BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

You know there's nothing you can say to change my mind
Don't try to hit me and connect, 'cause I'm just fine
So take my word, I'll be alright
It's so absurd that you keep trying
Damage our energy with words that you say to me
You planned it so ruthlessly but, you can't embarrass me no more
You're just another fucking love song baby
But every now and then I [?]
You always say that you can drive me crazy
But you don't know a damn thing, because

There's nothing you can say to change my mind
Don't try to hit me and connect, 'cause I'm just fine
So take my word, I'll be alright
It's so absurd that you keep trying (Ahh)
Damage our energy with words that you say to me
You planned it so ruthlessly but, you can't embarrass me no more
Just another fucking love song baby
Just another fucking, just another fucking
Just another fucking love song baby
You're just another fucking love song

bunii  - embarrassment

bunii - clueless

disguise prod bunii

bunii - embarrassment

bunii - love my grave prod. bunii By rapids

prod me

your heartbeat is oh so intermittent
baby your bodys gone cold
you come back after an intermission every time and ill fold

i think about you when im falling asleep
you put your hand around my neck until its harder to breathe
you put a blade into my chest and make me fall to my knees
you put a demon in my head and now its making me scream

3/14

WATERMOLEN

rainshower

wishing / ashwaubenon

#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard

ive been feeling so sick
and you dont seem to notice, darlin
whats it gonna take to see me
you got me on a goose chase
cause i miss being where you lay
a reminder every sunday
need to tell me of theres some way
that you can finally
open up your heart
cause im stuck being invisible, its hard
and im one more shot from putting up the white flag
cause i just want my life back
before you

misery ft bunii

nasier