BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

@aeter @lovebunii
https://open.spotify.com/track/0pcpss79LOs1qGNrAHObTg?si=40961a043ed348d9

spotify

long time w/ aeter & bunii (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

love is war

i’d write u a love song in my bed
but the message wouldn’t reach ur head
she complained i didn’t see she bled
no girl, you ain’t seen real blood yet
i’d write u a love song in my bed
but the message wouldn’t reach ur head
she complained i didn’t see she bled
no girl, you ain’t seen real blood yet

guess it's a sign of the times
put myself in danger with every step
don't go around telling your lies
don't let my effort go straight to your head
guess it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"

admit my time with you was a nightmare
nightmare
it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"
don't go around telling your lies
don't let my effort go straight to your head
guess it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"

go stream!

have you seen real blood?

all produced by bunii.

your voice in following me
all over again
she said she's happy with him: :D
I guess its okay then
eyes all around me
blades they surround me

i look all over for you
your so lost and found
and when im around 
you dont make a sound
please dont make a scene
im begging you please 
or i might tell your boyfriend
you say where done its not the end
you say you love me what does that mean?
hope you see me in your dreams
you said you changed but i doubt it
my visions blurry so clouded
when im with you i feel apathy
it sucks to lose the girl of my dreams

your voice in following me
all over again
she said she's happy with him: :D
I guess its okay then
eyes all around me
blades they surround me

1. apathy (bunii)

prod me

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? 
the one let you stray so far.

empty responses from you, and now you're washed out
you've got nothing to do
but maybe there's hope, beyond that rope
but for now, you are just something i used to know
i'm not a coward, ill bear all your weight on my back
was it me being selfish? no, it couldn't be that
there's nothing left for me to spare
cause i'm here and you're there
miss your smile, and your hair
i'm all alone in despair

so i'll say your goodbye's, and ill tell you goodnight
ill take what is wrong with me, cut off my eye
i deserve it, im so worthless
i'm so sorry for ruining you
you were perfect, fucking perfect

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? the one that let you stray so-

me fui pal infierno, y volvi pa buscarte
porque queria dejarte
confia en mi, lo que hago es pa ti
no te aleje de mi, cause i'll be the one
who will set you free

afterparty

how the story goes

cheesehead

track 3 from the villain demos

its too much i wont talk about
its too much for me to apologize to you
yes i lied to you
i know that you cant live without me
you want me to be with u forever
but of course i lied to you

you dont know the answer that i told her
and she dont know the answer that i told you
all i do is lay back and smoke doja 
i know that its something im not told to

took your heart and split in two
i done took your heart and split it in two
you dont play your part to tell u the truth
you dont play your part to tell u the truth

liar

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

trace

“The Last Trumpet” is a thunder-driven Christian alt-rock anthem that echoes the warning of Revelation — calling a generation lost in noise to wake up before the storm breaks.
Dark, cinematic verses give way to explosive choruses filled with grit, faith, and fire.
With roaring guitars, pounding drums, and a voice that cries like a watchman on the wall, this song captures the tension between chaos and hope — as the world spins like the days of Noah and the eastern sky prepares to split wide.

It’s not just a song of judgment — it’s a declaration of victory.
When the trumpet sounds, every heart will know: the King of Glory reigns in righteousness.

1 Thessalonians 4:16–17
“For the Lord Himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet of God; and the dead in Christ shall rise first.”

1 Corinthians 15:52
“In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed.”

2 Timothy 3:1–5
“There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money… having a form of godliness but denying its power.”

1. apathy (bunii)

nasier