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they say they all had her but idc
i brush her smelly greasy blonde hair
i tell her bedtime stories cuz shes such a child
i kiss her on her forehead before i turn off the light
shes my trailer park princess
shes white like snow
she brushes her teeth like once a week
but it doesnt matter because im so happy
we go throwing pebbles into the lake
i take her to the skatepark even tho i cant skate
her old unkept white dress is all she wears
it smells of cigarettes beer and dry grass
she really likes collecting bugs
she really likes doing drugs
when i show up before her trailer she jumps into my arms
and we talk and drink and kiss and laugh watching the sunset passing time
shes my trailer park princess
shes white like snow
she brushes her teeth like once a week
but it doesnt matter because im so happy
we go throwing pebbles into the lake
i take her to the skatepark even tho i cant skate
her old unkept white dress is all she wears
it smells of cigarettes beer and dry grass

backstabbing bitch

my snow white trailer park princess

Sleep deprived summer nights
Mosquito bites were nothing more
Reminders of the days before
We fell in love, my lightning bug
Fill the space of stars above
When suns were tired of waking up

Once I finally find you
Did you notice it too
Did you notice it too

I'm asleep
But I'll always find you
Call me back tomorrow
So I can stay until the morrow

I'd sing a thousand lullabies
To try and fall asleep tonight
But every word and every verse
Just leads me back to she or her
Oh boy, is this the end of me?
My face feels red but I'd love to see the ending!

Strung up in your arms tonight
Is this what it feels like
Is this what it feels like
Is this what it feels

our friend's house​​​.​.​. Vol. 2 <3

love note

I Am Under Constant Surveillance

grass

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUiXzE-G7Ek

Cant take my mind off you
I think it's all I do
It's in the summer breeze
inside my empty room

take your time
to reply
before I kill myself

Don't think twice
I'm alright
Here sitting all alone

ooh baby, I know it's never ending those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

oooh baby, stuck inside the matrix
My voice is in the static 
that echos against the ceiling 

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

oooh baby-- I know it's never ending, those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

cause
oooh baby, your favorite connotation 
whenever we get wasted
and pray for our salvation

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

Summer

(throwaway-- also don't use my music to validate your self destruction or neurosis, more or less it's a wake up call or a warning) 

yeah I'm so bored
I need some noise
to kill my thoughts
cause I'm so dumb

all day & night
I try to fight 
the urge to die
when I get high

yeah I'm so bored
I think I'm ready to explode
when I begin to fall apart
I think I'm ready to explode
when i begin to fall apart

yeah I'm so bored 
I feel so numb
I fill the void
to keep me drugged

my brains so fucked
it feels so good
when I don't think
about the world

yeah I'm so bored
I think I'm ready to explode
now nothing feels real anymore
when I begin to fall apart
now nothing feels real anymore

Bored

find me in the castle, in the keep
find me in the field out in the scrap heap
find me wear the rust grows slowly
damp and dark so low beneath

gave up my smile a long time ago
my tears are ice, my blood is snow
black tires wit dem spikes yahh already know
etched into the sidewall, thats M+S

mud and snow, blood and stone
smoke it right 2 the face yeah right to the dome
i been around 4 a while but its not my home
steady in my heart, hate in my bones

yeah, we coming with some heavy metal
mosquito bite, new rain in the meadow
nah aint shit changed, im back in the saddle
sights pointed downrange, heart ready for battle

bitch im wearin bootcut nah i aint rockn shoes
im watching rap videos up on youtube
im swerving on the highway, put that bitch in cruise
comin out brand new like i got nuthin 2 lose



Mud and Snow

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXJXJQz41t4

(demo)
lose
I'll lose myself in you
Cause I can't ever choose
What I'm supposed to do 

It's always up to you
It's always up to you
whatever I choose
Cause I'm always gonna lose
yeah, lose myself in you

you
aren't you scared to lose
yeah, lose myself in you
I'll lose myself in you
cause it's what I'm supposed to do
whenever I'm with you
whenever I'm with you
it's what I'm supposed to do
Whenever I'm with you

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXJXJQz41t4

Loser

Dont Touch My Things

devoted to icon Sita Abellan 

I <3 U @kesha UR my #2

NEON DESIGNER CLOTHES

HOLLOW

cover photo by michael worful!!! <3

i havent fought since seventeen
and i dont want to but
i dont care about ur scene
when everybodies mean
i cant help it
but i want to 
cuz i miss u
and its hard to count
all the stupid words iv missused
a life synthetic
and relentless
ur so pathetic
so i guess u get it
im fending for myself
i just have to say this for my health
shut the fuck up and rot in hell
hide n seek n i wont tell
but they never found u
o well

ur 2 sweet 
and im 2 tired
i just cant believe 
that the kninfe hurt
i cant sleep 
cuz im too tired
im jus gona bleed 
cuz that knife hurt

watchin cartoons 
alone in my room
i should prolly go to bed soon 
but i doubt it cuz im up
and im screamin shoutin

shadow cweature

peachy faq:
q: is this album about a girls ass?
a: perhaps

peachy peach

peachy 2

End Cycle Futility

pay what you want

It Lurks Beneath The Surface

every time shes on my mind
every time i fucking cry 
sometimes i just wanna die 
idc if u lie

why
why
why do i feel like this

every time that i see her
i just wish i could have more
but i cant

everything is in my head 
i think that im going crazy 
all my dreams are imaginary

every single fucking day
every single fucking day
what am i supposed to say

every single fucking day she is on my mind
but now she is gone

It Lurks Beneath The Surface

N0THANKY0U

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