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desolate

tie me, ride me
you’re like a chemical
i misunderstood you
and i’m never gonna let you go
violet, violet
my heart is edible
blood drips down the corners of her mouth
inside the catacombs

i want to be you
i want to be so pretty
live to be consumed, oh
how can i have you in me?
it’s all a burning love
it’s awful, i can’t wake up
i really, really wish i felt you
i’m so fucking numb

lights down, runs out
what you got to cry about?
never got a word in with the dog i am 
i lie about
by now, tried now
to leave, she pulls me down
dead would be an insult to the way she looks when i’m around

it’s not too complicated
i want you and nothing else
let me be a part of you
you’ll never ever get it out
eyes first, bite me
can’t get you out my mind
timid all my life but right now i’m not afraid to die

tie me, ride me
you’re like a chemical
i misunderstood you
and i’m never gonna let you go
violet, violet
my heart is edible
blood drips down the corners of her mouth
inside the catacombs

tie me, ride me
you’re like a chemical
i misunderstood you
and i’m never gonna let you go
violet, violet
my heart is edible
blood drips down the corners of her mouth
inside the catacombs


violet, violet

All Gone

and i fell face first
to a time where you
walked with your back to
as i couldn’t hold
you

face first (prod. artemis)

she was just a dream

(Hahaha)
There’s
NOTHING
There’s
NOTHING
There’s
NOTHING
LEFT
There’s
NOTHING
There’s
NOTHING
There’s
NOTHING
(AHHHHH JIINZO)
There’s
NOTHING
There’s
NOTHING
There’s
NOTHING
LEFT
There’s
NOTHING
There’s
NOTHING
There’s
NOTHING
LEFT

Death don’t scare me now
It’s more the weight I carry round
Burn me til I turn to dust
I know it’s weird oh well so what?
I’ll go through your tribulations
I’ll be waiting
Just to make my move
Oh my dear it’s so frustrating
I’ll just take it
Like I always do

Until I’m nothing at all
(LEMME BRACE MYSELF)
Lemme brace myself
Hope I don’t take it too far
(BUT I KNOW I WILL)
But I know I will
I’m so delusional
I would give up but I’m so uncertain
My blood stains on your wall
Gimme a kiss before you close that curtain
(SHUT)

What a mess you’ve made I fear it’s all my fault
Baby was I too late?
Should’ve never got involved
You tell me to run away
You said I’ll just end up hurt
Darling you know I would stay
Til I’m rotting in a hearse
Til my body’s in the grave
Let you put me through the worst
Promise imma be okay
I’ll be addicted to your curse

Until I’m nothing at all
(LEMME BRACE MYSELF)
Lemme brace myself
Hope I don’t take it too far
(BUT I KNOW I WILL)
But I know I will
I’m so delusional
I would give up but I’m so uncertain
My blood stains on your wall
Gimme a kiss before you close that curtain
(SHUT)

(That’s your best move?)

Your Curse

like a dog

Winter’s breath is crawling through the glass
Silver shadows where the daylight used to pass
He remembers how the sunlight kissed his skin
Every laugh, every warm July
Now he watches frozen streets
With a longing he can’t hide

He’s waiting for the summer
For the warmth to melt the pain
For the colors to return again
But for now, he bears the winter
Through the snow and through the rain
Holding memories like a lantern
In a world of grey and strain

He walks alone beneath the quiet sky
Snowflakes drifting where the green fields used to lie
He hears echoes of a soft warm breeze
From a summer lost to time
But he keeps that faint reminder
Like a promise in his mind

He’s waiting for the summer
For the warmth to melt the pain
For the colors to return again
But for now, he bears the winter
Through the snow and through the rain
Holding memories like a lantern
In a world of grey and strain

She sings through the cold,
“Hold on, the seasons turn again…”
Her voice a fragile spark,
A whisper in the wind
“I’ll meet you in the sunlight,
When the sky begins to glow…”
Her echo fades to silence
As he walks through the snow

He’s waiting for the summer
For the warmth to melt the pain
For the colors to return again
But for now, he bears the winter
Through the snow and through the rain
Holding memories like a lantern
Till the sun returns again
Till the sun returns again



Summer Through The Snow

i worked on this song for over two years and i felt like it was about ready to be released! its a jump from my usual style but i hope the hard work pays off :) 

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lyrics
im putting on a show
where i sing all on my own 
it’s crowded in this town
that’s how it is when ur in the background 
i like being a nobody
tossed aside like a free throw 
i sleep spooning my pillow 
remeber u in my dreams

let’s take it from the top 
playing the first set 
you were under my skin
taking chances, taking bets 
i see ur hooked in 
i am repeating history 
i am playing games like pretend 
that’s the only thing i'm good at 
that brought us closer
while it tore us apart 

i'm putting on a show
where i sing all on my own 
that’s how it is when you’re in the background 

sometimes i wish i had a time machine 
so i could be sure
i want to know a couple things 
but i don’t know the way to put it 
i slipped out ur hands 
planning is not my strong suit 
now i don’t have a time 
where I’m expected to come back

background (prod. deadyami)

channeling some bowie and beatles in this

face first (prod. artemis)

n0cturn