video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKok9eWeUuY
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/gregar
mix/master me

lyrics
this feels like going nowhere
but im still trynna make it
and she called me a monster :(
yea i stole her heart to break it

man i feel like just another
and i dont know how to say it
im only getting dumber
and i dont know how to take it

yea i guess its better leaving
& i guess its not so easy
but imma make it please believe me
imma take it to the ceiling

fuck man another day passes
& its all meaningless aint trynna be dramatic
nothings worth it i dont know what happened
its all crazy to u to me its so tragic

and i aint feeling, call it apathy
dont wanna meet i told her let it be
cus i aint seeing what u see in me?
(its been awhile since ive been feeling me)

another text another melody
its been awhile since ive been feeling me
man its just another day to me

apathy (Opal + GRXGVR)

i saw you deadstaring at the moon outside
lust came with the wind
tell me all about me i dont wanna fight
and ill just shake it off (2x)

tell me all about it i dont want to know
in my heart, been giving away now im lost with nothing
left with nothing
lead me nowhere
let me know then
another issue resolving

tell me all about it i dont want to know..(2x)
i saw you deadstaring at..

i saw you deadstaring at the moon outside
lust came with the wind
tell me all about me i dont wanna fight
and ill just shake it off (2x)

with the wind (chaosysl mxsui viyah)

august 13 2020
og desc:

prod @lb66 + @tdundere
mix + master @crimsonchvos
snippet

ive been getting numb baby ive been going dumb
ive been living life like ill be forever young
waste my life away just to feel something again 
and i know its kinda sad now im fucked up in the head
dont want it to end i just want it all to go 
will i make it ? i dont know 
make me bleed and hold me close
what the fucks the deal all the troops go hard for real
now im back on my bs like my name was bloody shield
crack another wine yeah im heading out tonight
please answer your phone yeah i wanna make it right
think about the time we went out went back to mine
and we stayed up late at night trynna figure out our lives
every girl ive loved just never felt the same 
but maybe thats okay, should i be loved anyway ?
all my life decayed all those feelings went away
trynna fill up all the void, feel something again

gotta stay high gotta stay fried
all of the time just to get by

Singles

222ily - stay (lb66 + tdundere)

Produced by buffalobang

buffalobang:
Crush me baby, betray me
I don't even blame you at this point
There's clear signs of agony
If you're so sorry, then don't do that shit times two
Don't still care how dumb you think I am
I'll always circle back to you

Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?
Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?

spira me:
Depression
Got crushed under the pressure
Punished by the only one I ever thought was precious
Watch you turn your back on me before I got the message
Searching for a reason for this curse that I am blessed with
A broken rapper
Got drugs under the mattress
All this shit you said behind my back, it had me laughing
Tear me apart one of these days I swear I've had it
Go ahead and break my neck while you're at it

buffalobang:
Crush me baby, betray me
I don't even blame you at this point
There's clear signs of agony
If you're so sorry, then don't do that shit times two
Don't still care how dumb you think I am
I'll always circle back to you

Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?
Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?

Circle Back

Yon - Stack Up

Ångest (with3r, bigdog30k)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0B3uouY3r7w7uJLIcORpIX?si=FAkilIcCQk-6G7xfvLjdaw

Many tracks to listen and support on Spotify (HD) - thanks! Routi

On the Beach

Untitled_Jun_19_2025_501_PM

medicine (kiryano)

lil cloth boy - awful

Deleted Song From 2018 (OG Cover)

Prod. RipSquad

OG Link:
https://soundcloud.com/kiryano/kiryano-wait-it-out-prod-ripsquad

OG Cover:
https://i1.sndcdn.com/artworks-000489100410-kjyo2u-t500x500.jpg

Kiryano - Wait It Out

Needle