"first get angry then break something precious then feel bad about it then cry then sleep and it will get better" - my friend Lola
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https://n2v2.bandcamp.com/track/as-if-i-could-touch-it
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if u let it go it will go, it scares me more everyday, but I don't think that im really allowed to be afraid anyway. at the end its all about catching sunrise and waiting for the next flower.
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RIP CASQUEJ im so sorry i love you
repose en paix je t'aime

as if I could touch it

tombo - th rmX

tracklist :

- https://soundcloud.com/yawarakayasashii/ver
- https://soundcloud.com/user-487544790/02a1?in=user-487544790/sets/0000a1
- https://yuyiyi.bandcamp.com/track/formalin
- https://soundcloud.com/djgurl/blood-flew-up-to-the-sky
- https://soundcloud.com/distharm/raiika-sueuga-return-the-hunt-to-the-measure-of-dance-3
- https://soundcloud.com/bxbu/young-thug-ryoji-ikeda-datamatrix-halftime-cutspace-edit
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQyr25D4vFk
- https://soundcloud.com/st-ars-tar-star-sta-r/5-31-bleed_out
- https://landscaping.bandcamp.com/track/wish-i-threw-in-all-my-coins

i threw in all my coins

sampled from a modular jam with @alloesone @leo.bouloumie @hjeunecrack

keyboard

https://n2v2.bandcamp.com/album/77773399

march 2024

this EP is about intimacy and trust, in urself and others

the draft contained these words: "i spent a week geeked on ableton after abusing substances and situationships. i stopped before going insane i need to breath fresh air now". I haven't done anything like it since

buy it on bandcamp if u can!

77773399

THEODORA VOIT TT EN DIGITAL (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

Release date: Dec 5, 2025
Linkhub: https://music.imusician.pro/a/xDnwUJqN 

Launch on November 5th: https://mentalhealthconsumer.bandcamp.com/album/the-echoes-i-sent 

The Echoes I Sent' marks the striking debut of Brian Ruskin, known artistically as Mental Health Consumer, under our label. Capturing a raw, unfiltered glimpse into his creative genius, this album merges shadowy beats with glimmers of melodic guitar, navigating the complex terrains of emotion and introspection. This isn’t just music; it's a deep dive into the psyche, where each track builds from a quiet hum to a resonating roar.
The standout piece, 'Unexpected Storm,' showcases Mental Health Consumer’s ability to blend spontaneous creation with polished artistry, setting the tone for an album that challenges the norms. With visuals that evoke a hauntingly beautiful journey through deserted landscapes, the artwork complements his unique sound palette.
For those tuned into the underground scene, 'The Echoes I Sent' is not just an introduction of Mental Health Consumer—it's a bold statement of what’s yet to come.

Written and Produced by Brian Ruskin
Track 8, Remix/additional production by Dave Hall (Eko_fisk), and drumming by Jesse Sprinkle.
Cat n°: ECU153 - EAN: 4069493476330
 © Mental Health Consumer ℗ EC Underground 2025

Linkhub

Mental Health Consumer - Insomnia Lullaby

summer 25 love

Aya Nakamura - Comportement
flip with
Torus, Malibu - Summer Of Love
+ me

summer 25 love

_2025-12-03_kurz vor

蒼-Ξ3-_Ao

https://internet-is-dying-and-so-are-you.com/

she/her 

@user-255544422233

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