[Intro]
if i was dead
if i was dead...

[Verse 1]
If I was gone, maybe life would be easy
Mama would cry, I just pray she don’t see me
I been feelin lost, I been drownin in the deep end
All these thoughts inside my head, I don’t wanna keep them
They’d post pictures, say they love me, that we tight
But they ghosted me when I was barely gettin by
I don’t need no fake love, don’t pretend that you miss me
When I’m in the dirt, don’t act like you was with me

[Pre-Chorus]
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please, don’t lie to yourself

[Chorus]
Yeah, I’m alive but I still don’t exist
Hard to die when I never really lived
Tryna smile but I’m fakin it again
Feelin like I’m fallin with no end
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please, don’t lie to yourself

[Verse 2]
If I was dead, I hope they play my songs
My sister would cry but the world moves on
I ain’t mad, that’s the way it go
Everybody deserves their peace, I know
But why can’t I find mine?
Every pill just kills time
Every thought cuts deep like a blade in my mind
I been searchin’ for help in a bottle of sin
But it’s me versus me, and I’ll never win

[Bridge]
Voices in my head, they talk too loud
Sayin I’m better off if I’m not around
But I still pray that I’ll figure it out
Even if the sky come crashin down

[Outro]
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please...

don't lie

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah (yeah)
I been lost all day (yeah)
Uh, yeah, uh

[Hook]
Why I even try?
Don’t wanna step outside
Moonlight feels alright
Sunlight burns my eyes
If I ain’t got you, then I got no life
cry for 2 hours, I’ll be good for the night
Yeah, I’ll be good for the night (uh)
Just me and my vice, yeah

[post chorus]
Did you think that I’d make it?
Nah, I just fake it
Money don’t fix pain, I still can’t escape it
Lookin’ for a feeling I had when I was wasted
Baby, you the only one that ever felt sacred
Now I’m facin’ the mirror, my reflection’s vacant

[Verse 1]
Young, dumb, still runnin’ from myself again
Don’t ask if I’m fine, I’ll just lie again
Only thing that keeps me sane is the pad and pen
Therapy inside the mic, I bleed through the instrument
Lost boy, driftin’ like I’m stuck in Neverland
They don’t understand
How I smile for the cam, but my soul’s in the sand
All these fake friends callin’, I don’t pick up, man
Rather be alone in the dark with my plans

[Hook]
Why I even try?
Don’t wanna step outside
Moonlight feels alright
Sunlight burns my eyes
If I ain’t got you, then I got no life
cry for 2 hours, I’ll be good for the night
Yeah, I’ll be good for the night (uh)
Just me and my vice, yeah

[Outro]
Don’t tell nobody
I’m right beside you
Heard some voices
But I can’t find you
Don’t tell nobody
I’m right beside you
Heard some voices
But I can’t find you
Yeah, yeah, yeah...

vice

[Pre-Chorus]
It was make believe, yeah, you played that role
You still young, but your heart too cold
You don’t even know what you need no more
You just chase highs ’cause you feel too low
Got my heart up on my sleeve
Didn’t think you’d cut that deep
Now I see the truth I didn’t wanna see
So baby, I know you’ll come crawling back to me

[Chorus]
’Cause now nothing feels the same (Yeah)
And I hope you forget my name (Forget my name)
You was drunk, he was there, I was wide awake (Wide awake)
Now I don’t feel no pain for you, for you

[Verse]
You was off the pills with your ex that night
Told me you was home, but I knew that lie
I don’t drink, but I taste your vice
On my lips when you said goodbye
You love chaos, I love peace
You need parties, I need sleep
You need lines just to feel complete
And I need distance just to breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
It was make believe, yeah, you played that role
You still young, but your heart too cold
You don’t even know what you need no more
You just chase highs ’cause you feel too low
Got my heart up on my sleeve
Didn’t think you’d cut that deep
Now I see the truth I didn’t wanna see
So baby, I know you’ll come crawling back to me

[Chorus]
’Cause now nothing feels the same (No)
And I hope you forget my name (My name)
You was drunk, he was there, I was wide awake (Wide awake)
Now I don’t feel no pain for you, for you

[Outro]
You said “forever,” but that’s your curse
You loved me second, you loved him first
Now I’m clean, but it still hurts
You in my head like a ghost in a church

no pain

[Intro]
Yeah… yeah… yeah
Creepin’ through the night, feelin’ like I’m haunted
Yeah… I’ve been lost, I’ve been haunted

[Chorus]
I just got a new pain, make it cut me deep, yeah
Crawlin’ outta my grave, tryna wake from sleep, yeah
Feelin’ all alone, like the world’s against me
All these demons in my head, hope you don’t forget me
I think I need some time, can’t escape my mind
Moonlight on my face, shadows tryna find
Paintin’ broken pictures, tears fall like rain
Tryna numb the sorrow, just to feel again

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I’ve been low, yeah, I’ve been fading
Lookin’ at my past, all these scars I’ve been makin’
Heart shattered on the floor, can’t stop the bleeding
Feelin’ empty in my chest, soul keeps on bleeding
Late nights, city lights, I’m just tryna vanish
Feelin’ so alive when the world feels so damaged
All these voices in my head, they keep on callin’
I fall asleep with pain, yeah, I keep on fallin’

[Verse 2]
Okay, wait… I’m back, but I feel the same
Lost in my thoughts, everybody’s playing games
I met my demons, yeah, I stared in their eyes
Took a knife to my heart, just to feel alive
Creepin’ through the night, with the stars as my guide
I’m haunted by the past, can’t leave it outside
Laughin’ through the pain, but it’s all so hollow
Tryna find some peace, but it’s hard to swallow

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, I’m haunted, like a ghost in the dark
Lost in my sorrow, hope I leave a mark
Every night I feel it, the world turns cold
Tryna hold on, but it’s hard to let go

[Chorus]
I just got a new pain, make it cut me deep, yeah
Crawlin’ outta my grave, tryna wake from sleep, yeah
Feelin’ all alone, like the world’s against me
All these demons in my head, hope you don’t forget me
I think I need some time, can’t escape my mind
Moonlight on my face, shadows tryna find
Paintin’ broken pictures, tears fall like rain
Tryna numb the sorrow, just to feel again

[Outro]
Creepin’ through the night, feelin’ like I’m haunted
Yeah… I’ve been lost, I’ve been haunted
Creepin’ through the night, feelin’ like I’m haunted
Yeah… I’ve been lost, I’ve been haunted

don't lie

n0where

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