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Wait Until I Fall

From your hospital bed 
Crying in a cold descend 
X2

The first time 
tellin me its over 
I don’t think I’ll see you 
Grow older 
Just get closer 
When The tears falls fast 
Need a shoulder 

And I promise I won’t run away 
Again 
Trying to write down everything i ever said 
Before they pulled off the stretcher and you left 
Fuck 

Why is god always 

messing with my head  
X2

[operation sounds]

From your hospital bed 
Crying in a cold descend 
X2

The memories 
Hold weight in my heart 
Tethered in one 
each passing day 
reminds me that 
Im close
To ur arms  
Close to ur arms 
Not so far apart 
The memories 
Hold weight in my heart

HOSPITAL BED [PROD. JTPARK]

i'm unhappy
say you care but you didn't ask me
wait around for nothing
got me feeling like a bad seed
tell another lie yeah you're really good at acting
are you acting?

i'm unhappy stay in bed all day 
until i pass out from my bad dreams
waste another day got me feeling like the past me
tell another lie
yeah you're really good at acting
but i'm not acting

i'm paranoid from things you did
it's really hard to trust again
after everything she did to me 
i'm on the floor again
8 years i'm not getting back
didn't think i'd love again
this knife is so far in my back 
that everything just seems pretend

i'm in my head 
i think she's with him again 
better off leaving this mess
bleeding from those words you said
words you said

in my head not confident
said those words now i'm upset
i don't mean to disconnect
i just want to reconnect

mixed and mastered by brody

unhappy

Unhappy (prod. thislandis + Charlie Shuffler)

BENT AS FUCK w/ CR1TTRZ [prod. gochic]

Accept The Stress

written during the time of meeting @sewerperson

lyrics

i’m wasted force
spent time in the sewers but i wanted more
coz when i left back to reality i felt lost i just needed merly discourse

tell me ur story 
tell me where’s home
show me the future
ik it’s cold but

if i hit 40
u need 2 know
that this was ur doing to which i owe my soul

been here since day 1
i wish it showed
where was this love at 
where did it go omg

u see we’re bonded
but different holes 
that we climbed out of 
i hope ur proud of me

5 yrs of listening 
th dust has settled yeh things r so different
that shit was splifferent
taught me to write my own book and spot out the fiction
put a purpose in som of these bad chapters 
gave me a mission

the track was rusted now tunnel vision 
things r so clear when im zoned in and listening 
life is worth living 
found from within but without u
its missing
especiilay when i miss home

ik ur lost
this wrld can be cruel but u haven’t yet lost…

i saw the bridges then the fire
id stroll so peaceful in the mire
i’ve been so many destinations but no scenes compare to this. i’m not a cryer

but i can’t help but shed a tear
a lot past brought out tnite
to keep it tight th_heavy beers
to stay surreal i kept it light

i’ve put a body 2 a voice
and i wish that i could stop time
i dont know how i got here 
but im not gonna question why
ima live this fuckin moment when u hand me that old mic
sing our fucking lungs out 
forget our sorrowed lives

sewers

_sewers (secre x javiifontan)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e-N_8Ub-0aE

san jose w/ acey

LYRICS
I’VE BEEN DRINKING YOUR PERFUME
I KNOW IT SOUNDS HOPELESS
I HOPED IT WOULD TASTE LIKE YOU
BITTER ON MY TONGUE 
IT LEFT ME NUMB AND CONFUSED
I MIGHT BE IN LOVE NOW
 ALWAYS THINK OF YOU
I MIGHT BE IN LOVE YEAH

LATELY YOU LOOK LIKE A PAINTING
I DO MY BEST TO UNDERSTAND YOU
I’M TRYING HARD TO FIND YOUR MEANING
BUT I CAN’T

I’LL TRY
BUT IT’S REALLY HARD TO FAKE IT
I’LL TALK
BUT I DUNNO HOW TO SAY IT
I’LL GO
TAKE MY MEMORY ERASE IT
NO NO NO NO

YOUR HEART
NO I NEVER WANNA BREAK IT
YOUR SPIT
DAMN I REALLY WANNA TASTE IT
YOU’RE GONE
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT
NO NO NO NO

BROKE HEART
WITH YOUR NAME TATTED ALL ON IT
BROKE PHONE
CUZ I NEVER WANNA HEAR YOU CALL IT
BROKE BONES
OVER AND OVER LIKE A HABIT
BROKEN PROMISES
THEN WE VANISH

I’VE BEEN KEEPING TO MYSELF
I’MA BLEACH MY HAIR BLONDE
SO I LOOK LIKE SOMEONE ELSE
WE USED TO TALK FOREVER
NOW I’M TALKING TO MYSELF
I MIGHT BE IN LOVE NOW
IT’S REALLY HARD TO TELL
I MIGHT BE IN LOVE YEAH

DRINKING YOUR PERFUME

lyrics:

you might see me 
light up on a bright screen
and when you do don’t you dare make that phone ring
i can see through, any thinly veiled excuse 
i could do to you, anything you do to me too
i’m not breathin, anytime i’m with her
lungs collapse any time that she speaks a word
sick to death of only bein in the background
finally gone and i don’t ever want you back now

blissful liar
face our hearts
while we still observe

you might see me 
light up on a bright screen
and when you do don’t you dare make that phone ring
you had a chance and now it’s good luck to find me 

you might see me 
light up on a bright screen
and when you do don’t you dare make that phone ring
i can see through, any thinly veiled excuse 
i could do to you, anything you do to me too
i’m not breathin, anytime i’m with her
lungs collapse any time that she speaks a word
sick to death of only bein in the background
finally gone and i don’t ever want you back now

wnt see me again (secre x cloud)

why did you do it like that
cause there were so many different ways to go about it
i spent nearly 12 hours laying in my bed
haven't eaten in a day i guess I'm starving
I'm waiting

waiting for that text from you
to come through
i feel used, but its not new to me
the love i have for you's been waiting inside
and now i question why
was everything i lie just to use me

i had hope for you
and i trusted you
waiting on a call
but you're just out having fun

i had hope for you
and i trusted you
I'm in love with you
but you're just out having fun

why does this happen every time
my luck cant ever seem to get right
Halloween
all alone
i thought you were there for me through all of the fun
but no

DRINKING YOUR PERFUME

N. M. PANE

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