i’ll run away, away with u
when we’re together we’re like glue

i’ll take the pain away from u
if ur hurt then im hurt too

i’ll waste away, away with u
if ur dead then im dead too

i’ll sit and decay away from u
cuz if im dead then ur dead too

addison

/unfinished demo/

so lame and fake
should kill myself
wake up fucked up
every single day

my soul for sale
i've lost my faith
and I can't see any trace of God anywhere.

fuck and drink is all i do
Tears and pills fill my room.
flirting with suicide
no morals, no laws

another whore and one more shot,
another downer down my throat,
a shotgun in my fucking mouth
my brains on the wall

SUICIDE NOTE

featuring @dethtech

i won't see angels when i die
let it happen, let me lie here
i'm done trying to be like you
keep pretending like you didn't steal my heart
you'll take all i have and take all my memories

these blood stained eyes can't see your face
i can't stop the blood

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

buried deep beneath your skin
lies the hurt that broke you
clawing from within
god knows the height i've left to fall
all i can see is you've gone cold

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

i can't sleep when im with you
she had the wings of an angel
but that girl was a devil in disguise
i saw her wings were broken
so she just stood there as i died

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall ft. DethTech

its not fair the way you part your hair
the way you look at me the way that i stare
i see you everywhere and its hard to get over
i see you all the time does it get easy when we're older
and she'd say

doot da doot da doot
does that make sense to you to you to you
i never had a clue a clue a clue
i love her only you oh you oh you 
i love her only you

so please come over over over over
please come over over over over
we'll get older older older older
we'll get older older older older
i'll get older

i love you

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

notice me notice me
come my way baby
i see ur posts daily	
maybe i should call you

we could be together
live our lives forever
take my hand whenever
ill be with you wherever 

this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

(bloodsekai)
do you like me like i like u
i just want u cuz ur so cute
call me fool cuz i'd die for u
see u crying in the back ima cry with u
this is a song for a girl
i want to notice me
notice me
notice me
i want her to notice me 😦
attention, affection
i just want it all
i just want it all
i just want it all

(sillyemo124)
i just want it all (4x)
i just want her
and i need her
i want her to notice me

notice me w/ bloodsekai

with cold skies a new day dawns
embrace my lies, one last time

while we wasted away, watched as it burned
all this false hope makes me sick to my stomach
and i won't ever find a cure

i don't think this is what i'm made for, get me out of this mess
i killed myself for you and still you're just an ungrateful bitch
keep telling those lies and hope it all goes away
but honestly darling i can't fucking cope

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

memories forgotten, our bloody stains
cover the trees beside our graves
everything i said to you was exactly what i meant

youcantmakemewritethis

i can't escape this feeling of fear
the flowers bloom, a sea of lunar tears
it's not the same as it once used to be
we forgot what made us whole

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

the bitter sweet end to everything i once loved

play it kewl

i'll never become the man that i wanted to be
and every time i look into a mirror, i feel a new wave of agony
but once your face comes into focus, all the misery goes away
the thoughts that once took my life have suddenly let go

i push the bangs that cover half of her face
her green eyes staring back at me
darling kiss me one more time
before these thoughts take over my mind
i need you here, my dear

my lips are getting colder
i need you close to me tonight
no more will you feel afraid
angel, let me sew our hearts together

reach out, don't let go, baby
so far, yet you still touch my heart
just another moment, you'll be in my arms
we'll let our blood drip and fall together

cut me open
make me bleed
in the name of love
lick my blood clean
in the name of love
kiss me violently

my lips are getting colder
i need you close to me tonight
no more will you feel afraid
angel, let me sew our hearts together

with broken hearts and bloody knives

think you're so pretty but inside youre just meat
I'll cut you up nicely and hang you by your feet
and make you go on dates where you say you love me
cause im lonely and I need you

stalking you nightly
your body enticed me
thank god youre so perfect
i know that youre worth it
i watch you so closely 
i want you to hold me
cause im lonely and i need you

i need you

the hell did i made

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

a lot of type of music i will make.

rarely uploads cause im still a student

the hell did i made

nzff