MusicOTFutureSoundcloudPlaylistMix #133

lets see what i got.

Ryan Leahan's album "spark!" [includes 3 bonus demos]

+++2c [aldrch]

burbank house

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The Moving Stills - Truthfully (SINGLE)

CRASH

since i was seventeen
i’ve been seeing you in my dreams
we aren’t speaking currently
what did you see in me?

why can’t i get you off my mind?
i lost track of space
lost track of time

wish i could go back but i know i can’t
back to boulevards i used to know
wish i could take back all the things that i said
it plays back in my head
you held me close on the boulevards i used to know
boulevards i used to know
you held me close on the boulevards i used to know

your new girl looks just like me
i guess you have a type
your new girl looks just like me
do you remember those times when we’d drive down that one highway?
days faded away
(days faded away now they’re gone)
we’d lay on the street at night
screaming “fuck the cars let them drive over us”

why can’t i get you off my mind?
i think i lost track of space
lost track of time

wish i could go back but i know i can’t
back to the boulevards i used to know
wish i could take back all the things that i said
it plays back in my head
take me back to the boulevards i used to know
when no one is around i cry
take me back to the boulevards i used to know
you're somebody i used to know now
boulevards i used to know

Boulevards

TEMPER

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Sick Sad Love Song

volume 1

my love my love

9AM RECORDS: Helven - my love my love

gucci bloom

Its not that hard.

Art shot and edited by me, and finalized by vai5000

lyrics

I claw and I tear me apart
But theres no sign of wear on my skin
I keep calling it some form of art
Yet I still don't know where to begin

Its not that hard
Its not that hard
Its not that hard
Its not that hard

The dealer, they call out my bluff
And prevent me from playing my hand
And although I don't think its enough
I'm too powerless to make a stand

I'll play my part
I'll play my part
I'll play my part (its not that hard)
I'll play my part (its not that hard)

Oh you're hurtin your hurtin your
Hurtin your hurtin your head 
I don't know how you do it just saying you're fine

And you're getting too comfortable
Lying around on your floor with no thoughts in your head
Only tears in your eyes

And I know that I've got no prescription
That will cure any of my deception
And I can't find some kind of prevention
For this turning into some fixation
So I try 
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try it again

Oh no you wouldn't get it
No you wouldn't get it
No you wouldn't get it

I admit its not really a problem (but it only serves nothing to you)
Even if you can't look at me right (cause you say what you know isn't true)
I can say that it doesn't affect me (but you think of it everyday)
When you call me the person I was 
But that's all that you see (oh but how did you make it this way)
But I look in the mirror and its not really me (so you try and you try it again)
Its counter-productive cause' I can't the words out (but the cycle it just doesn't end)
And just say what I mean 
Its so tiring

So whats all the point of this trying

And it all seems to burden my psyche
So I mask it all at my expense
Still my body deteriorates beside me
And it just doesn't seem to make sense
And the toller knows nothing about it
And it pains me to pay him the fee
The amount of my life that's been wasted and lost in the weeds
Its still just me
No its just me


And its getting too
Getting too
Getting too
Getting too close to the eminent feeling
Like you're gonna die
(but you won't go yet)
(no you won't go yet)
(no you can't go yet)

And now that you are older and
Everything's smaller
Do you start to wonder "where did I go wrong in my life?"

So I lie
Cause I'm fine
No, I'm fine

And I'm so tired
And sick of trying
So why not
So why not


And it all seems to burden my psyche
So I mask it all at my expense
Still my body deteriorates beside me
And it just doesn't seem to make sense
And the toller knows nothing about it
And it pains me to pay him the fee
The amount of my life that's been wasted and lost in the weeds
Its still just me
Its still just me

Body

my safe place

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Boulevards

Nares