[Intro]
if i was dead
if i was dead...

[Verse 1]
If I was gone, maybe life would be easy
Mama would cry, I just pray she don’t see me
I been feelin lost, I been drownin in the deep end
All these thoughts inside my head, I don’t wanna keep them
They’d post pictures, say they love me, that we tight
But they ghosted me when I was barely gettin by
I don’t need no fake love, don’t pretend that you miss me
When I’m in the dirt, don’t act like you was with me

[Pre-Chorus]
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please, don’t lie to yourself

[Chorus]
Yeah, I’m alive but I still don’t exist
Hard to die when I never really lived
Tryna smile but I’m fakin it again
Feelin like I’m fallin with no end
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please, don’t lie to yourself

[Verse 2]
If I was dead, I hope they play my songs
My sister would cry but the world moves on
I ain’t mad, that’s the way it go
Everybody deserves their peace, I know
But why can’t I find mine?
Every pill just kills time
Every thought cuts deep like a blade in my mind
I been searchin’ for help in a bottle of sin
But it’s me versus me, and I’ll never win

[Bridge]
Voices in my head, they talk too loud
Sayin I’m better off if I’m not around
But I still pray that I’ll figure it out
Even if the sky come crashin down

[Outro]
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please, don’t lie to yourself
Please...

don't lie

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