Don't Cry 😭 (ihateparties)

Runnin Away (prod.jayysoul x carch95)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/zuuloh
my verse mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/arcadia-died

shoutout v4nity, arcadia and zuuloh

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

look in the mirror im disgusting,
feeling alright but i dropped it,
pain in my head but i love it,
chilling with twenny ya we on this,
threw it at the window, dont know what to do no more,
i feel super funny i was chilling in the store,
i cannot help you,
like cant you see that?

and do i really know?
i cant do it no more,
my brain is always sore,
im kicking at your door (x2)

https://soundcloud.com/v4nity

yea,
my bodies goin numb,
i think im losin it, 
cuz all the time i feel so dumb,
so much in my system,
been cryin for some help now,
so hard for me to reach out,
but im right here bangin on your door,
like somebody please come help,
been losin my mind,
been losin myself,
my brain always feelin so damn sore,
like what can i do to make it better,
dont know,
why you wanna talk to me,
dont know,
like this aint helpin me,
i know,
i know that i need some help,
i know, i know, know,
look in the mirror im disgusted,
yea yea,
say youre tryna help but i dont trust it,
no no,
livin life like this i know im better on my own,
on my own,
better off yea,
all alone,

_mirror w/ v4nity (p. zuuloh)

Mix by me
Lyrics by me and https://soundcloud.com/paperh34rt
Beat by Jayysoul

Lyrics:

[NirØ]
I dont wanna fall... again
I dont  wanna fall.. again
I don't fall again, yeah
You make me fall again, yeah

i dont wanna lose you one more time
i hate the fact how i avoid this
without you, i wont relax, cant feel fine yeah
i should just call you back, but i don't like this,yeah
i dont care about racks
dont care about your shits
just share with me with your love
something i wont miss
thank you about your laughs
when i most nedded
but now the ends has come
and im so empty
we could restart,
but im not the same
i dont want excuses, but pls not again,yeah
just keep in memory
the good talks, and my name

[eirathemage]
How can I trust again when every time I do, I’m reminded why I don’t
Cos all the shit I’m involved in, 
I’ll tell you my secrets and you’ll get scared 
You know that I’ve been through it and you won’t care

[eirathemage, NirØ]
Now I’m in my body but I’m not there
It’s not real, you know it’s true
there’s things I wanna tell you but I’m confused
It’s hard to open up feeling like I do

[eirathemage]
So we’re back to where we started 
But I feel the same
But I can’t help but think
What if it’s you?

[eirathemage,NirØ]
What if it’s you? (Ye, ye yeah)
Falling again,
Falling all over again

What if its u X eirathemage (prod.Jayysoul)

stickyyy👟👟 prod yoi

onlychild!

prod by wayza            @xiiizone
cover art: from film ‘crossroads’

shira:
pls don’t try to say sorry, 
memories haunt me
off the oxy got me movin like a zombie
don’t try to say sorry, memories haunt me
off the oxy got me movin like a zombie

u can meet me at the crossroads 
i don’t wanna backtrack
but yk they like to backstab (goated)
thnk i needa take a step back
or i could do what u do, 
but i don’t thnk you’d like that

im watchin what u do, like im god
i can still see u thru the fog
i promise that ill stay here thru it all
will u still love me when im gone ?

i see faces, but they aren’t there
i hear voices, nd they dont care..
(nd its not real)
but they don’t care.. (nd its not real)
in my heart, there is no fear.

u can ..
meet me at the crossroads ..
i don’t wanna backtrack! (2x)
they like to backstab ..

pintscripts:
i did this on my own, feel lik im the one
these niggas think im quittin, i aint gone until im done
im at the crossroads
now im tryna see if u the one or just another hoe
baby idk i cant let that past shit go
im bad w confrontation and u already know that 
thas why i hope that i dont meet you at the crossroads
and thas why i hope i dont meet you when I get home
im js chillin at the crossroads

shira:
u can meet me at the crossroads 
i don’t wanna backtrack
but yk they like to backstab 
thnk i needa take a step back
or i could do what u do, 
but i don’t thnk you’d like that

im watchin what u do, like im god
i can still see u thru the fog
i promise that ill stay here thru it all
will u still love me when im gone ?

*quietly*
i see faces, but they aren’t there
i hear voices, nd they dont care
(nd its not real)
but they don’t care (nd its not real)
in my heart, there is no fear

crossroads (w/pintscripts)

nylon

Get my name tatted?

197jax x tayygl0kk - projecting [@DRUGPOET Exclusive]

i know my place 
thought I'd let u know 
yuh
it wont be long till i forget bout you
don't want no hand outs
im chasin big amounts 
yall lookin like some clowns
i got high fucked around
im like what happened now
doin shit i never thought
guess what happen now
tired of these games yeah this shit just not the same now
cashin out yuh im finna go flood out the safe yuh
fuck around now everyday just like a party yuh
came round now u trynna act like somethin different naw
im applyin pressure yuh 
hoppin out with bitches yuh
this life somethin different yuh
every time she eat me up

(bridge)'

i know my place 
thought I'd let u know 
yuh
it wont be long till i forget bout you
don't want no hand outs
im chasin big amounts 
yall lookin like some clowns
i got high fucked around
im like what happened now
doin shit i never thought
guess what happen now
tired of these games yeah this shit just not the same now
cashin out yuh im finna go flood out the safe yuh

flood the safe (prod. xoolice)

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