Original song and picture created, composed, and produced by Among The Vanity.

Retrieve The Vanishing Moon

Save Me From This Hell

Dein Judas

nukes

Everything's Gonna Be Alright

Dreamscape

college - 6/9/22

Phrygian

Song Lyrics ⬇️

Ohhh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:

Ohhh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:


(Uh) I know you better.
Been a minute since I laughed.
I’m in colder weather,
Yelling rod wave in the back.
In this old ghost town, and this beat-up truck.
Screaming out my hearts yearning love.

(Yeah) I wrote you letters, 
You aint ever write back.
Now am mad at this mirror, bout to punch this freakin glass.
It’s been three years of love I dint have.
I take a step and 2 back

Miss you with my whole soul, miss you with my damn heart,
Wishing for a restart, to the time in my car,
We went late out at night to the park.
Making babies in dark.

Love that’s broken from the start.
Doesn’t mean we don’t get high 
And ever reach for the stars,
She told me let’s make a fire

Meeting hearts we made a spark,
I’m an arrow, she’s my mark,
If I miss her one more time 
It might just break my whole heart.
So let’s just go back in time.
And reminisce all we had

Oh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:

(Uh) Even cars they get dents,
And some letters never sent,
She an angel, heaven sent,
When she’s gone I’m hell bent,
Like an addict on a PILL,
Need her soul more than sex.
Type of love that’s complex,

I know you love me, but girl sometimes you tripping

Tell me I don’t deserve you
But come back for sloppy seconds
And now look at our fate
I’m villain in your dreams
Look at the pain you have caused
And some things don’t ever change
And I’ve learnt to accept
I should love myself first
And be selfish for once
Maybe memories are ghosts
 
And maybe then ill embrace
And learn to love once again
And I know scars never heal
Beyond the ashes of past
But I’m locked down for right now
Leaving loves garden behind
And we can’t rewrite the script
Till then we take separate paths
So this is goodbye I guess
I’m like
I’m like this is the end (uh)

Ohhh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:

Ohhh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:

Ohhh she 

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Haunting melody of a lost love consumes him. Raw vocals cry out yearning and regret, amidst memories of stolen nights and dreams gone cold. He grapples with self-blame and acceptance, ultimately choosing self-love while the pain of their "goodbye" lingers. A poignant journey through heartbreak, yearning, and healing.

Putting It Loosely!

Escape

I want it all

I want it all

Dr.fuckenstein