Be My Anchor

you're waiting on her call
but she don't use 5G
She doesn't have a twitter or a Facebook or IG
she doesn't go to shows
doesn't even watch TV
I wish she would come over here and spend some time with me

But she ain't got a name
No Government ID
She doesn't have an SSN she don't wanna be seen
and she don't want no lover
all she wants is to be free
the flag hung in her bedroom reads don't fucking tread on me

Yeah she's the kind of girl
scrambled data in her brain
she makes so little sense
in so many different ways
so please avert your eyes
from her paralyzing gaze
but open up your heart
to the shit she has to say

yeah she's the kind of girl
she's super fucking based
her head is in the stars somewhere
a million miles away
shes staring through the sun
she takes x rays to the face
she's all these things and more
all these things and so much more

she's not like the other girls

she's allied with the qu
sells black market bone marrow
I heard that she's bagholding half a billion in monero
she knows whos in the know
Her circles hella tight
she facetimes with the Bogdanoffs like every other night

She's ten thousand years old
lived twenty thousand lives
Her blood is ultraviolet and her skin is made of light
she speaks to unity
hears the echoes in her mind
she's humanities future and she's what we left behind


Yeah she's the kind of girl
scrambled data in her brain
she makes so little sense
in so many different ways
so please avert your eyes
from her paralyzing gaze
but open up your heart
to the shit she has to say

yeah she's the kind of girl
she's super fucking based
her head is in the stars somewhere
a million miles away
shes staring through the sun
she takes x rays to the face
she's all these things and more
all these things and so much more

she's not like the other girls

Not Like The Other Girls (old version)

yesterday i got suspended
i think im gonna fucking end it
so u asked me to play terraria 
but i felt bad u had to carry us

babababababadada
babababababadada
babababababadada

im sorry i like white monster
and that i always use twitter
but to be fair u dont like american football
but despite that let's just stay friends after all
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song for my friend dont take it too serious lol

why dont u like american football

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Waiting online until you're free again
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Getting off of work, talk about how your days been

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
48 hour calls on the weekends
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Wishing so bad that I could touch your skin

The real world can be mean and cruel and lame
So stay inside and play another game

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
I'll watch your shows even if I don't get them
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
If I can sperg out about LOGH again

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Late night VC chats and some cheap gin
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Happy when I'm with you sad when it has to end

The real world can be mean and cruel and lame
So stay inside and play another game
I'm wondering if this is real
If the way I feel
And the way you feel
Is the same 

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Waiting online until you're free again

Discord Girlfriend

anime - (negative xp cover)

hey guys whats up?

its time to take back total control
pull back the bolt and purify my soul
its saturday night i wont rot inside
id rather die than live a nothing life

but i still have to see your stupid face fucking everyday!
sometimes its so hard to believe that ill be okay

and there it goes
that feeling...
those thoughts...
and i do it to myself
and i do it to myself
and i dug this hole
but its time to try to fight back

and it feels like playin pretend
when i say ill be happy again
im hung up in empty suspense

but its time to get my life back
time to get my life back
and its my fault
i fell off the path
and its my call
to get it back on track

i cant promise itll be okay
but ill here for you until i decay
i wish i could see you everyday
i love my friends and that's why i'll stay

get my life back

Wanting to live some sorta rockstar life
Gotta give it up for the kids and wife
It’s always been just what I needed 
But giving up leaves me so defeated 
Didn’t know it would happen this fast
Thought I’d still be alone sitting on my ass
Gotta pack this up leave it all behind 
Hope it’s for the best and ot all just turns out fine

Thousands of hours hundreds of nights
Now what do I get
Forsaken for a couple of fights 
And people who won’t give a shit
Don’t have to live an endless bummer 
But I still gotta put up a front
Cuz aside from her I’m alone this summer 
But at least I got what I want

Couldn’t have asked for a better ending 
But it still feels like I’m just pretending 
I didn’t enjoy being down in the gutter
Making new friends not being an other
But I fucked it up I don’t have an excuse 
And I can’t stop wishing that I didn’t lose it
Everyone thinks I’ve sealed my demise
But it’s them who scoffed and decided to say goodbye

It Lurks Beneath The Surface

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