https://open.spotify.com/album/1G3En8loSP33vMJ8Ccrr8u?si=Ems7lMLIRhOtpD1TS-yhEQ

volume one era

「vox, ,, mix,, mastered, , 
󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿  󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 󠀿󠀿 && composed-;; @ohmybeloved」

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Letter i wrote,,,:

ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ꜱᴛᴀʏɪɴ ɪɴ ᴍʏᴀʜ ʟᴀɴᴇ
ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴡʜᴏ'ꜱ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴ ɴᴏᴡᴡᴡ
ᴡɪᴛᴛ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴛʀᴜᴜ ʟᴜᴠᴠᴠ
ʏᴀʜ ʏᴜᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴏᴏ ᴡᴇ ʙᴀʟʟɪɴ ᴏᴜᴛᴛ
ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ɢᴀꜰ, ɪ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛɪɴ ʟᴀʀɢᴇ ᴀᴍᴏᴜɴᴛꜱ
ᴡʜᴏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʙɪᴄʜ
ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴜ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ? ?

ɪ ʙᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴢᴢᴢ :<
ᴠɪꜱɪᴏɴꜱ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴ ʙʟᴜʀʀʏ
ᴀɴɴ ɪᴛᴢ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʀʟʟʏ ᴘᴀɪɴꜰᴜʟ...
ɪ ʙᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴢᴢᴢ ;-;
ᴠɪꜱɪᴏɴꜱ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴ ʙʟᴜʀʀʏ
ᴀɴɴ ɪᴛᴢ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʀʟʟʏ ᴘᴀɪɴꜰᴜʟ...

ʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ, ɪᴍ ᴀ ᴋᴜʀᴏꜱᴀᴋɪ
ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢɪᴠɪɴ ᴜᴘᴘ, ɪᴍ ᴡɪᴛᴛ ʏᴀᴛꜱᴜᴢᴀᴋɪ
ᴛʀᴜᴇʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴜʙ,, ʏᴇᴀʜ ᴡᴇ ꜱᴘᴇɴᴅɪɴ ᴍᴏɴᴇʏʏ
ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ʙɪᴄʜʜ, ɪ ʙᴇ ɢᴇᴛ- ɢᴇᴛ- ɢ- ɢ- ɢ- ɢ-

ɪ ʙᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴢᴢᴢ :<
ᴠɪꜱɪᴏɴꜱ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴ ʙʟᴜʀʀʏ
ᴀɴɴ ɪᴛᴢ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʀʟʟʏ ᴘᴀɪɴꜰᴜʟ...
ɪ ʙᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴢᴢᴢ ;-;
ᴠɪꜱɪᴏɴꜱ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴ ʙʟᴜʀʀʏ
ᴀɴɴ ɪᴛᴢ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʀʟʟʏ ᴘᴀɪɴꜰᴜʟ...

ɪ ʙᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴢᴢᴢ :< x4

ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ʀᴏᴀᴅ
ʟᴏꜱᴛ ᴍᴏᴛɪᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴ
ʙɪᴄʜʜ ʏᴜᴜ ᴅᴏɴɴ ᴇᴠɴɴ ᴋɴᴏᴏ
ᴛʜᴀᴀ ꜱʜɪᴛᴛ ᴜᴜ ꜱᴀʏɪɴɴ
ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪꜱꜱ ʙᴇᴀᴛ, ɴᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ꜰʀᴏᴢᴇ
ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ɢʟᴀᴄɪᴇʀ
ʏᴀʜ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱʜɪᴛ ᴛᴜʀɴɴ ꜱᴏ ᴄᴏʟᴅᴅ
ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴᴛᴇʀ

ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴇᴛ ᴅᴇᴄᴇᴍʙᴇʀ
ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇᴢᴢ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴍ ɴᴇᴠʀʀ

ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴜᴜ...
ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴜᴜ...

ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ꜱᴛᴀʏɪɴ ɪɴ ᴍʏᴀʜ ʟᴀɴᴇ
ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴡʜᴏ'ꜱ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴ ɴᴏᴡᴡᴡ
ᴡɪᴛᴛ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴛʀᴜᴜ ʟᴜᴠᴠᴠ
ʏᴀʜ ʏᴜᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴏᴏ ᴡᴇ ʙᴀʟʟɪɴ ᴏᴜᴛᴛ
ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ɢᴀꜰ, ɪ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛɪɴ ʟᴀʀɢᴇ ᴀᴍᴏᴜɴᴛꜱ
ᴡʜᴏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʙɪᴄʜ
ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴜ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ? ?

ɪ ʙᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴢᴢᴢ :<
ᴠɪꜱɪᴏɴꜱ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴ ʙʟᴜʀʀʏ
ᴀɴɴ ɪᴛᴢ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʀʟʟʏ ᴘᴀɪɴꜰᴜʟ...
ɪ ʙᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍʏᴀʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴢᴢᴢ ;-;
ᴠɪꜱɪᴏɴꜱ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴ ʙʟᴜʀʀʏ
ᴀɴɴ ɪᴛᴢ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʀʟʟʏ ᴘᴀɪɴꜰᴜʟ...

