melina

bunii

megn

dean blunt  - pj harvey cover

Rinsed

Rinsed (feat. TYSON)

Smile Please

Johnny cash hurt type beat

The Rot by Dean Blunt

9 -Dean Blunt & Panda Bear

empty room

prod. bunii

i need someone to help me clean your blood up off of my issues
good things end and we were overdue
you hate me more than i can ever love you, oh
i keep reminders of our secrets in tune with us
i see right thru
how these mirrors disguise you
don’t let me inside, don’t wanna fuck up your plan
fabricating your life, i know who you are 

who you are, who you are
it’s no secret baby
you can’t change me, no you can’t change me
won’t let you-won’t let you change me

tell me the truth,
cus i know something’s bothering you
what can i do, oh
cus it’s been hard to stay on you
cus i’ve been fighting all my thoughts,
and been crying from all i’ve lost,
and i’ve been dying while you watch,
i need reassurance or i can’t trust

you say im the one
you say im the man, the man that you want
and you say that you mean it all from your heart
and i’m so high up i can’t break my fall, can you break my fall?
sing me the ballad that puts me to sleep,
and back in the dream where you are with me
and i’ll fight for you, don’t care if i bleed
no i can’t let it be, no i can’t let it be

j, bunii - kl

ill burn these pages, they were for you
i tried to save it, im such a fool
physically breaking, mentally too
ill lose my patience
you need a piece of me but it dont show
i used to want you so bad but ive grown
still talk about me to your friends i know
i pray that some day you will reach a close

live and we learn, learn and we change
you left me burnt, the fire sustains
i hope that some day we’ll meet again
i pray to my demons that you meet a saint

MINE PROD BUNII

REGRET PROD BUNII

I put my heart on my sleeve, wearing it like fashion
Holes in my jeans, rips all on my jacket
Tear into me, leave me in the past tense
I'm on my knees
Thankful it's all over, said and done
I dove right in, I took the plunge
I'm no saint and you weren't one
So blow my brains out, draw your gun
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just a voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

Pray I go to my dreams
Where you stay right here and won't leave
I'm living in fear of the air that I breathe
'Cause I know you're somewhere staring at me
All over, said and done
I'll admit we had our fun
Leave me sprinting, turn and run
I'll chase right after you because
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said
Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking

SAINT PROD BUNII

idk what genre to put this as. idk why this got taken down off everywhere but lucky I have a copy of it :3

addition (w_ lucille) prod me - bunii

galore galore galore by bunii

sixmas

#3 - i cant stop thinking about it

Tattoo your name on me, 'cause I know you're not leaving
Without you I'm deleted, and the pain has me defeated
Put that blade right to my wrist, 100 stabs might do the trick
I take it back those cuts ain't shit, look my mom in the eyes and she saw my slits
Codependency is nothing new to me, I need therapy, I need counseling
I guess I'll do the things that they say I need
But I don't really think it'll fix a damn thing
They say just speak your mind and you'll be alright
But if I said what's on mine, I'll be in cuffs tonight
Or maybe I would be fine, my paranoia will kill me
I would kill myself if they learned the real me
I'm a disgusting useless addict, degrading myself is my favorite habit
I'm walking around with a guilty conscience, 'cause I'm a fucking creep and I hope I can stop it
Look in the mirror see my fat body, stop eating food and start doing molly
Nothing matters I'm still useless, horny, manipulative, and abusive

you know too much now you have to die

campus crush @kiheir

prod me

your heartbeat is oh so intermittent
baby your bodys gone cold
you come back after an intermission every time and ill fold

i think about you when im falling asleep
you put your hand around my neck until its harder to breathe
you put a blade into my chest and make me fall to my knees
you put a demon in my head and now its making me scream

3/14

WATERMOLEN

just wanna feel like myself again
feel like a pest that lives inside your head
you’re in my favorite dress too bad i look a mess
i might die tomorrow so let me confess
you keep throwing shade cus a disagreement
i keep feeling shame cus i did it again
wasting my life away all this regret
there’s something you’re hiding tell me your secret

wasting my life away

till next time.

It's been a day without the light
And I feel fine
Oh, I'm better than ever, really
Stepping outside and now I
Feel like my head is spinning off

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

When I walk away I feel it following me everyday
It peels my open by my cuts, my wounds
My scars are solid but they're still there and show me in every way
And they know it so why don't they say my name?
When I opened they bought it and threw away
'Cause you know when it's cloudy; expect the rain
They tell me it's nothing but it's never what they show

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Now, does no apology make it right?
'Cause it sure might bark at me but won't bite
So I'll try to dine with the socialites
But they're all so perfect and I'm their vice
When they see me I'm sure that they stop and stare
Realize I'm being myself somewhere
They can judge me honestly; I don't care
'Cause when I'm up, they're down, it's a shame, we all gotta play a role

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

grand mal

till next time.

The church ringing their bells
Music don't always help
But I can't stop; if I get a nine-to-five I'll
I'll prove my teachers right
Her friends will point and laugh
I hear my mother cry
I pray I can go

Back to when I wish I was older
'Cause now I fucking hate my life, I wish it was over
And you hate me as well
So what's the point of trying to stop me?
Leave me be. Oh, how I wanna go
Back to when I wish I was older
'Cause now I fucking hate my life, I wish it was over
And you hate me as well
So what's the point of trying to stop me?
Leave me be. Oh, how I wanna go

decue

@kiheir @revivle

(@ankleankle)
i been so numb
im just tryna get u alone
and its been a long time since i seen u
u tell me im wrong tell me what to do
u never listen its like u dont need ur man tho
i'll help ur mental; tell me what i cant do!
but i been trying to get u gone
its nothing serious just needed my revenge too
ik u hearing this its nothing that u can deny
u needa close ur eyes baby goodnight
i done lost it, u been on some fly shit
think i need ur love baby, get me out this closet
think i need ur trust baby, i know it might fuck me up
enough is enough im waiting im tryna pick u up
im tryna see clear
u think i dont think about our love when im alone so im just tryna be weird?
im like baby im right here
im tryna get u off that fucking phone so we could talk bae u dont gotta be scared

(@kiheir)
girl 
your always on my mind so i never have the time to forget about you 
girl how do i tell you 
youre mine forever babe thats what you amount to
your picture perfect in a way i cant explain to you really 
no really not at all 
girl, girl, girl, girl

(@ankleankle ; @kiheir ; @revivle)
i been so numb
im just tryna get u alone
and its been a long time since i seen u
u tell me im wrong tell me what to do
u never listen its like u dont need ur man tho
i'll help ur mental; tell me what i cant do!
but i been trying to get u gone
its nothing serious just needed my revenge too
ik u hearing this its nothing that u can deny
u needa close ur eyes baby goodnight

3. reap what you sow (bunii)

nasier