've been exchanging energy and matter
sorry I missed your call again
don't mean to ghost you, but I feel so alienated
I've been in this field for far too long
I feel like fucking giving up

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

(I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again)


change your clothes and change your name
they still know you all the same
never knowing who to blame
its all your fault its in the game
I cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

BROKE FREE
now I know you could've told me
(how the fuck I'm feeling?)
cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

"where are you"
they all left me last year
I knew it wasn't what they wanted
I knew I had to get up
don't leave me down again
I knew it was what he wanted but
for me to be dead?
Is that what you wanted?
I'm so sick of doing everything for you and nothing for me
I'm fucking sick of it
I'm fucking tired
wake the fuck up
when are you gonna get a fucking grip
WAKE THE FUCK UP

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)
scarecrow
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(I feel like a-)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

scarecrow

Stream on Spotify

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m fucking dead
a walking corpse hanging by a single thread
about to cut loose; the hand that i was once feed
oh no i beg

for mercy
i’ve done my best for you, but you just hurt me
i question myself if she really knows me
1 year down
i’m on my knees
and i still beg to this day

for closure
whenever u sad, u had my shoulder
whenever i was down, i just got lower
i screamed away
oh i’m in pain
and i still beg to this day 

for you
never once a day i didn’t love you
i treated u the same after i’ve been through
all the lies
and all the fights
and u won’t do the same

ur a piece of shit
ur a liar
our memories
are now on fire
ur like a cigarette 
with a bitter taste
left inside my mouth
i can’t erase 
ur pathetic
ur delusional 
u find it so cool
like an aesthetic 
u think ur always right
u wanna start a fight
u want the war? i’ll bring it to u
u won’t win this time 
oh i am different now
u can’t control me now
i won’t allow ur words to hit me if i hear a sound
and i will block u out
and i will turn u down
i’ll turn away from your mistakes, u cannot fix this now

In my basement, where my secrets lie
Speaking to my therapist, my only line is fine
Hide my sick thoughts til the ends of time
I'll play it off til lamb is steppin out of moral lines
In my basement, where my secrets lie
Speaking to my therapist, my only line is fine
Hide my sick thoughts til the ends of time
I'll play it off til lamb is steppin out of moral lines

Grip force and pitchforks, sick heads will rip whores
Loud screams and locked doors, my mind just wants more
I wanna eat her out while she screams my name
I wanna feel her round if she feels the same
Oh lord of torture, my illness moves forward
The thoughts of the rope gets my dick hard, disorder
Rotten the odor, I would never mourn her
She uses me for sex while I use her for horror

In my basement, where my secrets lie
Speaking to my therapist, my only line is fine
Hide my sick thoughts til the ends of time
I'll play it off til lamb is steppin out of moral lines
In my basement, where my secrets lie
Speaking to my therapist, my only line is fine
Hide my sick thoughts til the ends of time
I'll play it off til lamb is steppin out of moral lines

In my basement, in my basement
In my basement, I watch her body rot
In my basement, in my basement
In my basement, I watch her body rot

REJECTEDREYNA - BASEMENT [PROD. ACE THE CREATOR & LAMB]

I'm free...

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lyrics:

riding a setting sun
live fast
burn red
die younger then
clouds changing shapes
day by day

the horizon
hides what gifts I gave
rising, left behind 
to wonder
where I’m meant to be

the answer is nowhere
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do

why do I fall so far
I’m spiraling
burnt out
rewiring
writing new ways to say
I finally found my
home where
nowhere means I’m free

I lied
when I said I could fly
always climbing
hands are cut
but the blood wipes off fine
I wear my scars with pride

but how many more climbs
and new scars earned with time
til I get to know?
(I don’t know how I don’t know)
where I will fall
when I finally learn to let
go

the answer is nowhere
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do

why do I fall so far
I’m spiraling
burnt out
rewiring
writing new ways to say
I finally found my
home where
nowhere means I’m free

I’m free
I’m free 

the answer is nowhere
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

I know this will hurt me
why do I deserve to be
the one to lose
why can’t I 
find my way back home

RIGHT
(spent all these years
spent all this time
not enough to 
face the fear
I’ll never find)

LEFT
(I’m finally nowhere
dying to go there
I know this will hurt me
why do I deserve to be
the one to lose)

I know where I’ll fall
it was here when I
faced my fear
of falling too far behind

and I think I know why

I know what’s mine
I had lost it before
I’ll take what I’m owed
take everything I’ve earned
and more

I’m who I’ve learned to be
and who I’ve earned to be
learned to leave
their trust at the bottom
every time I fall
I leave it to die
but I’m still alive

the answer is nowhere
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do

I’m falling in time and time again
I’ll make this hole my friend
the one who’s home
is me

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Puppet & if found - The Answer Is Nowhere RE-AMP

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lyrics

is her touch magnetic
makes the thoughts like static

its something in the way she moves me

well she talks prophetic
it makes the life ascetic

its something in the way she moves me

Magnetic (Single Release)

my first prog track and it's a remix. demo version.

"Hello" - Evanescence - China Rose PROG RMX (DEMO)- 140bpm - Bm

PETIT BISCUIT - Alone
On Electro Posé Records

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PETIT BISCUIT - Alone

My message:
I made the song wanting it to sound poppy and fun, but honest and real at the same time. I had been going through a tough time in my life, struggling with building relationships and getting over past ones. Then I realized the only word that could describe how I felt was "lonely," so the hook came easily. As I went deeper into how I felt, I played with the concept of just how lonely I was by practically saying in my second verse, "It's not that I even need a therapist, it's that I need company," and "I've experienced so much loss, hey, if you're an old friend listening to this, I probably miss you". As for the upbeat and happy elements of the song, I figured that if I feel this lonely, I might as well make it enjoyable. The takeaway from this is that, even in loneliness, there can be contentment. I mean, I found it by making a song about it.

-lyrics
Like little butterflies caught in a web
For the first time it filled me with dread
Forgot what it's like to get out of bed
Homebody, no bread
 
It's such a lonely, lonely, lonely world
For such a lonely, lonely girl
And I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely girl
In such a lonely, lonely world
 
I hit up old friends to come visit me
And when they say no, I try therapy
Not for consoling, just for company
Nobody, that's me
I've been talking to the moon again
Lost more than I ever meant to
Still here trying to play pretend
'Cause I still think about you
No one's gonna save me now
I live but I don't know how to
Tell me when you're back around
'Cause I still think about you
 
Lonely, lonely, lonely world
It's such a lonely, lonely world
And I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely girl
In such a lonely, lonely world
It's such a lonely, lonely, lonely world
For such a lonely, lonely girl
And I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely girl
In such a lonely, lonely world
 
Don't you see it?
People leave, it don't mean it
You can stop believing
People leave, it don't mean it
They don't mean it
It's such a lonely, lonely, lonely world
For such a lonely, lonely girl
And I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely girl
In such a lonely, lonely world

Lonely Girl (prod. Garrett)

Damn Bean

in the field forever and beyond. 
produced by me unless stated otherwise

scarecrow

myth valley