₊˚*ੈաɨȶɦօʊȶ ʍʏǟɦ ǟռɢɛʟʐʐ☆ ໒⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ＰＲＯＤ. ＭＥＥＥ₊˚⊹#𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚖

knife in my back ft sora (backxster & dimpleb)

hate it prod me

ghost reflections (nextrie & mamoru)

Im so high idk what to say 
It’s so hard just living everyday 
I tell her give me a kiss on the face 
Every since I took a perc I never been the same 
N baby girl I’ll be right back
Send u letters Js write back 
I’m noddin off the drugs n u don’t ever like that 
I went n fucked it up I’m sorry that’s my bad 
Fell in luv w drugs I wish I never tried them 

I’m so dumb, so done
Sit back the smoke fills my lungs 
And ur big mad but u js won’t tell me nun 
N I do that I do that shit js bc 
I love it when u touch up on me
Im offa 30 of the oxy
My words r slurring when im talking 
And I stg im turning to a zombie

It’s Everyday[+Frey]

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev and @johnnyrunts 
Produced by @tores and warheart

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Dev]
Yeah I wanna make it
I don’t wanna hate it
People just say shit
But i know we on it
I can’t wait anymore
I can’t see straight anymore
Need you right now at my door
Your the love of my life 
Need you by my side
I hope this ain’t a dream I hope this ain’t a lie
Being with you is when I feel alright 
Hope your laying by me all day all night 

[Verse: @johnnyrunts]
i just wanna talk to you
all day, all night (long)
people hate but i couldnt give a fuck rn
now (now, now)
going all in, take a risk
hope i dont fall down (down)
hope i dont fall down
its a long way home
its a long way to you
girl im bout to hit the road
bumpin all my songs
omw to youuu
i just wanna stack up
kick it w the bros now
getting fucked up too
but you already know
fast life, im just hoping i could slow it down
im just hoping we could figure it out
cause i dont wanna live without u
without you

LOML (ft.johnnyrunts) (prod.tores x warheart)

fading w/ slidetomycrib

@t23l
i cant get around
to going to sleep
the things u say, they really hurt me
there's nothing left, that u can show me
the other guys, they already told me

all the things u do
behind my back
girl i trusted u
we were in a suicide pact :(

(was i not good enough)
girl ur fucking w my head
(is it this or that)
im just gonna stack my bread

take sum adderall
count up till im dead x_x
countin up the dead
ion like it regular, make this shit sped
you's a fuckin regular, takin all my meds

using me for meds
using me for pills
baby whats the deal
nun of ts was real
idk how 2 feel

@s0lemn
can i get away, i was there beside you
double up the xan, i was getting high too
i know I promised you, that i won’t feel bad
i’m hating what i am, i regret that

taking over every time, i just wanna feel alive
idk what I can do, if ur not by my side
i can't i can't even speak, i've been fucked up all week
i love i love getting high, get geeked get teeked

fuck it ill get sober, i don't wanna know her
took a xan with my drank still sober
losing all composure, wrist's cut deep
bloody lookin like October

suicide pact w/ s0lemn (p. xtasane)

@nicoxx2
@sky_ron

lyrics:
u say its my fault
i say its your fault
i catch u lying
u cant deny it
u were always cryin 
u werent even tryin
i did all i could
now all i think about is dyin

cryin to your friends even tho u did me dirty
it was different then but atleast u werent ignoring
u left me for dead for another boy whos boring
we had so much fun and yeah u were so adoring

i tried all my best
i tried all my best
u shouldnt of left
u shouldnt of left
i felt so blessed
yeah i felt so blessed
u shouldnt have left 
u shouldnt have left

how can u blame me for the way i move?
they aint feel the pain i been goin through
heart froze up, i aint nothin new
if you walked in my shoes, youd be broken too
they switched sides, i stayed real
i was bleedin slow, they just watched me heal
now they say i changed, but i kept it real
how can u blame me for the way i feel?

lost in my head, i been fightin my thoughts
turn pain to hunger, now i pay that cost
they said “trust the process” but im still lost
everything i love got a pain embossed
i gave too much, they gave too little
cold world, but i stand in the middle
yeah its not that simple

how can u blame me for the way i move?
they aint feel the pain i been goin through
heart froze up, i aint nothin new
if you walked in my shoes, youd be broken too
they switched sides, i stayed real
i was bleedin slow, they just watched me heal
now they say i changed, but i kept it real
how can u blame me for the way i feel?

lost in my head, i been fightin my thoughts
turn pain to hunger, now i pay that cost
they said “trust the process” but im still lost
everything i love got a pain embossed
i gave too much, they gave too little
cold world, but i stand in the middle
yeah its not that simple

no its not that simple
u left me in pain
my whole life thrown away
how can u be so sane?
ill never be the same

can u blame me? w/ sky ron (!yukik0 + runawway)

aurora harrt (ft pupsies)

You broke me so hard.
I can’t love no more.
Heart froze in the dark.
Pain hit like a score.

I lost trust in time.
My soul don’t shine.
You changed, I tried.
Now I’m dead inside.

Drugs don’t heal me.
Money can’t feel me.
They say they real, see.
But they deceive me.

I gave you my all.
You watched me fall.
Now I stand too tall.

I don’t bleed no more.
Heart locked, closed door.
You switched, I soared.
Now I’m worth more.

They left me in pain.
Now I’m up in flames.
Ice veins, no shame.
Whole city know my name.


can u blame me? w/ sky ron (!yukik0 + runawway)

n1co