hands on face. a lot of the time.  helps feel if you have a little break in public.

💟

people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

New World Pt. 2

It's The Girl (Stars)

music video

nobody (prod. by colcaine)

@notmorgn <333

lyrics:

I don't need no friends that fake expressions just for fun
how you say i started when i ain't even begun
every lie you stack up on me hurts unless you're done
every day i suffer in my room well just because

everyday i wake up in a nightmare its a curse
every night i try to change then wake up felling worse
thoughts and hollow memories but still no lessons learned
broken glass for feelings but nobody act concerned

i can't hold my happiness for not even a day
people poppin xannys and they wanna hide the pain
i don't think they understand that life isn't a game
look inside yourself and you might find someone to blame

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

i can hear your whispers as they echo through my mind
pitch black border painted all around your eyes
i don't feel a thing i swear i've never been this high
i don't need to try
i don't wanna stay here
wanna take my life

i don't think i'll every try to make it through the night
who wants to feel alive
am i right
wanna die in your eyes

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

dying in ur eyes (prod.notmorgn)

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＬＥＴ　ＧＯ

//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
--------
guardin
-----------
this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
-----------
under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

follow hateful

photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

ＳＴＯＰ　ＦＵＣＫＩＮＧ　ＷＩＴＨ　ＭＹ　ＨＥＡＤ

//新しい最低//

s/o @lilsadeyes
this one is 4 u

lyrics
--------
fake friends fake love when they snap you
six grams in the blunt imma pass you
get high with your guy if he asks you
don't lie say goodbye if you have to
i don't really like the way you talk to me
talking out your ass so much you're shittin' right in front of me
i can see it in your eyes the fans are whatchu want from me
fake is in your dna as your girl is all over me

diss tracks are a no go
guardin fucking snapped in half i swear i'm loco
that girl got my hoodie in her photo
nobody want a cap with your logo
it's funny how they think they know you well   
replicate my sound and watch your music start to sell
you bite all the homies that you talk to on your cell
and i guarentee they're plotting on your vacation to hell
reapin' what you sell
or reapin' what you sow
betchu never met a soul as crooked as your own
pocket all those compliments and hit the fucking road
cause i ain't tryna tune into the second episode

no second episode
i'm too fucking high for this i think i gotta go
i'd do anything for you to leave me all alone
you're a fucking nuisance from your head down to your toes

fake friends fake love when they snap you
six grams in the blunt imma pass you
get high with your guy if he asks you
don't lie say goodbye if you have to
i don't really like the way you talk to me
talking out your ass so much you're shittin' right in front of me
i can see it in your eyes the fans are whatchu want from me
fake is in your dna as your girl is all over me

stop fucking with my head
make me feel at fault when i gave you a proper bed
saved you from the rain and you just go & start again
haven't felt at home since the minute that you said
shit about me hittin' up my ex
shit about the way i deal with every ounce of stress
shit about another act when all you do is flex
or the shit about the girl i thought i loved and was obsessed with
real friends don't fuck around and lie
i can see you're just another clown in a disguise
i thought we were brothers till the end like do or die
but your actions speak against it evidence that you don't try

follow canis major

fake (prod. by canis major)

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

"𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕣𝕚𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕨𝕠"

Fuck, I want u back in my arms :(

cover art credit: https://www.instagram.com/exchoess/?hl=en
_____________________________________________________________
lyrics:

[intro]
Tonight last night, we gotta make it special
but girl there ain't no pressure
hold your heart so gentle
I just wanna chill with you
It's ripping my heart in two
fuck it i'm coming through
like right from the start I knew

[chorus]
I'll be there for you every time
you stole my heart that is your crime
i'll get upset but you can find
a way to calm my nerves this time

[verse]
I want to be with you
I might need a tissue
cause when you'll be gone I will so fucking miss you
I wish I did kiss you 
but anxiety in my brain could not let me
please do not forget me
you really do get me
so please girl just let me
look at the stars tonight and point out to you all the cool constellations
we going far tonight your beauty a 10; matched by our conversations
I really do like this girl, would take her forever with no hesitations
we're stuck in this stupid world but all of it seems worth it for our obligations

[bridge]
don't want a broken heart again
i'll hold you in my arms till then

[chorus]
I'll be there for you every time
you stole my heart that is your crime
i'll get upset but you can find
a way to calm my nerves this time

[outro]
tonight last night we gotta make it special
but I just made this song instead, i'm feeling sentimental

I wish you were here [prod. Ellit]

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

just a spontaneous drop, ur welcome.
random art bc i didn't have anything.
tell her that u love her.

producer/beat link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkpHPuKmxSo

can i get ur number

can i get ur number [prod. fatheryelvy]

follow up to the yellow hears ep from january
on all streaming services oct 26th

am i perfect yet? w/ tyler white

You my moon, you my stars, you my sky at night
You the fire in my heart, keep me burning bright
Hold me close, in the cold, cause you all mine
Got my heart, make it quake like a fault line

Ooh, you know im living like i wanna do
Got my girlie in my arms, im coming up, she know it too
Piling all this money i got bands and then i roll it dude
Chillin on the couch im countin racks boy you know what it do

Ooh, i got some fans and they love me, im running all the way to sunny California with money, im tuckin hunnid dollar bills inside my pants while im hungry, ill never be complacent cuz im always searching for something, yeah

hit the road, get on board, cuz we comin up
got some drip, got some Ks, but its not enough
got my girl, by my side, and she keep me loved
throwin bills, catchin dubs, while i run it up

Throwin bills, throwin bills yah
While I run it up

Feelin sunny on a mountain top
Gettin money like i cant be stopped
Makin bangers like im finna drop
Keep it going cuz Ill never stop
Yah lil homie you know what it do
Got my baddie i aint share wit you
She my girlie yeah she be my boo
She my ride or die she love me too

(November seventh, you hit my phone
You stole my heart and, gave it a home
I'm doin good now, but you been know
Cause you my moon now, im in your glow)

All i got is my words
And all i want is to learn
All these rappers absurd
All they want is to turn

All they boring little songs into a mountain of clout
Never ever cared about the music they speak about
So ima keep it to myself but let them words all come out
Cuz im just tryna keep it real so i been speakin it loud, ooh

Find me in the stu you know im staying on my grind
Im writing every single day to get it off my mind
Im spittin bars and writing hooks i do it all the time
Im being me you see and me i can not be defined

Ayy, i run this show on my own yeah
But then i pick up the phone yeah
I tell my girl to come home yeah
Cause now we're never alone yeah

November7

suffocate in my sheets

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Choked Up Feat. Sewerperson (Prod. SPLASHGVNG)

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

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documenting me and m bestfriends journey

ig @ cc3dr1c

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