@hvtredd

we made 16
feel like 25
just steady killing time that was never on our side
when fall arrived
grey scale, clouded skies
rain, hail & foggy nights
I can smell it all the time

in that bedroom, that basement
I bet that you can taste it
being out all night
no change in weather
human nature
reeboks pumped so tight
in case them devils choose to race me
always ready to go anywhere that you could take it

just played the cards they hand us
chasing down that damn bus
& taking from who had what
escaping dodging handcuffs
thought we had all the answers
one day it’s time to man up
no games or harmless banter
the change was hard to handle

never had shit & somehow took it all for granted
wanted more and couldn’t stand the shit
if I had only knew
no strategy no planning
w the seeds already planted
just adapt and I’d withstand the shit
if I just followed thru

but I just wanted you
wanted you to care
all the things we seen that shit has haunted me for years
& so hard for me to hear
just adolescence in hell
what got tossed in that river could’ve landed us in a cell

fortified my exterior
the aftermath, just a shell
no tears mademoiselle, I’m only mad at myself
the answer to what could’ve been
depends on how you look at it
maybe I’m just meant to be here
maybe I shouldn’t be

look at me

SOMETIMES THEY COME BACK [PROD. HVTRED]

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